5days, 120hours, 72000 minutes, 4320000 seconds till the big day, our wedding. Yes! I have been counting.

*You sure are. Afterall you want your wedding night to come fast😏* and that is my inner subconscious speaking.

Which I obviously ignore!

Preparations for the wedding are being done. The whole house is in hustle bustle. Since the past few days we have done loads of shopping that I am so exhausted to step into a mall right now. No offense, I like shopping but not till the rate where my limbs fall apart. And let me tell you, going to shopping with my friends and sister joined by my badi ma is bad, very bad! They are so picky and it takes a lot of time for them to select!

Anyway right now, I am on my way to Mithya's house. She called me, asking me to come over to her house for a sleepover and that she already asked badi ma for permission and bought my clothes to her place. This was not unusual. Mithu often does things at last minute.

As I reached her home, I parked the car in her foyer and got down locking it. I was about to ring the bell when the door opened suddenly and I was pulled inside.

"Woah woah! What's happening why are you guys in a hurry?" I asked looking at the three monkeys who are pacing impatiently.

"Okay Adi I am going to tell you something and you are going to listen" Mithu said holding my shoulders looking into my eyes. I was so confused I didn't say anything except nod.

"Okay so Arjun bhai called me four days ago saying that he is planning on taking you for a date and that he wants you out of your home because the place he is taking you to is far and you won't reach home by midnight"

What the hell!???

"What are you talking about? What--- he called you??? But...?" I was so confused and lost.

"I know! I mean he is so romantic right? I don't know why but he said he wanted the whole night with you because the date is very special. I think I know why he wants the whole night" Sanaya said wiggling her eyebrows suggestively.

"But.....home....at??" My speech is gone.

"We will manage. In fact we already did, now di just go and get ready. We picked out a dress for you and your accessories. Now go get ready fast, he said he will come to pick you up at 8" Mira said pushing me towards Mithya's room.

I looked at the time to see it is already 7.

I rushed into the room and checked what they bought for me. They even bought my bath stuff which consisted my skin care products. Awwwww I love my girls. They know exactly what I need! After taking a nice shower, I got ready. They chose a dress of mine I bought when we were in college. It's a black top with sweetheart neckline and spaghetti straps and a black skirt which reaches just above my knees. A small part of my navel shows in between. This dress is a bit tight on me but I couldn't get another size so I bought this since I liked this so much. It accentuates my curves. Only problem is my chest. It shows a bit more cleavage which makes me shy to wear it outside. I am not entirely traditional I like wearing modern but I feel shy to wear them.

They even bought a white cardigan sweater which could keep me a bit warm since it's cold outside right now.

How thoughtful my girls are!

They even paired my dress with nice accessories. I am sure they made a mess of my cupboard selecting all these.

I left my hair in waves after drying it with a hair dryer. I did light make up which consisted of eye liner, mascara and lip balm. I always like being natural so this is just how I do my make up!

They picked out my favourite black flats which are comfortable and go with the dress too.

Soon I am done and when I checked the time it is 7:50 p.m. I stepped out of the room to see Miru, Mithu and Sana waiting for me.

As soon as I stepped out they started complimenting me.

"Damn girl! Look at that! You look so sexy!" You can guess who said that!

"Di you look amazing! I bet jiju will love how you are looking!"

"You look so gorgeous Adi you are rocking that dress!"

"Guys calm down okay and thank you so much for your help!"

"Awwwwww anything for you babygirl" they said hugging me. We heard a doorbell and broke out hug.

"Must be jiju wow! He cannot wait to take you out on a date it seems! He is early!" Mira said going out to open the door.

Suddenly my whole body went rigid. I am so excited to go on this date with him but I am suddenly very nervous. Sure we talked on phone and became very comfortable with each other but after the engagement this is the first time we are meeting and it's making my stomach in knots.

"Adira di! Come here" Mira shouted from the door asking me to come over.

*Deep breaths Adira you will be fine. It's just your to-be-husband no big deal he won't eat you*

*How sure are you about the last part!?😏* My inner devil mocked me.

I brushed my thoughts off and went to the door with my friends following me. As soon as I reached door I had to force myself to stand. He looks so handsome in his black shirt and blue jeans with his hair styled to perfection. This is the first time I saw him in casuals and he looks so much more handsome in casuals than formals.

"Hey" he said in his deep voice smirking at me. Idiot! He knows his effect on me!

"Hi" I said shyly looking down.

