In the first section exam in the second semester of the first grade, Yu Ruoling took the third place in the class. Leaving aside the inexplicable victory of another gifted student in the class in the second section test last year, and thus rushing to second place, she has accumulated four third places in all time.

As for the rankings in the class, there is also a great division, Jian Fuyao, Wu Shixin and her are the exceptions, and the remaining 27 positions can be regarded as the real competition area of ​​the tenth class.

The cutie, who was clamoring to compete with Yu Ruoling, entered the fourth place in this test. Most of the students laughed and said that this position is the real class one in this class, and the first three can be used as stakes to neglect. Of course, this sentence inevitably reached the ears of the class teacher - Fang Yunyi, so after the class meeting the day after the exam, the tenth class was basically immersed in the sound of admonitions and muddled through.

As a classic class one Jian Fuyao who stands firm no matter how they kicks, how they bites, she endures the death stare from the classmate who wants to compete with Yu Ruoling but fails. Wu Hengmeng floated behind her all day long like a ghost, just kept saying "I'm so wronged...I'm really wronged..."

Anyway, Jian Fuyao just wanted to rub the culprit who caused her to be entangled by the "ghost" on the ground.

In addition, Yu Ruoling carefully remembered the matter of being baptized. March 27th will be marked on the annual calendar with the word "Rebirth". Even if she is not out of that situation now - even at this moment - at least she is not in it for a long time, like the land of resentment and bitterness curses her day.

And at least she can kneel at the feet of Jesus Christ to pour out all her resentment, anger, exhaustion or despair. Yu Ruoling may no longer believe in the pure trust that may exist between people, but she will not doubt the faithfulness of the Supreme God, He is her only backer.

She wanted to kill herself seven years ago, but fortunately God gave her that proud self-esteem - although this kind of self-esteem is not very good, it was given to Yu Ruoling just to save her who was only one step away from saying goodbye to the world. Suicide is really too cowardly for her, even though she knows that she is afraid of this kind of death method, but rather than being crushed under the wheel and becoming an after-dinner conversation topic for other boring humans, it is better to just accept it and conquer it, so be it.

Only when those people are blinded by the illusion of her showing weakness can she have a safer space to climb up until no one can surpass, no one can replace, and no one has the courage to try to slander her.

Yu Ruoling thinks that the sentence "life force is comparable to cockroaches" is simply written according to her. On the other hand, she should also thank God.

The heart of gain-loss and the personality of not admitting defeat allow her to be able to live in those days when she wants to die but is unwilling to die. Keep her continue in this environment.

This is her driving force and the only reason to stay and live in society. True, she had to take every opportunity to climb higher, even if those things didn't match her temperament at all. Fortunately, her self-rescue actions have yielded fruitful results, otherwise, even the strength to stand firm would have disappeared.

God really took care of her life, or maybe she still had to do something in this corrupt world. And one of the great gifts God gave her was double-speed memory.

To be honest, Yu Ruoling admits that she is not a student who likes studying, especially a student who doesn't like this kind of cramming education. The double-speed memory allows her to access more knowledge or proper nouns with a minimum of reading - or even no reading - the remaining time is to integrate all the concepts, so her achievements now are unshakable, it is a rock position.

Of course, she is not a gifted student with outstanding talents. On this point, Yu Ruoling has never competed with Jian Fuyao and Wu Shixin. After all, among the more than 700 people, it should be acceptable for her to be ranked in the top 150.

Well, it's rare to have zero friends, so she has nothing to do but keep her eyes glued to her textbook.

A person has lived for thirteen years, and ten years have been spent in pain and struggle. There are probably only two or three out of a hundred people. If she is allowed to continue this legend, there will be no harm to morality. Besides, she still has a famous Su Hangyi on her head, so there is no objection to it as an atonement, right？

...In other words, she was played like this, in theory, she shouldn't need to be responsible.

Yeah, it should be, if there wasn't a problem with her eyesight about saw somebody in wrong way.

