I guess it’s the blur of the last few months there’s been many conquests and downfalls I have both almost been in a fight and have had to break one up. I know what certain drugs smell like now and I feel like a damn hound dog. Not to mention the amount of women that have come through my life and been influencing my choices and aspects. My ex girlfriend chose to dump me this time and somehow between a milf, a gilf and a few smoking buddies came out with a new girl to call my girlfriend. I work in a sino now and the life of flashing lights, beauties in the crowd and satisfied or unsatisfied guests that keep asking for the time has been thrilling and terrifying for many reasons. I don’t know who to trust and it’s funny because I’m not the person I trust right now either. My vision is skewed and my hopes are left in the eyes of another. I’m not praying and the bills only stack up on all of us.