How did he know about him?

Y/n Pov end

"Close your mouth fly could go in." At that point she felt a napkin on her lips. She quickly close her mouth and looked at Jungkook.

"You had sauce on your lips I was just cleaning it. " Jungkook mentioned.

She was confused. She feel like that everything around her is suffocating her. She felt breathless

She look everywhere but not Jungkook. She stood up and drop her utensils.

"Are you okay?" Jungkook worriedly asked but she couldn't handle herself.

"Can you give me pills?" She asked as she couldn't stand.

"What pills?" Jungkook was confused he doesn't know what she is talking about.

"Jimin knows." She shortly replied, she is too much dependent on Jimin and she just can't realize how much Jimin is important for her.

"How long can you wait?" Jungkook quickly bring her glass of water and he called Jimin.

"I don't know. I just can't breathe. " she answered but with a loud cough erupting from her throat.

Jungkook worriedly rubbed her back not knowing hat he should do?

Where did he go wrong he kept on thinking that? He might had said something weird, something wrong but he don't know when.

As time pass by Y/n started to feel better. It was Jungkook who consoled her. He don't know what he said or what type of consoling words were spoken but till Jimin came she was better and back at eating food.

Jimin stomped inside house. "You didn't give her pills right?" Jimin said as he entered dining room. Without giving her action,a second thought. Y/n stood up and hugged her best friend, Jimin.

"I'm so sorry, Jimin-ah" she adorably apologised. No matter how Y/n goes rude with him. No matter what she do, Jimin can't help himself to forgive her. For Jimin she is her best, best person, her best friend or maybe more than that but who knows.

"It's okay. You didn't take pills right?" He assured her health first.

"I didn't, Jungkook helped me." She replied looking back at Jungkook who was standing behind Jimin. Jungkook smiled at y/n and put an empty bowl for Jimin so he could eat with us.

"I ate already." Jimin stated. Jungkook put utensils back in cupboard.

"I just want water."

"Serve yourself." Jungkook continued eating with y/n. Jimin quietly walk towards fridge and took out beer for himself.

"I thought you want water." Jungkook teased him.

"You want me to put it back?" Jimin asked jokingly but still opened beer can.

"Yes I want to to put it back. Don't drink from my house."

"Too late now it's opened." Jimin smirked and sit beside Y/n.

"Sad- By the way Y/n want to talk to you about something." Jungkook cut himself to discuss something important.

"Excuse me? I am still here. I can talk by myself. " Y/n sarcastically smiled at Jungkook, he only answered as a scoff.

"What you want to talk?" Jimin entered their conversation.

"Is it okay to say it in front of Jungkook?" Y/n is not sure if she should trust Jungkook or not. Obviously they didn't married on good terms.

"Yah! You both are so rude. What I even do to you to not say it in front of me?" Jungkook suddenly bursted. Y/n completely ignored him and stay focused on Jimin.

Jimin shrugged his shoulders and allow Y/n to speak. Y /n might not trust Jungkook but Jimin do, they aren't best buddies, more like brothers. They won't hide things from each other.

They are together for a long time. Living in same city. Their family were friends with each other. They met every weekends. Obviously they can share things with each other.

They are like childhood friends they might not be friends from very young age but when they were seven to eight they used to meet each other.

It's weird that y/n trusted Kai but not jungkook who is by her side everytime and didn't even give her any harm opposite to Kai.

But Kai had secret, the one he told to y/n. Kai was stranger to her but that one secret was very important for her. When she thought that she need to move on, her past is again standing in front of her, stopping her to move forward.

Today listening her ex lover name, she was devasted. She is hearing his name, saying his name but when she thought she can be happy with her current husband, her past came.

Jungkook knows everything will he ever accept her? Will he ever love her? She is still stuck in her past and maybe stay stuck forever. The only thing that causes her anxiety was getting abondoned by someone who cares for her. She was scared she'll be alone again. Like she was, like she was always.

Y/N'S PAST

"Momma, where are you going?" Y/N sit on her bed and frowned at her mother.

"Baby, I know you are brave girl. Just take your medicine and sleep momma have to go to work. " her mom caressed her head and walk towards door.

"I am alone?" Little girl innocently asked her mother as her mother leave for work.

"Appa will be home soon." She said that but Appa is also never on time.

"Understood." She always say yes to whatever her mom says, but her mom is always at work. She knows that her mom is working for her but she don't need that. She need her.

Still she accept her fate because her mom is earning for her. When she was with her ex, Taehyung. He filled her with love all time. Even though it was long distance relationship he was still there for her.

Now when Taehyung was gone, Jimin came in her life like an angel, like a best friend. She is grateful to have him beside her, mostly when she needed someone.

Even though her mom quit job when she goes into bad state but guess it was too late. She couldn't be same with her mom.

Even though she didn't agreed to marry Jungkook but she still have little hope that she'll be with someone. When she saw Jungkook in club . She was heart broken without any feelings.

She was heart broken because she started to rely on him but it's too late for her, but maybe her was never for her. Or maybe he never liked her.

Now when Jungkook apologized to not play around his chicks, she finally started to feel someone presence in her life, like someone is with her but it was too late.

Jungkook knows her past. She wouldn't have anyone beside her again maybe that's her fate is, to stay alone.

She was independent all her life but we always need someone's shoulder to cry on.

She might not love Jungkook but thought of loosing him, scared her, hurt her.

Because staying alone all the time felt alone. She yearn for someone presence.

Alone could be nice, it could make you feel good but it doesn't feel good when you come home from school and then there is no one to greet you, ask you how your day went.

When you are sick no one is there to stay up for you take care of you, you do everything on your own. Obviously you will feel alone and would want attention that's what Y/n want all this time.

That's what Taehyung gave her.

At this point she re-think her love for taehyung was he really her lover or was he just someone she can depend on or so one that fulfilled her loneliness.

Whatever the case was, the only thing that matter was the thing she is going to tell Jimin. The important part that is making her close to kai even though she don't want to.

...

"Taehyung is alive," Y/n spoke.

Jimin sighed knowing where this shit talk is leading to.

"Y/n, listen carefully. We attended his funeral." Jimin holds Y/n's shoulder.

"Yes, but we didn't saw him last time, her sister even left earlier, how can her only family member left earlier than us." Y/n stated it was truth though.

Her sister was also heart broken . She didn't let y/n and Jimin saw Taehyung for last time, because she always blamed Y/n for Taehyung's death.

"Its true, but it's impossible . It can't be." Unconsciously Jimin eyes filled with tears.

Jimin and Taehyung had a close bond. When Jimin went to Paris for first time, the only Korean he met hin Paris was Taehyung.

They both met and clicked each other like both of them know they were made two become friends with each other.

Y/n met Jimin through Taehyung. Both were heart broken when taehyung left so both of them console each other. At Taehyung's funeral it was Jimin's and y/n's third meeting and from then they become closer.

Taehyung and Jimin were close too. They were like one soul in two bodies.

Jimin miss him.

He have his other friends but no one can take taehyung's place. No one can take his each friend place. His all friends has their own place in his heart.

He miss Taehyung. He miss his presence.

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