"Okay bhai as you requested here is your bride available for the entire night for you. We managed everything at her home. Have a blast tonight and bring her back safe. Take care both of you. Now go or you will be late."

Mithya said hugging me from the side.

"Thank you so much three of you. It wouldn't have been possible without you guys" he said smiling at them.

"Well jiju you are welcome but we do expect some gifts in return of our hardwork" my sister said cheekily smiling at him making him laugh.

"Cool ask whatever you want and it will be yours"

"Well we will have to think of our gifts and then we will get back to you but for now you both go!" Sana said pushing us out if the house.

"Okay bye guys enjoy. Use protection!!" the three of them shouted making him laugh and me blush!

Trust my girls to humiliate me too!

We got seated in his Mercedes and he started the car.

"Hey baby" He said initiating the conversation. I know he called me baby many times in our phone conversation but hearing it face to face is much more ....... I don't know romantic maybe?

"Hey" I said looking at him smiling shyly.

"Are you surprised?" He said smiling mischievously.

"Yes I was. In fact I did not even expect it!" I laughed out making him smile widely.

"What kind of fiance would I be if I don't take my bride on a date before marriage? So I suddenly thought of a plan and called the girls and asked them for help. I must say they are really amazing. They helped me plan really well" now I am so so proud of my girls!

"They are! I am so glad I have them in my life!" He hummed listening to me. Suddenly he held my hand which is on my thigh. His one hand is on the steering wheel and his other one is holding mine. My heart is beating rapidly. Okay this guy is out for my death!

"Arjun where are we going?" I asked the question which was bugging me ever since I got to know about the date.

"Now that is a surprise sweetheart! You will see. Just be a little patient for me hmm?" He said kissing my hand making me look away to hide my smile.

"Okay if you say so" I sighed and looked ahead.

We reached what looked like the back of an airport. I was confused seeing us in a secluded place where a plane was getting ready to fly.

As we got down, I saw the name on the plane. Holy crap! It's the Dixit's private jet!

"Arjun what are we doing here?"

"We are flying to Goa amore" he said smiling at my shocked face.

"What?!!" I couldn't believe what I just heard.

"You heard it right! I planned our date in Goa" he laughed again and dragged me towards th plane by my hand.

We got seated on the plane and the plane was taking off.

"Arjun but what was the need to go to Goa?! I would have been happy with somewhere here in Mumbai. Not even that, I would have been happy even if it's at home." I said looking at him worriedly.

He just smiled at me and cupped my cheeks.

"Baby I know you would have been happy with simple and little things. That's what I admire the most about you. You are simple and don't wish for big things in life. But I wanted to do this for you. I wanted you to have the best first date. I want to spoil you. So for me please don't think about all these and just enjoy our date please?" He said looking into my eyes.

This guy is making me fall harder and harder for him. Yes! I am in love with my to-be-husband. I don't know when it happened. Maybe when I first saw him, maybe when I met him for marriage, maybe when he asked for my number, maybe during one of our phone conversations. I just know that I love him so much that I can even shout it out to the whole world with a radio over my head.

I smiled at him and nodded. He kissed my forehead in response and god this is our first kiss even if it's on the forehead. It was such a nice feeling when the person you love kisses you on the forehead!

It gives you such a joy and a feeling of wellness that your whole body pulses with happiness.

He pulled back looking at me showing me his dashing smile. I smiled back at him and we talked about how our day was till we landed in Goa.

We reached his hotel in Goa and trust me when I say this it's the most magnificent hotel I have ever seen. The interior and exterior decor was so good. And I have a knack for decor and it takes time for me to like one.

Arjun ordered his private suite for us which has a view to the sea. He ordered everyone to not disturb us. He even ordered his most trusted bodyguard Dan to keep guard on our door.

Dan is a 27 year old bodygaurd. He is ex-marine and is a very trusted man for Arjun. He and I got along well when he used to bring over chocolates and flowers Arjun used to send me. I know right my to-be-husband is such a busy man!

The suite was soooo beautiful! And the view towards the sea was just so perfect. The balcony was spacious with a nice garden and there was a nice tent decorated in the balcony with fairy lights, flowers and cushions.

*imagine this tent with cushions and in a balcony facing the sea*

"So did you like it?* Arjun asked coming in front of me.

I couldn't control and I hugged him tight making him shocked for a second but soon he too hugged me tight. I pulled away feeling shy and told him.

