Really…

Even I, who believes long gone from this world, focusing his ‘almighty gaze’ elsewhere, cannot help but beg him for answers.

What happened?

Where did I go wrong?

Why them? Why not me?

I never waged war.

I only protected, never ruled, those under me.

Even when the other Rulers of Sin pleaded for me to help them in whatever struggle they

were going through, I did nothing, steering clear of any and all trouble.

All I wanted was an easy life, a happy family and happy subjects.

So tell me God?

Why?

Why this?

Why did everyone turn against me? Why did everyone attack me while I was not looking? Destroying my cities, slaughtering my people.

Why did everyone I know, everyone I love, have to die?!

Was I not good enough?!

Was I not just?!

Was I not fair?!

I know I am not perfect, but I am still just a man, unlike You?!

What did you expect from the People of Sloth and their Ruler? We only needed peace, was that too much?

So tell me, God. Why?

…………

Of course, no answer came. I am not foolish enough to believe that there is something out

there that loves and protects us.

There is only cold indifference…

I sigh, gazing coldly at the surrounding armies so desperately trying to kill me. Multi-coloured spells flickering in and out of existence as I shatter them without as much as a single glance. Horsemen and foot soldiers charging towards me, only to completely disintegrate as they come closer than ten meters away from me.

“I should just… go to sleep… I don’t care anymore…” I said, as a slight yawn escaped my mouth.

Yes. It is what I do best, after all.

I should just follow God’s example, adopt his indifference towards everything and just… go to sleep.

And let the whole world sleep with me, forever in a state of indifference.

Just as God intended.

Let the world freeze over and hibernate, until a new spring arrives.

A new world.

One without the self-proclaimed Rulers of Sin, without the self-proclaimed Supreme Beings,

and without the self-proclaimed Heroes.

Let everything die and embrace the eternal sleep.

Together with me.

Together, with my family.