She looked at His obvious sadness and melancholy, and felt a little sad for some reason.

She suddenly had a feeling that even though there were so many rooms in the four-dimensional space, the owner of each room might not necessarily know Him - the flawless Him in front of her.

Compared with those who don't know Him, Yu Ruoling sincerely feels that she is extremely lucky. If she had the opportunity to meet other "homeowners", she would work hard to do whatever she knew she could do.

He loves people in this world so deeply, regardless of race, origin, or people defined as villains by society.

'In this way you will understand everything, the connection between you and me, the four-dimensional things, and other more detailed places. This is why I came to you specifically today.'Fong said.

Yu nodded and looked at the still abundant food on the table. The second foodie of the Yu family, who had not had dinner yet, couldn't help but feel a little hungry. Calculating the time - if the time difference Fong Xuan mentioned is really that long - it should not have been more than 5 minutes since she returned to the living room at home.

She remembered that she came here at 5:50 p.m, so...

'If I eat dinner here, do I really eat？'She asked seriously.

What answered her was Fong Xuan's imageless laughter lying on the sofa, and the man's steady laughter.

"I will make you full. Besides, an empty stomach is not good for you. I originally planned to have dinner with you two."

Yu Ruoling snorted, moved closer to Him, and secretly kicked Fong Xuan.

'I'm just hungry, and you still laugh at me. I don't care, "She opened her eyes wide and pursed her lips, staring at the man's doting face with a pitiful expression, "I want to eat that gratin, the one with pineapple.'

He smiled and helped her get it. The hot surface of the gratin was still glowing with a faint, misty moist steam, and paired with the aroma of mozzarella cheese, her breath was filled with a strong salty-sweet milk aroma. Yu Ruoling took a deep breath and felt that the happiest thing in life was to eat with the people she loved deeply.

Fong Xuan on the side calmed down and suddenly remembered that there seemed to be another very important thing that "she" had forgotten. However, just as “she” was about to speak, “she” swallowed “her” words again.

"She" glanced at Him secretly, wanting to hear the opinion of the almighty one. Anyway, He knew everything and must understand what “she” was worried about. After all these years of living together, "she" didn't think Yu Ruoling would want to develop like that.

As expected, He shook His head slightly at “her”, while Yu Ruoling was enjoying the baking so happily that she didn't notice the little things happening here.

"She" understood and thought that the time arranged by Him had not come yet. If this was brought up now, it would definitely not be a perfect time. If Yu want to accept this - "she" has accepted it, "she" is still alive anyway, but “her” vision and feelings are no longer the same - then a "perfect" time is very important.

Before that, Yu Ruoling herself needed to be healed, but after she returned to her body, the world and her own voice would repeatedly overwhelm His words. People are still weak and cannot escape without returning to the truth. She is a human being and naturally cannot escape this fact.

Yu Ruoling can only hear Him occasionally, and if there is any deviation, everything will only get worse - don't forget that after she returns to her body, she will have to face the familiar school fear. Even if she gain strength, if she don't hold on to her heart, she will soon be defeated.

Although Yu seems to be very rational, and too rational that she completely separates the brain and psychological operations, when she enters Hanchung High School, the scenes that enter her brain for analysis from her field of vision will automatically be recalled without her control or permission. The Memories.

Of course, this is a familiar signal that the center has smelled, so both the memories of that time and the archive of the scene standing in Hanchung High School at this moment interfere with each other to some extent.

And when this kind of interference fluctuation gradually expands, the fog that is sensitive and does not bring any benefits at all will begin to agitate.

As long as Yu Ruoling is not aware of the activity of the fog, she may be swallowed at any time. Whether it's the kindness and clean air in the "room", or her heart.

Fundamentally speaking, these dozens of large exaggerated fog balls are the most terrifying killers. Fong Xuan took a sip of Coke and looked at the empty plates of food on the dining table, feeling speechless. Seeing Yu Ruoling happily continuing to enjoy baked cookies and other snacks, cola, wheat tea, milk, coffee, and enjoying the meal with Him, both of them looked happy.

…

It seems like some kind of foodies scene...

Although "she" who gave birth to “herself” through fragmentary memories is not a foodie, Yu Ruoling, who seems to be extremely hungry after not eating properly for three days, allows "her" to give birth to "I just want to indulge myself and eat until I feel happy and my stomach hurts".

