It's here .

That damn shitty engagement proposal is here. Damn it, I knew it was created when we were quite young but did it have to come so early? I haven't made any preparation to counter this, I thought I'd have some more time being you know, just a baby. But noooo, of course not, that's not how arranged marriages work and all that .

Ah I really will have to wing it won't I?

Our family is just catching up on the news as we have just returned from a small trip.

Our first family vacation! Shame it has to end on a sour note right when we returned home.

Let's recap, it was nothing too far. Just further south down the coast of the territory, something nicer for winter. Of course the Ventrellas would have multiple properties, including a sort of beach house equivelant. Well it's more appropriate to call it a manor but that just sounds bougie. Definitely not as large as our home but substantially wealthy compared to what I'm used to in my world.

Yes I now have a family beachfront manor, wow being rich is nice.

While our home mansion isn't too far from the sea shore either, it was fun to go somewhere else from home too. It was a week long journey by enchanted carriage, the best money could buy. It wasn't smooth sailing but it was much better than a regular carriage. Such luxeries are absolutely necessary with my motion sickness.

With the carriages enchanted for stability, unnatural lightness and comfort the beast mixed horses could travel speedily. I'd say it wouldn't lose out to a standard car's speed traveling on the open road, sort of like an RV trip! It's not freeway fast but hey pretty good consiidering we're tlkign horses and carriages here. Of course these speeds are only possible with this combination of money, connections and carefully controlled magic monster mix of this world. Most people, nobles included, wouldn't be able to enjoy such privileges even with a lot of money.

It's a nice perk I have no control of and might as well take advantage of.

While mother, Lilyanne and I relax and sight see on the way, father went ahead with his attendants to examine the territory. He would meet up with us on certain points and nights but arranged so that he would arrive at the vacation home first to prepare for our arrival. Even on vacation he manages to fit so much work in. It's much more economical that way.

While winter is not the most active season outside of the holidays and new years, father has no shortage of work to see to. It's all administrative and winter is a good catch up paperwork season. It's also appropriate enough time to see the land and people when they're hunkering down for the winter months. The stocks and storage are filled and accounted for and the various village and town leaders have free time. It's also good timing for communities to request aid or specific orders before winter hits and to prepare for the planting season.

Of course we have many capable employees to communicate and do that for us but it's good to have direct experience with the people. It's based off of Grampa's humble beginnings and something that Father quite enjoys after marrying over. Like a rich sheltered prissy boy fascinated with normal things common people take for granted. Oi, my idiotic parents' marriage is beginning to make a lot more sense now that I think about it like that.

Grampa did not join us, he's not even in the territory I'm sure. Left a few months ago on another one of his adventures.

Part of his excuse was to go contact some capable old fried about finding instructors for Lilyanne and I, but the truth that everyone knows and accepts is that, the man just has a serious case of wanderlust.

He just has to go.

It's already remarkable he stayed put so long around the mansion but that's only because we were born. The special circumstance of mother getting pregnant and giving birth for the first time, paired with our attempted kidnapping kept him here for nearly 3 years straight. Isn't that a record for him? I'm sure plenty of people are counting. He needs to be off on adventures, racking up crazy stories, and meeting up friends, both old and new. While his favorite haunt is up north with that stupid prince's elf uncle, no one really knows where he could be at any give time.

In short he's a great and charismatic general, an even better hero, the stuff of legends and a god awful nobleman. No sense of responsibility or follow up at all. The servants all laugh about how the administrative and management department people all wept tears of joy and praised the Goddess for days on end when father first accepted to be married over.

Something tells me it's no joke.

I would have preferred to go along with him but there's no way mother or the maids would have allowed it, I'm still deemed too young. And it's not like I could just sneak on a stowaway, trust me I tried. Got caught and dragged back by Mrs. Gerda astonishingly quick, even after the horses left. She's been terribly strict on me to and fro this trip, I've had next to no chances to sneak out!

Thank you Mr Gerda but this is far too much attention. Well it's not like I don't give her reasons to be vigilant... I've only accidentally set one fire but still.

Oh well it can't be helped, next time then.

And so we had a lovely family trip by the southern seaside and even passed our second birthday safely there.

Even though it was winter, there were many warm sunny days especially early on in the trip. While the seaside near our home was large, it was essentially a port. It has many rocky cliffs overlooking the gorgeous views below but it was still a strategically planned port with a naturally forming bay.

I like our local port, it has character. It also has a lot of potential for trade and commerce there.

But the vacation house is a proper beach, all with classic crashing waves and warm golden white sand.

Sand that Lilyanne spent most of her time making sand....sculptures. Sure let's call them that. I tried to get her to splash in the water more often or climb up some rocks to look at tide pools. There are more essentials to a bech vacation! So much to do, so much to see. The seaside is While I got her to do a few more activities it was mostly foiled due to her own fear or the maids' fussiness, probably both.

Well she caught a few colds, nothing serious since she bounces right back the next day. But it was probably for the best for her to take it easier, she's a delicate child.

Still it was fun to play like a normal child with no worries.

My favorite though had to be our visits to the surrounding town. It was a beautiful place right out of a travel brochure, with all wide white stone walls, blue roofs, and twisting seashells encrusted decor everywhere. When Lilyanne was feeling under the weather I was surprisingly allowed to tag along with father more often on his work there. He's a competent man when he's not using his foul mouth offending people. It was even oddly pleasant to spend time outside following his work.

Sometime we would even go down together as a family for meals or during holiday markets.

It was all that one would consider an ideal family vacation.

Maybe it's due to tagging along with the kidnapping attempt or my own more active initiative but isn't my relationship with my parents, especially father, progressing much smoother than last time around?

Interesting, I don't expect it change much but I would like to see how it goes.

Which bring us to this point, where our capable head butler Alfonso, whose been handling matters since we've been gone. He reads us the breaking news of proposal report.

"A marriage! This early? Frederick darling I know I'm not as practically well versed on such matters but don't tell me it's normal for nobles to be arranging children so soon?"

"Unless arranged by families far prior to birth, yes this is rather too soon."

"Oh we must reject it, or at least stall it. It's far too early for this nonsense."

"Maria my love I agree with you with all my heart but unfortunately the matter isn't that simple. It's regarding a royal family of another powerful territory."

"I know, oh I know. Oh where is papa when you need him?"

"My Lord and Lady, I've already taken the liberty of contacting the old master's contacts and count Urderidge in getting the word to him."

"Oh thank you Alfonso, you always know what to do. Uncle Geoff will most certainly be a help until papa comes back."

"It would be best to discuss the terms in person. The annual spring conference will be held in a month a midway lands and we're invited to stay in their private residence during and after. They're requesting we bring both the children, to let them and the boy get to know each other."

"You mean pick and choose between our girls like they're calves to slaughter at the market. Oh Frederick I don't like this one bit"

"It's just a meeting my lady, surely more will be resolved with time."

"They're just too small to be rolled up onto politics, oh they couldn't. And travelling again? We just got back. Lilyanne hardly just recovered from her last bout of illness and we're taking her to where it's even colder and harsher?!"

There it is, the shift in her eyes. There's something about the way mother looks at Lilyanne, to me, then back again. It's something I've been long expecting, something Rosalia doesn't really need to see but should. It's the moment where mother weighs us and chooses in her heart, though she'll never admit it out loud, which child to let go of.

The choice is obvious. Some things really can't be changed.

I'm getting sold off again.