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At the end of April, the spring easterly wind gradually changes, bypassing the Bashi Channel and blowing a strong southwest monsoon, which conflicts with the northeastern trade wind, the first wind system in the northern hemisphere in the planetary wind system.

But even so, the southwestern area of ​​Taiwan is still on the windward slope, and it is still the kind that bears the brunt. The rainy season, formed by the confrontation between cold and warm, gradually moved northward, and the two southernmost counties and cities gradually appeared afternoon thunderstorms and a little humidity.

When night comes, the temperature drops again, and the water vapor decreases. Except for countries in tropical regions, those who are afraid of the cold are still wearing thin or thick coats slightly at south and north of 23.5 degrees north latitude, while those in higher latitudes and highland areas are tightly wrapped in down coats.

Especially this winter, there is a cold current, and the northern cities and capital even have flat snow for the first time. Therefore, when Yu Xiaoyu browsed her mobile phone and received the video, she almost immediately jumped up and rushed downstairs to show it to Yu Hong Axiu, then excitedly went to Yu Xiaoyang's bed to show it to him, and then - too lazy to go up the stairs to the third floor - she just yelled loudly and called Yu Ruoling down who was wrapping herself up under a thick quilt to play mobile phone games.

"Wa was going on to this weather？"Yu Hong Axiu rubbed her arms unconsciously, "It makes me feel cold, I need to wear another coat."

"Hehhe~..."Yu Xiaoyang laughed.

Yu Xiaoyu clicked on the LINE call system, intending to contact her younger sister - Yu Xiaohui to take care of her and her two children's feelings. After all, seeing snow for the first time, she thinks the children are very excited.

"Ling~, do you want to chat with them？"

"Yah！"For the younger siblings who were terrified when they first met her, but ran up and down around her in a few days, she really loved them very much.

It's just that her uncle is still jealous, and once said something to her that made her laugh all day long.

'Ling, did you give my kids some ecstasy？！Why do they say they want to find their sister every time we go back to here！'

Not gonna lie, she, her family of five women and one man were laughing right then and there. So - from a certain point of view - it is also regarded as a kind of regret to make up for the gap.

Jesus knew that she could use the word "indulgence" to describe her behavior when face these kids. Although as the children grow older, some necessary teachings cannot be ignored, but Yu Ruoling can't being ruthless when facing those two fair faces. Especially "Elder-style non-stop speaking" when necessary.

"Hello, sis！"Yu Xiaohui's intellectual and clear voice came out from the loudspeaker hole. The background sound was very noisy, and it was vaguely recognizable that the TV was playing the news headlines.

"Yap！Why is it so noisy in your place？"

In the next second, the loud sound of the stainless steel bowl falling to the ground almost deafened one of Yu Ruoling's ears, and her vision gradually dimmed, and the whole picture was divided into countless small squares like a mosaic.

Father and aunt were still chatting and laughing at the video of the snow falling on the flat, but those words slowly left, and in an instant, only darkness and silence remained in her world.

Consciousness returned to nothingness familiarly.

'Wake up, 'Fong Xuan said in a commanding tone, 'the time has come.'

In a haze, Yu only felt that she was pushed slightly, but it was pushed suddenly like being attacked by a whirlpool of sea water. What caught her eyes was the light from the light blue night light, which silently shone on the pure white ceiling.

2:45 am. In the middle of the night, everything was silent, but the strong vigilance naturally aroused by Fong Xuan's sudden awakening had made Yu recover from the daze caused by all sleep.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and with her hearing sensitivity 1.2 times higher than that of ordinary people, she caught a faint and depressed female voice floating in the air.

She recognized it as Indonesian.

Inexplicably, a strange feeling came to her heart, forcing her to get out of bed and open the door.

Yu Ruoling didn't expect that after Fong Xuan woke her up in advance -

- She actually heard the Holy Spirit telling her to go downstairs again.

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April 29, 2016, 2:50:39 AM.