Corroborating Fong Xuan's thoughts, a cup of taro milk and a plate of taro cakes suddenly appeared in "her" sight.

…

…

Okay, Fong Xuan took them with an expressionless face -

- Then eat.

*

In late October, according to the seasons in the northern hemisphere, it has already entered autumn for quite a while. The westerly wind gradually picks up from the north, and the winter monsoon that passes through Mongolia's Siberian cold high pressure and turns northeastward begins to strengthen.

The sky in northeastern Taiwan is often cloudy and turbid gray. Compared with the major counties and cities in the southwest that are leeward, the northeastern area looks stuffy, wet, and sticky. However, the Southwest is actually not much better. The strong downhill wind blows almost every pedestrian's hair into a hairstyle that only happens when it encounters static electricity.

Just the thing on the top of the head is not electrons, but strong wind and coldness.

Even if an individual suppresses the hair slightly, it doesn't seem to have much effect. Things that fly around still fly around, and things that should be broken through still have to be broken into.

A harsh braking sound suddenly came from the road outside Hanchung High School, and the high-frequency friction sound made the teachers and students in the first teaching building closest to the road wailed in unison.

In the classroom group on the right side of the third floor, a physics teacher with a very "enthusiastic" personality cursed on the spot, causing the whole class to burst into laughter.

Yu just walked out of the class and was about to walk up the stairs. When she heard the piercing high-frequency scream, she couldn't help but frown slightly, and raised her hand to press the ear closest to the sound.

The eardrum is very precious and should not be tampered with. Absolute pitch is precious and cannot be wasted. She thought this as she passed by a second-year senior running upstairs. The strong smell of cheap and pungent perfume from the senior's body immediately entered the tip of her nose.

She held her breath right away, trying to get rid of the disgusting smell - she was very picky about smells, it was not the aroma of genuine or branded perfume, it was always bad smell - and she patted her left shoulder expressionlessly.

The senior who was wearing heavy makeup but looked like a vampire rubbed her clothes.

The black-haired girl tensed her facial nerves, and her peach fox-like eyes could not hide the disgust at all.

Sorry, Jesus, she thought. After returning to the body, the love, strength, bravery that surged in her soul in the fourth dimension, and even the forgiveness of her peers and the desire to make a comeback all disappeared. She secretly guessed that this was the difference between reality and staying by His side.

The words "Tutorial Room" were printed on the sign and hung high on the wall to the right of the door. The black-haired girl hesitated for a while, then finally walked in.

The moment she returned to her body, she heard Him say to her -

- 'I arranged for someone to receive you at school, Ling. 'His expression was gentle and sad, 'You are not strong enough to abandon the world and listen to my voice, which puts you in danger, especially at a time like this.'

She remembered the conversation and asked Him, 'So what should I do？'

'Go to the second floor of the back building, there is what I have prepared for you.'

She stretched out her hand and put it on the handle of the office door, feeling a force in her heart urging herself to turn it open.

But she hesitated, wondering if once she opened the door, she would become a so-called "psychopath" in the school's records... Until this moment, Yu Ruoling finally realized what it was like for the disadvantaged people in society who were looked at with strange eyes. Discrimination is not only inappropriate, it is damnable.

Those people are also human beings, they are just sick. Why can't they gain a foothold in society？Why are they being treated as a monster？Why don't they have friends？Why are they being laughed？

Why not be loved？

She took a deep breath and simply turned the handle. At the same time, someone inside opened the door with her. Without paying attention, she almost touched the ground with her face when she went inside.

"Hey, be careful. "He stretched out a hand to hold her right shoulder. He watched her quickly press the wall to steady herself, and couldn't help but admire her reaction, "Which teacher are you looking for？"

Yu Ruoling looked up, and her brain suddenly started screaming.

Oh God, it's him！

Ahhhh！Looks like that recently popular singer！

'That's him, he's the one.'

Lord Jesus, she loves Him the most！The black-haired girl hurriedly stood up, trying to hold back the shocked expression on her face.

Unexpectedly, there is a counselor in Hanchung High School who looks so similar to a popular star singer. The point is... He is also the psychologist He prepared for her！

He remembered that she had a problem with sharing her thoughts with people of the same sex, so He specially arranged for a person of the opposite sex, who even looked so kind, cute, and persuasive…

God, talking to him is almost like talking to that singer..., little flowers are floating in the heart of the black-haired girl.

