Long Junyuan looked at his sister's appearance. Yu Ruoling frowned slightly, not knowing what she was dreaming about again.

Sister Fong Xuan said before - it was also the first time he and his brother met sister Fong Xuan - that Yu Ruoling is a person who has seven nightmares out of ten dreams. Either she struggled to wake up, or she just couldn't wake up.

He sighed silently and continued to play with his phone while leaning forward with his arms resting on the back of the chair.

His position was a little higher than Yu Ruoling's, which happened to be the highest point of the entire tour bus. At 7:57 p.m., they were almost at the stadium. Several orange LED lights on the car were on, and nothing could be heard except the sound of engines and horns from the busy traffic.

A Lamborghini in the cross lane ignored the yellow light warning and stepped on the accelerator to accelerate forward. When more than half of their tour bus had passed the white line, the front of the Lamborghini was only a few inches away from them. It can't go down more than 2 meters.

The series of curse words that the driver almost couldn't hold back were replaced by a long and harsh sound of the horn. The car body came to an emergency stop, and the driver of the sports car shining with sapphire blue metallic light also stepped on the pedal hard. A burst of white smoke came out of the asphalt road, and four obvious braking marks appeared.

The roaring engine of the sports car was accompanied by the ear-piercing horn and the friction of tires against the ground. Every pair of eyes on this street turned around.

Almost everyone who was sleeping in fellowship was frightened awake, and saw Lamborghini press the accelerator -

- Speed ​​away from the scene.

Sports cars are all about willfulness.

Long Junyuan sat on the seat, holding Yu Ruoling's head steadily with one hand. At the moment of braking, she was extremely sensitive to sounds and vibrations, but she did not wake up from such a big movement.

He put down the cell phone in his left hand that almost flew out and fell to the ground, and gently lifted Yu Ruoling's head back to the side of the chair where she had been leaning.

Her heroic eyebrows were now frowning, but her breathing was quite steady. He guessed that she was in a very deep sleep, but her brain was very active.

The tour bus started moving again, but there was still no movement from her, as if she had been cursed. She would only wake up when the time was right, and those who wanted her to wake up had nothing to do but wait.

It's like she is obviously alive, but yet she seems dead. Her soul is alive and her heart is dead.

But it's still much better than what it was like in junior high school before. Long Junyuan scrolled through Facebook absentmindedly.

At that time, sister Ruoling's heart and soul seemed to be dead.

Outside the car window, warm yellow and blazing white bird-wing-shaped street lights flashed continuously, brightening the originally dark tone of the entire space.

Yu Ruoling suddenly took a deep breath, and her right arm resting on her lower abdomen twitched suddenly.

Her eyebrows slowly relaxed, and she was muttering something unconsciously. When listened carefully, he could only vaguely hear the words "Jesus" and "Save me".

*

During the Lunar New Year in 2019, the youngest daughter of the second generation of the Yu family, Yu Xiaohui, returned to her hometown in Kaohsiung with her husband Wei Xiaowen and their two children. The group gathered in the open garage, which was equipped with barbecue equipment.

Yu Hong Axiu even took out three bottles of beer from the refrigerator, and loudly asked who wanted to drink before they even got close. This skillful gesture really shocked all the Yu family members who were grilling barbecue like crazy.

The party started at around 11a.m and didn't officially end until around 2:30pm. During this period, the two children, brother Wei Zijian and sister Wei Zifan, who couldn't sit still, pulled their sister to the left and right and ran out and in again. This year, a fourth grader and a second grader are particularly energetic and active. After running for several times, Yu Ruoling's eyes were dead, her face was paralyzed, her legs were unable to use their strength and she was completely dragged away.

However, whenever a large plate of clams was served on the grill, the Wei brother and sister would sit down and wait obediently, and then Yu Ruoling was finally able to sit between them and sit down together to wait for the clams to be cooked.

By the way, she can eat toasts, picked out marshmallows, and secretly took a sip of Yu Xiaoyu’s wine.

Finally, the barbecue, which was somewhat exhausting for her, was over. Yu Ruoling, who finally regained her strength, was once again dragged out of the house by the Wei brother and sister.

The park across the street was occupied by three people. There were tire swings, climbing frames and rope swings that looked like a test of survival. When the adults of the Yu family - Li Qiao was at work - turned a blind eye and watched the excitement.

The older sister and younger children rushed around the park like hot wheels for two hours. By the time they got home to wash their hands and rest, it was already past five in the afternoon.

…Then it’s the late night snack.

Yu Xiaoyu bought a large bucket of fried chicken, Yu Xiaohui had each a bowl of mesona jelly, and Wei Xiaowen had each a cup - except Yu Hong Axiu, who was forbidden by the doctor to drink due to tracheal problems - hand-cranked drinks, Yu Ruoling wanted to go buying ice cream, Wei Zijian also wants to buy ice cream, Wei Zifan wants to eat puffs...

