"I don't miss you, I miss the person I thought you were."

~ Unknown 

Part 53

Angel's Pov. 

We entered the beautiful dresses showroom and it had all those beautiful gowns every girl dreams for. 

"Uhm, aren't these so expensive?" I asked Benny and she sighed. "Angel, no these are exactly what Kate deserves for her wedding, come on let's go" she took me inside and there we met a smiling lady. 

She showed us so many beautiful dresses and it was so hard for me to decide what exactly is best but thank God Benny is with me. She did all the selecting. While I just clapped happily like a child. 

"Hey what do you think about this, I think it'll be best for Kate and I'm sure she will love it." Benny said selecting a fish cut wedding gown.

"It's so beautiful, I'm sure she will love it" I giggled excitedly and then we proceeded to find gowns for bridesmaids. 

The lady showed us a bunch of dresses with the same designs but different necklines. They all were so beautiful that I wanted to try them all. 

I asked Benny who the other bridesmaids were and she told me it's her friend. 

"One is Elena, she lives overseas and came here for a week so she agreed to be a bridesmaid." I nodded my head and asked for another one. 

"Another one is Abigail, she was my junior in school and I last saw her when she was 12 but I still talk to her sometimes on call. She was really happy that she will finally meet me again." I frowned at her, "Why didn't you two meet again?" 

"Actually when Abigail was 12, she and her parents had an accident. Her parents passed away in that accident and she lost her eyes. So she couldn't go to that same school again. I can understand, it must be so hard for her but now she has moved on and has her career, she is a local singer." She said with a sad smile. 

My heart broke as I heard her story and I thought I was the unluckiest girl in the whole world. How bad of me. Benny touched my shoulder and smiled at me. 

"I know it feels so sad but don't worry, Abigail is so strong just like you. You two will love each other I know it" I smiled and nodded at her. We then got back to our dress selecting work.

Benny selected the baby pink color dress, "This looks so beautiful for me, Abigail and Elena." 

I frowned at her words, aren't I going to wear the same dress as them? "What about mine?" I asked her. 

She said oops and turned to me with a nervous smile, "Actually Angel, Blaize has ordered your dress from somewhere else and you are the maid of honor so you must have a different gown. Now no comments, please Blaize will kill me if he knows that I tell you this" she said giving me puppy eyes. 

I sighed "I'm not a doll so you can dress me up like one" I said with a pout. She giggled and kissed my cheeks. "Well one, you are, and second thank you" she giggled and went out to talk to the sales lady. 

I shook my head and went behind her but my phone rang in the middle. "Hello?" I said after taking the call.

Again there was no reply but I felt that same fear, who is it? Hanging up the call, I looked at the phone. Should I tell Blaize? It's the same number and why does it keep calling me? 

My phone beeped indicating that I have a text message. I checked it and my breathing stopped. 

'You don't miss me?' 

Who is it? Is it...is it...him? The thought was enough to give me a panic attack. 

He came back, but I'm not sure if it's him, then who is it?

No, I can't think about him. Everything he did to me rushed into my mind. 

The person I thought he was never existed in this world. The things I thought about Blaize was actually Ian.

Ian broke my trust, he broke my self confidence. He broke me. I don't want to face him again.

Please God help me. 

"Oh my god, Angel what happened?" I didn't notice I was on the floor fighting to catch my breath.

Her words stopped reaching my brain and I felt myself falling into the deep darkness. 

Please God, don't let him ruin my life again, please God.

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Benny's Pov 

I went to the sales lady to give her the measurements and when I came back to search for Angel, my breathing stopped to see her on the floor. 

"Oh my god, Angel what happened?" I said kneeling down beside her. "What happened Angel? Tell me, oh my God what should I do?" I tried to rub her arms which were so cold. 

Even her eyes seemed so distant, Jesus, is she having a panic attack? I gasped and searched for my phone. 

Oh no, I left it in my car, damn it. She looked so pale and her body was so cold. Her eyes were closed now, I slapped her cheeks softly. "Angel, please wake up" I took her phone and stopped when I saw a text opened. 

It said, you don't miss me? I cupped my mouth when I understood what happened to her. I quickly called Blaize from her phone.

"Sweetheart I mi-" I cut him off in the middle as he picked the call. "Blaize, I'm taking her to hospital, I. ..I don't know what happened to her. Please-" 

"I'll be there in a minute," he said and cut the call. I asked help from the showroom employees and they helped me in putting Angel into the passenger seat.

"Thank you" I said to them and quickly drove her to the hospital. God, why can't people let her be at peace, why do they have to always make a mess in her life. 

I stopped my car in front of the hospital and saw Blaize's car stopped in front of me too. He came out from the car with lightning speed. He looked so worried and scared. Chris followed him with a worried look too. 

Opening the passenger door he carried Angel in bridal style and I followed him.

"Don't worry sweetheart, I'll never let anything happen to you" He said with a shaky voice and helped the doctor to take her into the room. They asked Blaize to stay outside while they checked her out. 

I hugged Chris and sobbed softly, "she looked so pale, I was so scared. I didn't know what to do." Chris rubbed my back and kissed my forehead. 

"You called him on time darling, don't worry she is a fighter. " he said, calming me down while Blaize paced the area and anxiety was looking at his face. 

He came to me with fast strides and I saw Adrian run there too. "What happened exactly?" Blaize asked. 

"I..I don't know, she was fine, I went to give a measurement. I don't know what happened but when I came back she was on the floor fighting to breathe." I said with a heavy cry and Chris hugged me again and rubbed my back. 

"Don't cry, it won't be healthy for the child," Blaize said brushing my head like a brother while Adrian looked at me softly. 

Then I remembered a thing, "Wait I. .I...I think I know what happened " they asked impatiently what it is. I showed him Angel's phone and opened that text. 

"Who do you think it is? " I asked blaize and his expression showed me that my instinct was right. It's him.

"Fuck, that's why I wanted to search him fast. " I frowned and asked him what's happening.

He told me how Ian got out from prison and might be looking for Angel. He must have found her but we can't find him because he might be roaming around in disguise. 

"It won't be safe for her to go out without any security" I told him and he nodded his head. 

"That's why I called Nathan today, he said he will be here in a few hours" I sighed and took a seat. 

Doctor came out and told us what happened to her, "she must have seen or experienced something that triggered her bad memories and she had a panic attack. She is fine now but still needs a rest" he said and told us a few medicines that'll help her. 

Oh god, tomorrow's Kate wedding and today she is in hospital. When will this stop?

Doctor told us that we can take her home but I'm still worrying for her. It won't be safe for her to go to church tomorrow. That bastard roams around in disguise.

Please God, please help her, she has seen so much pain, just give her happiness now, give her the happy ending she deserves. 

Chris took me home while Adrian and blaize tried to track that number, it can help us to find that fucker.

I sighed and closed my eyes while I kept praying for Angel.

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Author's Note

Hey guys, first of all I wanted to apologise for this late update.

In India it was our festival seasons and we had such work at home. But now it's over and I again have some free time. So I'm going to update daily.

I also wanted to know either I'm going good or not.

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