Karl never knew Sapnap was a poet.

Not until Sapnap gave him his jacket when he got cold and his fingers touched a little notebook in the pocket.

The same night Sapnap had hopped under the shower after they came home and Karl took the opportunity to take a look.

He was a bit curious after all.

When it didn't say dear diary, at the beginning he decided to read a page.

He's sunshine,

beautiful bright sunshine and never have I ever loved something more then calling him mine.

Karls heart jumped, this was adorable.

He couldn't help, but read the next entry.

His favorite words are 'I love you'

and little does he know, that my heart starts pounding when he says them to me.

He makes me fall in love time and time again and I just know this is meant to be.

Just one more he thought.

If love was a person it would be him,

a mix of lavender roses and orange carnations, of love at first sight and beauty unmatched by even the bravest of mornings.

Sunsets and starry nights have nothing on this boy I get to call all mine, all fail to prove their beauty next to his smile.

Karl felt little tears in his eyes. He didn't know Sapnap would keep a collection of poetry about him. It made him feel so special, to know his boyfriend wrote about him, without feeling the need to show anyone. It was just there because he meant it and because he wanted to keep these thoughts on paper.

Karl fumbled with the corner of the next page and read another.

When he looks at me, tired and so fond,

my heart jumps with love beyond compare.

When he lays in my arms, like it's his favorite place, I can't help, but feel my heart race.

He's my everything, my darling, my sunshine and-

"Where did you get that?", Sapnap suddenly asked, red in the face with embarrassment.

Karl looked up at him with tears in his eyes and a smile on his lips. "It was in the jacket you gave me", he said and wiped the tears that escaped, "You're so perfect"

Sapnap looked away, shy.

"You weren't supposed to read this", he mumbled and Karl closed it and held it to his chest. "I'm sorry, but I was so curious and- and you're really good at writing", he said and Sapnap blushed even more.

Slowly Karl walked up to him and looked at him fondly. "I love you", he whispered and kissed him. "I love you too", Sapnap replied softly, "I hope they weren't too cringy"

"No, it was very cute. I feel very loved and special", Karl said and kissed his forehead, "Thank you. For thinking such sweet things about me" "How couldn't I? You're so great, I have so much to praise, darling"

Karl smiled, giggled as he hugged Sapnap.

"You always make me fall in love more", he said and Sapnap smiled, hugged him back around the waist and kissed his neck.

"I'm trying", he said and closed his eyes as he leaned his head against Karls shoulder, before he felt another loving kiss on his head.