A week has passed since the tragedy, Aiza keeps himself lock in his room and only come out when times to eat. The words from Lysa and his brother, Farlan has budging him since then. Her expression was clear in his mind, her laugh... her disgust expression towards him... her words, and her actions, keep spinning around him make him a headache.

"I guess I'll going to watch some recap or looking some of the new anime in this season" Aiza trying to get up from lying down on his bed. With his shaking hands to trying to support his weigh, he has difficulty to get up." Ahh, damn it" he gives up on trying to get up from the position of push up, instead, he's rolling on the bed to the side.

With his eyes were numb and red for crying, he walks slowly toward his chair and grabs a headphone that hangs on the pc. When he sits, causing a loud squeak from it, and his hand push the start button.

His mind was going nowhere, thinking about those 'address' scene caused by Lysa. It's not like this was the first time he gets the violent treatment from his same-age friends, its because that this was the first time that a girl doing the same things at him." a girl bullying a boy, huh? I guess I'm a loser after all. Instead of wanting to punch her face... I ran away from her, afraid about to get beaten by those boys around her. What use of this big body if I scared to get hit..."

Once the pc was on, he's typing at Google for researching his new collection for anime." hmm... hmm, bookmarked, bookmarked, also bookmarked" he keeps scrolling his mouse while searching those list. And suddenly he found something that makes him interested.

"Masamune Kun no revenge, huh. What am I thinking, looking at that words' revenge' has pulled my interest? Hahaha, silly me. I give it a try then, here we go" Aiza click on that story episode

He silently watching that anime and somehow he really focuses on that story," the mc background story somehow same as me but unlike me, he just being trash-talked, rejected by his love interest. But I do like his determination to change himself. From being fat-dumb looking to the hot looking guy, and..." Aiza stopped his word, thinking about something that triggered in his mind

"if this thing continues, you're the one who will be suffered till the end" "hahaha, that's not all, he's a piggy with a silver hair... hahaha, talks about old man's hair... he's no different than them" "gross" "I don't want his ugliness and stupidity effects on me" "IT iS YOUR FAULT!!" "piggy~" "You're an eyesore, piggy, get lost" "your fault that we, cannot win all perfect looking in class" "you fat fuck! eat this shit" " those words keep its looping around Aiza's mind

Suddenly he remembered about all anime and manga that he has watched and read until now, "that's right, those mc's, all of them trying hard to get their life to be as colourful as they now, also there are other mc's who also already got their blessing life without a problem thou. For all this time, I've been watched them, read them... from being weak to being a stronger, from being ridiculed to be an op mastermind bastard, from lonely to have a lot's of friends, from stronger to become fucking hell stronger, and now, from ugly fat to become hottie bastard"

Aiza suddenly up from sitting and grip his hand looked punch," Until now, my life is nothing but pathetic, pitiful. Get beaten, being joked, being ridiculed, all those shits keep coming to me because I'm weak and useless. But this time... not anymore because I think that's long enough for me to keep sitting in front of pc and keep looking others people's lives to get a rose and for as I get nothing from here. I think It's about time for us to change sit, MC's. watching me as I will definitely get my colourful life and revenge. I will conquer everything"

Aiza suddenly look at his monitor, his' one punch man' wallpaper," before that, I must be op first"