"Arjun this is so beautiful! I love it! Thank you so much!" I said feeling excited and grateful.

"Anything for you sweetheart! Now come on let's get some food into our tummies" he said dragging me to the tent.

I still cannot get over the tent setting. It's just so perfect! We had a nice dinner with all my favourite foods. Hmmm! so he remembers all my favourite foods from our conversations.

We talked a lot while eating and after we were done eating we just sat in the tent looking at the sea in silence. You see when you are with the person you love, even if you and him are silent in the presence of each other it is not awkward or uncomfortable. Rather the silence between you is serene, and peaceful.

"Can I ask you something?" He said out of the blue. I turned towards him to see him looking at me seriously. I nodded in yes.

"We have talked about a lot of things. But we never talked about your mother or your life after her. I wanted to give you space and you can tell me when you are ready but baby I just want you to know that you can share anything with me. I mean it!" He said sincerely holding my hand.

I sighed "It's not that I don't want to tell you. It's just I have never really talked about it I guess? I am not a person who shares all my thoughts. I write about my thoughts in journals because I got habituated in that way. My mother was an amazing woman Arjun. She is so kind, helpful, caring, and a wonderful wife and mother. It's not fair she had to leave us so early. Even though I was a kid, I remember her very well. I used to think a lot about her so as to not forget her memories. We used to cook and bake in the weekends. She used to teach me how to paint, how to write and read. She used to tell me how important it is to help others and be good to others. Her wish was that I will become a psychologist, one she couldn't become because of her family. That's why I am so passionate about my work. She told me how important it is to save a person's mental health and that's why I strive to be the best I can. Mom passed away due to an accident happened when I was 7, Vikram bhaiya was 9 and Mira was 6. And life after that, well it was good except for the usual judgements we get from the society. Dad was engrossed in his work not being able to bear my mother's loss and he was rising in business at that point but he didn't realise for a while he was not there for us. Bhai was responsible enough for his age but he too was grieving the loss of our mom. Mira was a small baby. And I did not know what to do. So I learnt how to take care of them. I made it my responsibility to make sure they are eating, sleeping,studying..... that they are happy. It was hard because I myself was a kid. Badi ma even though used to take care of us she also have her own kids to take care of. And our relatives always used to taunt us because they are jealous of my Papa's work. They used to mock us for not having a mother and dad, a wife. They used to bring down my self esteem especially because I take care of everyone. Dad soon realised how he was neglecting us unintentionally and started spending more time with us. But it just got instilled in me that I have to take care of my family no matter what. I don't blame anybody but sometimes I just feel like if mom was alive I could have had a childhood which every child wants. I got better with handling all these negativity with time but still even a psychologist has some insecurities"

I didn't realise there were tears in my eyes. I blinked them away and turned towards Arjun. He was looking at me with so many emotions. He pulled me to him into a tight hug and I sighed. His arms are the only place I seem to have solace in.

"I am so proud of you cara. I am so happy and honoured to be a part of your life. You are so strong baby never think otherwise. And I promise you I will give you so much happiness that you will become fat with it" he said making me laugh and he was laughing with me too.

Suddenly it started raining form nowhere and we rushed inside the room. But we were drenched a little and the top part of my dress was sticking to my skin. My hair was also damp. The same case with Arjun his shirt and hair was drenched.

As we reached the room I got a bit self conscious because the lights of the room are dim and I was drenched and suddenly the whole room was feeling very hot.

Arjun and I were looking so intensely into each other's eyes and suddenly he started walking towards me making me take a step back. Like this we both are moving forward and backward till my back hit the wall and now I am in between him and the wall. He came more closer to me and now there is little to no distance between us. I can feel his hard body pressed to mine. His breathe fanning my face as we just stare into each other's eyes.

*Mature content ahead. Please skip if you are uncomfortable*

Her hazel eyes are staring right back at me making me go crazy. Her full lips look so inviting that I just wanna suck them hard. Her neck in the dress she wore was deep and it was teasing me since the moment I laid my eyes on her. Her breasts were heaving up and down and I want to grab them and bite them. I don't even know I can turn into such a caveman till I met her. Adira seems to bring out the inner beast inside me.

Since the engagement I wanted to take her out somewhere but one, I didn't know where and two, I had this big project coming up which kept me so busy. But I talked to her regularly after the engagement and I am so happy we came closer. I wanted to give her the best first date so I planned this and I felt on top of the earth just looking at how happy she was with the arrangements.