"The best feeling in the whole world is watching things finally fall into place after watching them fall apart for so long" 

~ Unknown 

Part 45 

Angel's Pov

I yawned and stretched out my hand upwards as sunlight hit my face. I opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling. 

I remember whatever happened yesterday, I wish it could be a dream but it's reality. My reality. I have to accept and live with it. Blaize broke my trust and I don't know if I can forgive him for it or not. 

But I'm ready to give him a chance, I'll give him infinite chances because my heart knows how much I still love it. I know I said to him that I hate him but my heart doesn't want to comply with it. 

I just need a little time to handle myself, my emotions and my life. I wanted to do a new beginning with blaize and I'm ready for it but I just need a little time. 

I sighed and got down from the bed. I gasped scared as I saw Blaize looking at me. After calming my breaths I asked him. "You were awake?" 

"Since 2 hours, I didn't want to disturb your sleep or your thoughts so didn't make any sound" I nodded and looked back at him. He looked really uncomfortable at the sofa, now that I see, the sofa is really small for as bulky as blaize is. 

I didn't want to show the guilt that I felt and walked inside the bathroom. I really need to clear my head, I had never felt angry before and yet yesterday I slapped Blaize, I had never hit anyone but I don't know how it happened.

I took a 15 minutes shower and wrapped a towel around me. I forgot to take any clothes with me so I had to go out like this. Opening the door I peeked outside, after making sure he wasn't in the room I walked out and entered into my closet.

I decided to wear a long pink skirt with black blouse. I matched it with black belt and flat sandals. Then I dried my hair and pulled them up in a high ponytail. 

As I walked out I saw Blaize in a towel, only a towel wrapped around his hip and it made my breath heavy. I blinked and tried to look away but my eyes were stuck at his bulky shoulder and droplets of water appeared from his hairs and ran down his back until disappeared in the towel hanging loose on his hips.

I could feel the heat rush through my neck to my cheeks and ears as blaize turned around and saw me staring at him. I didn't want to become a part of a new kind of embarrassment so without thinking twice I went out of the room and walked down the stairs. 

I didn't want to face blaize at breakfast so I didn't go to the breakfast table and walked out of the house before anyone could say anything. 

I forgot to take my purse and phone with me and didn't want to go inside again so I went to the driver and asked him to drop me at the office. He gently nodded and drove me to the office.

God, I really need to control my heart, I couldn't just walk to blaize with open arms, we need time and the thing is I don't even know why we need time but we just need it. 

At the office I saw Adrian was already there working. He smiled at me and I smiled back, he is one who never once behaved rudely with me and he told me that he thinks of me as his sister because he doesn't have any. 

"I know you'll want to move your stuff out of Blaize's office but I suggest not to do that. You said you need time but you don't need to distance yourself from him please." Do I really look like an open book? Because I was thinking that exactly. 

I nodded my head at him and walked inside Blaize's office. Even if I won't move my stuff out I still won't talk to him and it doesn't have to do anything from today's incident. 

4 hours later

It's already 12 am and blaize isn't here, either he got busy with something very important or he decided to not to come for some reason. 

But why am I worrying, I was the one who wanted to distance Myself from him.

I really shouldn't miss him like this. 

I decided to go and see mom as it's lunch break and blaize isn't also here so I can go. 

I have no phone or purse and I can't even walk to hospital. Adrian is also out for meeting with Bryan and Kyle. So it's only Declan here and I don't know if I could ask him. 

"You seemed busy" I jerked out of my thoughts as I heard Declan behind me. 

"Sorry, I found it really strange that you are standing in front of the lift for 5 minutes without pressing the button." I looked down in embarrassment and nervousness. 

"If you need anything, you can tell me." I looked at him and said. "It's just, I forgot my purse at home and I. . I ...wanted to see mom...so..I.-" he cut me off in the middle. 

"So you need a ride to the hospital, Okey come I'll drop you. There is nothing to scare about" he smiled gently at me and we together went to his car. 

I'm feeling really uncomfortable going with him but I know he is friend with blaize so I can trust him. 

See that's how blindly I trust and love him. 

I thanked Declan for dropping me to the hospital and started to walk to mom's room. 

I was about to open the door but froze when I heard voices from inside. No one comes here except me, so whose voices are these? 

I opened the door slowly and my breathing stopped when I saw mom sitting and talking to blaize with a beautiful smile on her face. 

She looked at me and her smile widened, she opened her arms for me and I didn't Waste anymore second to run into her arms. 

Finally, finally my wish came true, Finally she is awake. Finally. 

I sobbed into her arms and she patted my head. "No my little one, don't cry. I'm fine now." She hushed into my ears and I cried more. I was dying to hear her voice. 

"I..I mi-missed you s-so much" I said with hiccups and she hugged me more tightly.

"I'll see you later mom, please take care" Blaize said and I untangled myself from mom to look at him. 

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? How could you-" mom cupped my mouth to shut me up and shook her head. 

"When you left the room your phone rang and it was the doctor so I picked it up, he told me that layla, I mean mom is awake. I wanted to tell you but then I thought I could check her first." He smiled sadly at me and went out. 

"He wanted to confess to me that's why he didn't tell you before" mom said and I looked at her surprised. 

"You are taking his side, mom, what'd he even told you?" I asked, wiping my tears. She chuckled at me and pinched my cheeks. 

"Everything sweetie, from that Christmas years ago to the slap you gave him yesterday" I sighed and laid my head on her lap while she brushed my hair. I was dying to feel her hands in my hair. Blaize left the room and I said. 

"He shouldn't have done that, you just woke up mom, you need rest." She rolled her eyes at me. "I had my rest quite enough sweetheart and I was glad that he told me"

"What .. What did you. .say? I mean after. Listening to.. him?" I asked nervously. She smiled at me and kissed my head. 

"Of course I was angry when he told me why he didn't come back but then he confessed his feelings and I thought it from his point of view" I frowned and looked at her. 

"So you think he's right?" She smiled sadly at me, "Of course not, he wasn't fair with you but he realized his mistakes and Angel I won't take anyone's side, in fact there shouldn't be any side between you two" 

"But mom-" she cut me off in the middle. "No but Angel, you two need to stop this misunderstanding game and try to be together. Love isn't about only trusting sweetheart, love is a complete value which is beyond everything and start from trust but doesn't end on it" 

"If you love someone, you don't end that love or leave your partner because of some misunderstanding, you clear them up and make each other happy. Life doesn't give this chance to be with your partner forever to everyone sweetie, so you should treasure it, respect it and pass every hurdle of it together."

"Not everyone gets this chance sweetie, I told this to blaize too, don't waste your life on some problems between you, just clear them up together and be together forever" 

I looked at her with tears in my eyes, I had never thought like that, like dad, she also lost her life partner whom she loved dearly and I can't even understand how they are feeling after that loss. 

I can't even imagine my life without blaize now, mom is right I shouldn't waste my time waiting for the right time.

"But mom, I just want to know, I want to see what he will do to try and win my heart back. I don't know why but I just want to know it." She smiled and brushed my cheeks lovingly. 

"You can do that sweetheart but still don't distance yourself from him." I nodded my head and hugged her again. "I really missed you mom, it's been so many years since I saw these beautiful eyes" I said with a sad smile.

She chuckled and kissed my cheeks. "My innocent Angel, I'm always with you sweetheart, in your heart" I smiled and spent that whole day with her. 

I'm so happy that I can't express it in words. 

Finally everything started to fall in the right place. 

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