As I lay in thy bed, I’m completely on my own

deep in thought about what could have been.

Left to look at pictures of you on thy phone

wondering if I will ever get to see you again.

There were days when I should’ve come forward

and asked if you would fancy to go on a date.

I lacked the courage to feel motivated and spurred

a part of myself that I continue to loath and hate.

Then hope returns with a chance to try again,

as I utter the words I’ve been dying to express.

She said yes and I felt the breaking of the chain,

as I took one step closer to that ultimate success.

I had been chasing that woman for so very long,

and when deep in her arms, it never feels wrong.