This afternoon has been so much fun. When I got there I realised I didn't know her name, or Needles surname, but once she put her gun down she insisted I call her Nonna. She's an amazing woman, reminds me of my grandma, so sweet and nurturing but feisty at the same time. As soon as she said she was a music teacher I told her I played cello, luckily I put it in my car, planning to go somewhere peaceful and play after work.

"Can I put in a request?" Watching Needles play the piano is amazing, he's so talented and I didn't know. He's so sweet to his grandmother and I can see how much she loves him.

"Go ahead dear, but remember I'm judging your taste." Nonna says and Needles laughs

"Do you know how to play We Are The Champions? I love how it sounds on my cello and I think it would be even better with you." I ask nervously

"My dear, you can't love music and not love Queen, that boy was a genius." Nonna interrupts as Needles nods. We begin to play and it sounds so good, feels so good. I close my eyes and let my head sway as we play in sync. Needles is so talented, it feels so good to play with him, to have some one with the same taste, and no one making fun of me for being a band geek.

"My god, you should be leading an orchestra." Nonna applauds as the song ends

"Oh no, I don't like to perform, I just play for me." I shrug as I feel my cheeks heat

"Well you come and play for me whenever you want. I'll never get tired of listening to you." She smiles.

"I'm so sorry, I came back as soon as I could." A woman comes running into the room flustered

"Don't worry it's ok." Nonna smiles as Needles gets up from the piano

"Now don't you go giving her a hard time." Nonna warns

"I just want to talk to her, it's fine." Needles replies as he walks off towards the kitchen followed by the woman.

"She's a sweet girl that Amy, single mother, her ex husband is an asshole, I wouldn't mind pointing my gun at him." Nonna growls

"As long as you stop pointing it at me." I joke as I begin to pack up my cello

"You know he's a sweet boy." She says and I bite my lip trying to figure out a response

"I feel something between you two, don't hide it from Nonna." She scolds

"It's complicated." I reply

"He said the same thing. Once you feel that pull, complications be damned." Nonna says.

"What's going on?" Needles asks coming back in

"Nothing dear, make sure Molly gets home safe won't you?" Nonna asks

"Of course I will." He replies looking at the ground

"Now come here." Nonna stands from her recliner and wraps her arms around me, then pulls back, takes my face in both her hands and pulls me down to kiss my cheeks.

"You come back soon." She smiles up at me

"I will Nonna, I had fun." I smile. Needles comes over and she does the same to him before he follows me out the door. I walk to my car in silence and load my cello into the back seat, but when I turn around he's right in front of me.

"Thank you for this afternoon, I had fun. I'm sorry if I was annoying." I say

"You're not annoying I had fun too." He groans

"My grandmother really likes you." He smiles

"I like her, she insisted I call her Nonna, if you don't like it I won't." I reply

"No, it's fine." He replies

"When I got here she pointed a shotgun at me." I say and he laughs

"She does that to me too." He chuckles

"Do you mind if I see her again? She reminds me of my grandma and it'd be nice to have that while I'm here." I ask, he's probably going to say no, he sighs deeply and I know he's going to stop me seeing her

"I'm sorry I've been an ass, see her whenever you want. It's not you Molly, it's me... I'm struggling." He says and I look up at him confused, what does he mean he's struggling?

"I want you Molly, I know I shouldn't but I do. Seeing you every day and not being able to kiss you again. I keep replaying that kiss in my head." He sighs as he runs his hand through his hair, this is bad, it's wrong, but I feel the same way.

"Me too." I whisper, but I know he hears me

"We can't do this Molly, for so many reasons."

"I know." I say looking down at the ground, but then I feel his finger hook my chin and lift it to meet his gaze. His hand moves up along my cheek and into my hair. This is so wrong and could ruin all my progress, but I feel my want for him all over my body. His thumb brushes over my cheek as he leans down and I raise up until our lips meet. He immediately grabs me around the waist and pulls my body flush against his, my hands against his chest. It feels so good but so wrong at the same time. He growls against my lips and I feel his tongue run across my bottom lip. I open up willingly and moan softly as his taste overwhelms me. I've never been kissed like this, with so much passion and need, I timidly move my tongue with his as he coaxes me where he wants me.

His hand travels over my hip and up my rib cage until he cups my breast, this thumb flicking over my hardened nipple making me gasp against his lips. I feel him back me up and my back presses against the side of my car. He releases my lips and presses his forehead to mine, releasing a deep sigh as his hands leave my body to either side of me against the car.

"We shouldn't do this." He sighs

"I know." I whisper

"But I just can't help myself." He groans before his lips crash against mine once more.