Really... so handsome... Yu Ruoling touched her nose and managed to calm down.

"Hey？"The psychologist looked at her blankly, "Are you okay？"

"Ah. "She reacted suddenly, almost forgetting what she was doing here, "I'm looking for you."

…Well, it seems too direct. Yu thought, after all, he didn't know her at all, and he had never seen her. To speak so clearly felt like a pervert.

"Me？What's wrong？"

Yu thought for a long time and tried hard to organize the vocabulary, but for a long time she couldn't think of anything that could be understood by the person in front of her and wouldn't embarrass her.

So she stood there in silence for a long time, but he seemed unusually patient.

"Ah, I thought about it. "She said, her face could not be more serious, "I think I am abnormal."

"..."The psychologist was silent for a while, turned around, opened the door, and took a piece of paper from the small box on the wall, "Abnormal？Why do you say that？"

"Ever since school started, I have a dark mentality every day, like a villain."

He looked at Yu Ruoling, his new case didn't look like a villain at all, instead as a ruffian. She should be more like a normal person. But according to the psychology he studied, sometimes this is an obvious concealment.

For the unwillingness to reveal a reason.

Jin Shu, a young psychologist who happened to be assigned as an intern by the college, quickly wrote the doctor's calligraphy on the interview sheet with the pen in his hand, and he couldn't help but be interested in Yu Ruoling.

A subtle mentality of still studying cases in college gradually emerged.

"Dark mentality？For example？"He asked patiently, even his voice sounded very similar to that of the singer.

"Well, the overall feeling is almost the same as DC's Joker - in terms of aura, the mentality is more like Marvel's Loki."Yu said inexplicably.

Uh... He has actually never seen these two hero systems. Jin Shu thought hard and decided to take a risk and ask a question, "Would it be inconvenient if I asked you to show it on the spot？"

"No. "She thought for a moment, then closed her eyes and tried to arouse that emotion. Since she was in the tutoring room, she was temporarily isolated from the school, so it was a little difficult to think back.

"Wait a minute."She said.

Jin Shu frowned and observed his new case. Except that she seemed to have fallen asleep standing up, there didn't seem to be any other big changes.

About a minute later, he suddenly felt some disturbance in the atmosphere. Since he is personally sensitive to atmosphere, when Yu Ruoling gradually returned to "school state", the first thing Jin Shu noticed was the compressed air.

He subconsciously straightened his body, casually pulled out a blank A4 paper and started recording. Then, a plot from an anime flashed through his mind.

It was like a strong wind and thunderstorm, and as it slowly subsided, a figure silently flashed in the center of the storm. The first impression given by his whole body was that of danger.

At this time, Yu Ruoling's whole body was surrounded by a faint evil aura and spirit. He wrote it down quickly and caught her eye when she opened her eyes.

Different from the feeling of aura, her eyes were empty, with nothing in the dark pupils, like a large bionic puppet. These two completely different scents mixed together almost gave people goosebumps all over their bodies.

"That's about it, "She said in a nonchalant tone, no different from when she came in to find him, "usually in the teaching building..., um... um."

Forgive her for not being able to find any nouns to describe it, but it should be pretty easy to understand, she guessed.

"Wow..., it's really special. "Jin Shu said seriously, "I'll write a list and make an appointment for the sixth course next Tuesday. Your class happens to be taking a national defense class, right？"

"Of course, any subjects that are not formal subjects are usele… not usable."

He smiled slightly, walked the future case out of the counseling room, and walked nearly all the way before slowly returning to his office.

This short journey allowed him to absorb a little more about Yu Ruoling. What made him curious was that at first she seemed awkward and vague, but later she answered all his questions straightforwardly. Yu's performance almost made Jin Shu wonder if she was making up a story, but the bad situation from her proved that everything was not fake.

A personality like the wind. Enigmatic thoughts.

Ghostly action. Steppenwolf's eyes.

A sky is filled with ice and snow. Secret agent vigilance.

The emotion of starting a prairie fire.

...The first such strange case, he may need to go home and review the special fields first.

Jin Shu sat back and marked a “ninth” in the space for October 23rd. For some reason, he suddenly wanted to listen to a song.