So far, its been two weeks since Mr. Gilinsky and I had our moment and haven't stopped the heat since. Everything has stayed the same. Amber has been leaving, Gilinsky and I, well mostly I, have been teasing each other like crazy.

I find it insane that we have this energy between us, but can't act upon it. In my head I have this image, something that has been with me since I've developed something for him.

I've always wanted to feel that feeling you get the morning after sex. The feeling of the night before, you and the other wanting nothing more than to be in each other. Nothing could stop the lust, the demanding want of each other, the rush of heat and touch. Yeah I had that with Dylan, but I haven't experienced it in a while.

Then waking up, completely nude, nothing on but the sheets. Behind you is the man you wanted more than oxygen hours earlier. I want that with Jack. Oh so badly. But we aren't going to experience it in a huge while. With him going on a mini tour to around 8 cities, plus him not coming out to Amber or the entire world, we agreed for nothing to happen.

It was around 6:30pm on a Wednesday afternoon, I finished mopping the house and G went out to get Panda express for everyone. Amber claimed to have a surprise announcement that not even Jack knows. I just took a shower and just picking out what to wear for the rest of the day. I picked out Panic! at the disco sweatshirt with gym shorts, claiming I am just going to rewatch all of the back to the future movies to show Gilinsky what real classic movies are. Yeah fight club and pulp fiction are amazing, but damn Back to the future and The breakfast club are iconic.

We can still act like friends when we want to. But their is always that magnet in between us, we know we want to be way more then friends.

"Come on J! Mr. Gilinsky is back!" Vanessa yelled from outside my bedroom door. She doesn't know about our relationship thing, but I don't see a need in telling her.

"I'll be there in three!" I replied shaving my face.

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I arrive in the kitchen and everyone is devouring their food, barely looking up. "Whats up J! Come and eat while Amber tells us her announcement." G smiled handing me my bowl of brown rice with orange chicken with his mouth full. How fucking adorable.

"T-Thank you sir." I stutter giggling. I already gave him a hickey but I still stutter around him? Good going. I took a seat next V and Gilinsky. Not trying to give myself and my boss a boner in front of his bitch of a girlfriend, but who said I couldn't try to tease him?

After we started eating and we were almost done, Amber stood up and clapped her hands.

"Okay so listen up! The big announcement I had was that Bobbys girlfriend, Marissa, and I have been planning to go camping for the past month!! I know Vanessa has some concert that day so she can't go, but Johnson you are always free so I am telling you to come. Any who, what do you both think? Babe?" Amber explained with a smile.

Camping? Don't get me wrong, it seems kind of fun, but with Amber? Fuck no. She hates nature so this seems insane of her. From Gilinskys facial expression, he seems somewhat excited for it.

"Awe that seems fun babe! I'm sure J feels the same way." He slid his hand down my thigh, squeezing it at the end. I bit my lip and nodded. This boy can make me say yes to anything. "Who is all going?"

"Oh yes! Us, bobby, marissa, jon and his new girl, Sam, three of my friends, and my old friend from high school Marcus. The one we ran into at Stefanie's baby shower. He is real nice and loud." She rambled, getting excited at the mention of Marcus. See there is no way she planned this, Marcus wanted to travel with her, but with Gilinsky going how the hell would she do that.

G nodded and said it sounded great. Him continuously running his hand down my thigh urged me smile and nod along.

"J, If you want you are more than welcome to invite someone.I don't really want you to feel left out because we are all more popular and somewhat important, it's whatever you want." Thank you headass. Mr. Gilinsky glared over at me trailing his hand up.

"Aw yes J or maybe you'll meet someone over there." Vanessa smirked, nudging my arm. Before I knew it, my boss was playing with the waistband of my shorts, slipping a warm finger in. Luckily we were scooted in so no one could see his hand. I slightly gasped as he made more fingers slide in against my cold skin.

"Yeah Johnson, you think you want to take someone? Or you can hang with all night." He said quietly, but with a soft laugh at the end.

I let out a laugh and shook my head. "N-Nah I think I'll be good alone and with my b-boss sometimes." I gulped chuckling. He made a small smirk at the end, which killed me inside. How sexy can one man be.

"Um okay. You do you loner haha." She nervously chuckled the end. Gilinsky took his hand out of my shorts, then continued eating.

"We will leave around 12:30 in the afternoon tomorrow and we staying until Sunday morning. I made sure you had no plans Jack, no meetings or anything. It's not too far, and Marcus doesn't have a ride so he'll join us. He is coming over tonight to sleep tonight as well." She smiled, her cheeks blushing red after saying marcus.

"You guys have hella fun!! I'll be there in spirit." Vanessa laughed getting up to throw away her bowl.

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It was now 10 at night, I was waiting for Mr. Gilinsky to meet me downstairs. We agreed to start off on Back to the future considering he said he's watched half of it. I wrapped myself into the blanket while being on my phone.

About an hour ago Marcus arrived over. Amber basically ran to the to door and hugged him tightly. She led him to the guest room, god knows if they are still in there.

"You still awake beautiful?" Gilinsky whispered as he walked down the stairs. I looked up from laying down and he was wearing Calvin Klein sweatpants, that's it. His hair was still damp from his shower, but it was perfect overall.

"Sir my my. You look great right now." I spoke scanning over his body multiple times. He chuckled and jumped over to sit next to me. He picked up my small body and put it on top of his masculine, toned one.

We haven't had a close moment like this in a good two weeks. I still am surprised this is all even real. Jack Finnegan Gilinsky finding attraction in me.

"How the hell do you think I look great right now J? I am literally just wearing sweatpants right now." He giggled playing with my hair. "I don't think realize thats why you look amazing right now." I chuckled pecking his lips. The only light shining on us was the TV, playing the open credits to the movie.

About an hour into the movie, Jack comfortably sighed and pulled me closer to him. I wrapped my small pale arms around his waist and sunk more into his body as we were covered in the blanket.

"I wish we could stay like this forever. Just like this." Jack whispered kissing the top of my head.

I sighed and kissed his abdomen. "Me too Sir."