The black-haired girl held koalas in each hand and went out to search the supermarket again. For such a physically demanding action, she was no match for her younger siblings, who each had a pair of bright, watery, round eyes like puppies.

True is a person controlled by children. So much so that the next day, during a full-day tour of the Kaohsiung Qiaotou Sugar Factory, she took the koalas with her hands again for the fourth time.

After the Chinese New Year, until two days before the start of school, there was nothing in Yu Ruoling's ears other than "Ruoruo~Sister Ruoruo~Sister, sister, sister~Sister Ruoruo~~~~".

True is the brainwashing mechanism of The Winter Soldier.

…

There was almost no chance for her to experience the pain and suffering of PTSD, HFD and anxiety attacks in school so quickly. The end of March was already imminent.

She lived an extremely tired life, returning to a life of racing against time and space, only to find that she could no longer afford it. Some things that were clearly meant to be completed today were delayed for nearly three days. For her, who always wanted to finish things today and never procrastinated, it was as uncomfortable as falling on a nail board.

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Life in school is hectic, with piles of assignments and reports piled higher than mountains, things like maintaining grades, trying to get into the list of Guaranteed Admission for Elites, and the damn class English singing competition, etc. all come one after another.

She was very busy, so busy that she could only finally feel the feeling of "it was over" when she got home and lay on the sofa.

During this period, hiding in the toilet every lunch break and chatting with Jin Shu every Tuesday have become her motivation to go to Hanchung High School.

She did not want to participate in any school activities. Faced with target shooting in national defense practice, Yu Ruoling also chose to take leave. She would rather complete the civics class report at home.

Perhaps because of this kind of life, she hasn't heard Fong Xuan's teasing, gentle reminders, and all His intoxicating words for a long time. However, in the dead of night, she occasionally notices fluctuations coming from there.

As for what happened, she didn't know. Of course, if it’s good news, she will be curious.

If it’s bad news, forget it.

…About every fluctuation is bad news, she comforted herself. Sometimes she would be quiet and try to see if she could hear His voice. He must know what she was doing. But it's a pity that her brain refuses to stop thinking every time. She couldn't focus on Him, and Yu Ruoling felt that the connection between her heart and head was still separated.

Even if there is no separation like in the past, there is always separation.

In the rainy season that was about to enter May, she had an inexplicable feeling that Jin Shu was about to leave the school.

Another way of saying it is that the first noble person He gave her in life is about to complete the task here.

She didn’t feel reluctant to part with him, but she just lamented that Jin Shu, who had the most complete secret about her besides Jesus, had to take all this filth and bury it.

She understands that as a psychological counselor, these beautiful and kind-hearted people have their own way of resolving the negative energy they absorb from their cases. At least it's an explanation, right？Yu Ruoling thought about the past nine years, she told him completely, changed different roles to talk to herself, and tried to look at these shitty things from an omniscient point of view.

Over the past few months, she knew that she no longer cared about Su Peixin breaking up with her in order to protect herself.

Su Peixin was still just a child, and it was human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, but her mood at the time was no longer that of a child, and she no longer needed to worry about this matter. It's not just Su Peixin, isn't that the case for everyone in that class except Li Qingfeng？

She smiled slightly, and there was only relief in her dark eyes. But according to her own words, except Li Qingfeng.

Although it was her own fault at the beginning, she has already paid back everything she felt sorry for Li Qingfeng - even double the amount. What she can't let go is that Li Qingfeng actually did such a thing, and she can't let go that Li Qingfeng really did it.

Such a people cannot let go if Li Qingfeng does it to more people.

Yu Ruoling suddenly thought of He Xiyun, whom she hadn't seen for several years.

The last time they met was in junior high school. At that time, He Xiyun was going through the same thing as she had experienced. After entering senior high school, they still occasionally chatted on LINE. Although He Xiyun cannot be said to have completely escaped the haze of that time, fortunately, she has many good and normal classmates. However, due to the school's location and coursework, she really didn't have time to come to church and experience the feeling of being surrounded by "revelers".

The seed of the Gospel have been introduced to He Xiyun, and it is waiting for His opportunity - the most suitable opportunity for He Xiyun to get relief from it. It does not interfere with life, peers or others.

In May, this time is especially important for first-year senior high school students. After a series of tests, 468 group fill-in sheets issued by the Academic Affairs Office to the tutors of each class were officially handed over to the students. In one month’s time, the results of the new group classes that will be faced by students who are going to enter the second grade will be announced on the homepage of Hanchung High School.

She was still sitting in the first seat in the first row, the seat closest to the window, corner, and closest to Erling Church.

Her eyes automatically became silent and cold upon entering the school area, staring at the paper in a daze.

