Im currently 3 months pregnant. It hasnt been too bad, ive just been really, really moody and only to Nick which i do feel bad about but its infuriating that its our baby and im the only one throwning up.

Currently im at the nail salon with Alaia we're getting our nails done. I dont know why she suddenly wanted to get her nails done, i could've sworn she eent like a week ago.

Anyway, im getting small almond shaped ones with light blue french tips. I usually love long, flashy ones but right now i don't exactly feel bad bitch vibes.

Alaia is getting these pretty ones i picked out from pinterest, similar to mine. Once we both get done she insists on paying and then we walk around the mall,

"Im hungry" i say out loud. We both decide on getting mozzarella sticks and corn dogs from the food court. While eating, i did drip quite a bit of ketchup on my shirt and the smell is making me sick.

After we're done we decide to browse some stores.

"Oh, look at how cute that dress is" Alaia exclaims. I look over to see a pretty, purple dress. I grab her hand and take her into the store. "Oh"

"Im buying you it, youd look so cute in it" i tell her.

"Fine then im buying you, this" she holds up a simple but very pretty chiffon white, spaghetti strap dress with roses on it. Its so beautiful and vintage looking. "Come on, it'll so go with your innocent little pregnant glow"

"Im concerned Alaia" i say sarcastically, referring to her remark. "And ok, i will let you buy me it only because its so pretty"

"You should change into it right now, i know the ketchup is bothering you" i look at her and think. Eh.

"Yea it is making me nauseous" i say. "Fine".

We buy the dresses and after i change into mine, we walk around a bit more then decide on heading home.

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We're just pulling into the drive way and i dont see Nicks car so he's probably not home yet. As we get out, Alaia rushes in but the driver stops me and tells me i left my bag.

Damn pregnant brain.

I walk into the foyer and squeal when i hear loud cheering.

"SURPRISE"

"Oh my god" i shriek looking around. Oh my.

I see the whole family and Zia Tania and her husband all standing there, with a table in the middle with a cake on it. I look uo to see a banner that reads 'happy birthday' on it.

Is it my birthday? Wait what?

I start to hug everyone, the adrenaline pumping still making it all surreal and my ears are a little numb. I hear Mama squeal a little and i turn around to see whats wrong but what i see makes me freeze and my eyes widen.

"Oh my god" i whisper.

Nick. Is on his knee. With a box. Inside there is a ring. Oh my god.

"Baby" he starts, making a sob leave me. "Ria, I love you so fucking much baby, everyday these past several months has been fucking unreal. Despite me being a fuck up you've stuck by me and loved me, all the same. I want that baby, every day, for the rest of my life. I want you to have more of my children i want us to raise them, i want you pure, good heart to be mine, forever. Marry me baby?" he asks.

Im full sobbing now, i cant stop crying and my hands are trembling.

"Y-yes, yes, y-yes Nick!" i exclaim making cheers errupt and Nick slips the beautiful ring on my finger then stands up and lifts me up in the air, kissing me. Oh my god im engaged.

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Me and Nick are in bed now. My birthday party was so so fun and i had lots of cake.

Currently im on top o Nick and im kissing him all over his face, giggling.

"Are you annoyeddd" i sing and he snickers.

"No, i love being kissed by you" i roll my eyes.

"Do you like your ring?" he asks me, making me look down at my hand.

"I love it Nick, its so beautiful" i whisper.

"Mmh, like you, only no where near as beautiful as you" he says. I hit his chest.

"Its too beautiful" i look at him. "Thankyou". He kisses my head then my lips. "I thought i was being so moody you wouldn't even want to be around me" i tell him.

"Never" he says. "Plus, baby when you think youre being moody, i just think you look like an adorably angry kitten, which i enjoy very much" i scoff at him

"rude" i pout. He just leans in to kiss me and we just enjoy eachother for a while. hehe.

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OH

MY

GOD.

As janice once (or maybe more than once) said.

hiiiii. you guys are all so so sweet and understanding, all of the comments and and messages ive received are so nice, thankyou for not being angry for not updating in like, a month, i love you all so much wow im overwhelmed with how nice everyone is 🥺🥺💕

Its only because ive been rlly rlly busy with college but ill update more noww.

ohk ly byeee.