Two months later

We've been in England for a while now. It's been good to us, honestly. I and James live together now. He is establishing a branch of his company here in Manchester so he'd be closer to me and the baby. He makes us happy everyday and I'm glad to have him around.

Enos has been very supportive with the move. The two of us actually sat down and talked and made a schedule, a suitable schedule on how we can be there for Hayes. I'm surprised that Enos and James are not on each other's throats. They don't talk at all. Enos wouldn't even allow James to be inside his house , and James only ever let's Enos in ours because of Hayes. They never spoke, they don't even stand five feet away from each other. Honestly, I doubt that they ever talked before, ever. It's usually the cold stare as they judge each other with their eyes. I wish they weren't so cold towards one another, may be one day they'll be more civil than this cold silence.

"Are you still dropping Hayes at the day care today instead of Enos?" James had me wrapped up in his arms under the sheets.

"Yes, Enos couldn't reschedule the meeting with the bank." Enos is dealing with alot of legal issues concerning the opening of his hardware store. He had been planning it for over a year now. I'm proud of him.

James drew me closer to him and planted a kiss on my temple. "I miss you."

I lightly laughed. "What do you mean? You are with me almost everyday. Don't be silly."

James adjusted his body that he laid ontop of me. His bare chest planted on mine that was covered with the fabric of my silk night grown. "I meant I miss being inside you."

A shiver run down my spine .

I felt his hand grab my thigh softly as it slowly made it's ascend , his fingers teasing my skin. His lips captured my neck and I swallowed, closing my eyes as I felt his fingers by pass my panties and into my sex.

"You are already dripping and I haven't done anything."

I couldn't say a word as I enjoyed his thick digits getting inside me. My mouth fell open as my head rolled back. He had two fingers in me, moving at a consistent pace as I rocked my hips in the direction of his attempts. His other hand pulled down my night grown to expose my hardened nipples to his mouth. A moan rippled from my lips as he sucked on them feverishly. I getting high from the pleasure, my eyes could barely open.

"James," I called for him.

"Yes baby."

"Get into me, please."

My hair was longer now, a good fourteen inches and he grabbed the strands in his gasp as I looked up at him with lidded eyes, "Kiss me." He connected our lips and kissed me hard. I directed my hands to his shorts and tagged them down, using my feet to lower them as he kept making love to me with his fingers. I moaned into his mouth as he curved the digits inside me, I wasn't breathing normally anymore and he enjoyed every second of seeing me like this.

I could feel his hardness as the bulge settled on my thigh, I grabbed him, squeezing with the right pressure and he groaned. "Fuck." He shut his eyes. I lowered my hips to meet him, using my hand to position his member on my wet entrance. His fingers were still inside me, I was whimpering with every stroke. James pulled the fingers out and they were covered with my juices , he put them in his mouth and I just stared with a flickering in my eyes. He was having fun with this, he looked so sexy with the messy morning hair.

"I can't believe I get to do this my entire life," he kissed me.

"Don't get too confident, I could leave you." I laughed over his gorgeous lips.

"I never was too confident." He said gently. "I bless the heavens everyday I got to be with you again. I only have faith, and not confidence."

"I love you." I said to him.

"I love you." He assured.

James entered me, we both moaned as he dived deeper and deeper into me before he started to move against my walls. I was holding onto the sheets as his hot skin moved over mine and his body above mine and his sex within my sex. I was shaking and he was grabbing me with his strength that I couldn't do anything but bare the power of his thrusts as immense pleasure flowed within my veins and nerves and spine. He completely removed my night grown to be in full contact with my skin and he discarded the sheets that covered us to the floor.

My toes curled and eyes rolled back as I got closer and closer to the edge. He held my waist down and slightly lifted himself up by his arm to fuck me harder. My fingers found his hair and I held onto them instead of the sheets. "I could fuck you forever."

And I came from that...... Those words did things to me. Trembling and shaking as he fucked me through it, I moaned and moaned until my throat went dry before I released it all and he came as my walls squeezed his member with my own climax.

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Around the afternoon, I picked up Hayes by myself. Enos was already waiting for me. "I thought you'd be late." He said. "Good afternoon." He greeted me with a kiss on the cheek.

"Why? I'm never late." I was parked outside his apartments complex while he came down with Hayes in his arms. "It was just a feeling." He replied.

I gave Hayes a kiss on his forehead when Enos handed him to me. "You look under dressed for the bank. They won't take you seriously."

"I don't like suits." He said simply.

"I know that but just this once wouldn't be so bad."

"It's too late to change now and I'm comfortable with my shirt." Enos shrugged it off.

"I'll help you pick a suit quickly from your wardrobe and then you can dress up. It'll only take like ten minutes."

"Do I look that bad?"

"No, you look fine but it's better to be presentable. You look too casual for a bank meeting and your tattoos are all over the place."

"I thought you liked my tattoos."

"I do, but not the bank. Are you forgetting the stereotype? Let's go back inside quickly."

"I should worn you that I don't have many suits to choose from." He agreed to following me and Hayes back inside. I took Hayes to his play room for a while and then went with Enos to his room to pick out an outfit.

His wardrobe wasn't very full as I assumed it'd be. There were like , two suits. I stared at him. "What? I don't go out much." He defended.

"Do these even fit you? I remember them from two years ago."

"I'm not sure. I never wore them. Lana bought those."

Lana! His younger sister. It's been so long since I've been in touch with his siblings. "How are they all doing?" I asked him.

Enos' eyes were clouded with this sadness. "It's been a while since we talked. I hope they are fine though."

"How long has it been since you talked to them?"

"About 10 months. They know about Hayes, dad explained everything that happened. They understand why I had to leave. I'm planning to send them here one day. If they'd like that. And when they are old enough to legally leave home."

Enos always cared way too much about everyone..... Before himself. They are lucky to have him.

"I miss them." I confessed.

"They really loved you." Enos said. "When they heard about what happened, they were heartbroken. One day you'll see each other again."

"I hope so." I smiled. I couldn't help but remember those days when we all swam by the pond and took long rides home. It was beautiful. those moments are some of the most memorable ones in my life.

I felt Enos wrap his arms around me. "Hey there, don't cry now." He hushed. I honestly didn't even realize I was crying.

"Everytime I look back at my life, I get reminded of the things I lost. I used to believe I didn't have much, but when I look back, I feel like I lost so many important people. I lost everyone." I confessed.

"You have me, and Hayes... And... "

He didn't say James.

"I'm grateful for all the things and people I have now but I wish I didn't lose so many people on the road to getting here." I thought of William- my best friend since forever, Lucy- I wish I met her years ago, my brothers, my parents, Enos' family has always felt like mine in a way. I miss all of these people.

"One day, it won't be so painful." He encouraged. "We will heal and grow and become better people. It won't always be this way."

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