It's strange to say this, but Yu Ruoling couldn't help but sigh again -

- She actually survived until now and is still alive.

She is going to be a sophomore in high school.

She was filling out a form concerning her future.

"Civilization Group". The 2B automatic pen refill in her hand marked this column without hesitation. She knows very well where her position is.

She has been such a partial subject since she was a child. What is the need to discuss with this look？What's more, she is a civilization group madman, a civilazation group academic, and a civilization group persona. Even hobbies are civilization group.

No need to think too much. After looking at a data sheet, she is afraid that even artificial AI will be impressed by this flawless curve. Yu Ruoling believes that she is really lucky on this road of study.

Compared with the 80% to 90% of students who are drowning in the ocean of knowledge, she and several students who are also the school's elites are listed by teachers.

Suddenly becoming a member of the elite who "led Hanchung to the top", she was really dumbfounded.

What elite... It's basically because she is strong in liberal arts and, again, civilization subjects that she is so popular. If only looks at her science scores, she will have nothing to do.

But they were no match for the increasingly busy early June. She - Yu Ruoling and fourteen other real elites became the talking points of the teachers and even became the targets of bets.

Whichever student goes to which university, and somebody invites someboby to dinner and so on.

With this in mind, halfway through the gym class, Yu accidentally threw the basketball too hard.

The ball passed over Li Chengguang's head and was caught by her with one hand in a neat backflip.

Yu Ruoling, who was in a much brighter mood than when she first started school, secretly twitched her mouth, feeling that the thick hormones in the air were emanating from Li Chengguang's fans.

"Ruoling, are you trying to murder me？！"The black belt lady stood under the basket and roared, with a look of grievance on her face and barely shed two tears.

"Yes.”Yu replied seriously, with an unfathomable smile hidden in her eyes.

After a semester and a half, Yu Ruoling finally admitted that Li Chengguang "applied for Moments" on.

"！！！Ruoling is a bad person！！！"The black belt girl ran with the ball to seek comfort on the grass next to the basket, her back looking so depressed as if she had been abandoned by someone.

Yu's forehead seemed to have three concrete black lines sliding down, and she walked over leisurely with her armes crossed, "The bad guy is here to coax the children. Do you want some candy？"

“Really have it？！"

Yu shook her head with regret, "Oh... of course..."

Li Chengguang's mouth was so flat that she could hang clothes on it.

"In pocket, take it yourself."

"Yeah！！"

Yu Ruoling curled her lips helplessly and casually changed the subject, "Where are you going to play during the Dragon Boat Festival？”

"Noa, "She puffed out half of her cheeks and slurred, "I'm going to compeeete."

"What match？"

“I coaches, their own friendly matches.”

"Oh, karate？"

Li Chengguang nodded, "Do you want to coome hee me？"

"I have to go out. ...Hey, can you put the candy in a safe place？I always think you will swallow it whole. If it really happens, I will laugh at you first and then take a photo and post it on IG."

"！"Li Chengguang was so frightened by the threat that she quickly moved the candy and looked at Yu in horror, "Ruoling, do you often do this kind of thing？Why do you make threats so smooth？"

The unspeakable expression of the criminal who committed the crime of intimidation has already explained Li Chengguang's problem.

What she said is indeed correct. This is how Yu Ruoling became proficient in facing Su Hangyi in three years of junior high school.

"Ah, there's more, Ruoling, have you handed in your group order？"

"I did, it was returned to the Academic Affairs Office yesterday."

"Is that…？...I haven't handed it in yet."

"Why？You don't know what you want to choose？"The black-haired girl, whose uniform color can be shortened to "Hulk on the upper body, Hulk's underwear on the lower body" raised an eyebrow and said, "I thought you would choose the physical education class？"

"But I kind of want to go to the civilization group."

"Why？"

Li Chengguang grimaced, "Because almost all the people I know are in the civilization group."

Yu sighed, "But do you really like the civilization？Almost all of your friends are in there, yes, but it doesn't mean that if you choose the physical education class, you will be separated forever, making them seem to have graduated from whole life."

"Hahaha！Graduation in life！Ruoling, you are really funny. ”Li Chengguang lightly punched her on the shoulder, then looked up at the sky melancholy, "...Can I still get a massage from you in the future？"

"What？"

"Massage！The massage that you done on my shoulders last time is so comfortable！"

"Oh, "Yu Ruoling twitched her mouth. It's not that her mother is a licensed muscle masseur and body beautician, "sure, if you have time."

"Yeah~~, then Ruoling, did you sign in the civilization group？"Li Chengguang asked uncertainly.

"Does my face and orientation look like anything else？”

"...Everyone I know is really going to civilization group！！"Li Chengguang fell to the ground with a look of grief on her face.