His touch brings shivers through each corner of my trembling body. His lips have never tasted sweeter than this. And he was closer to me than a million eternities that would await us if he had died.

His presence was the greatest force holding us together and I whimpered when he kissed me deeper, stronger. My heart was lipping for joy and resting in comfort because he was here with me again.

I let him ravage my mouth with his hot tongue and my core heated, I felt the fire all over my body and I wanted to be within his skin. I ran my hands over his broad chest, all the way to his long hair. It was so much longer now, falling to his shoulders. James changed over time, but he has never looked better. The rest did him good. Perhaps his body compelled him to take a break from the world.

His hold on my breast has me gasping for air as he squeezes, I feel myself getting aroused and my legs losing strength. I've missed the way he makes me feel. Like I'm drunk with the intensity of the emotions rising between us. It's been so long since I've felt anything like this and I whimper feverishly to his endeavours.

"James......I__ Ahh," I lose my voice when he lifts my dress to grab my sex with in his hand. "I'm going to fall," I shake from the attack, swallowing my moan.

He carries me within his arms and never breaks contact with my lips then lays me down gently on the bed and goes on top of me. His weight on my body drives me insane. I spread my legs to circle them around his waist and he settles between them. I feel his bulge rub on my sex and my vision blurs. James kisses on my neck sensually with his teeth and I'm left completely weak under him. He grows relentless by the second, I can feel him failing to take control as he claims me with an hunger too deep to deprive us of this moment.

"I've been craving to have you this way again for so long." He kisses my neck, once, twice. "But I'm so scared of hurting you," James caresses the side of my arms as he lifts his head to look into my eyes. "You are delicate, I'm afraid if I choose to take you in the ways I desperately want to, I'll surpass the limits."

My stomach tightens from the thought of him doing things to me. I just want him to take my clothes off and make me scream as he thrusts inside me. Two years of deprivation has me filled with need for this, for him taking me into the highest peak.

He touches the hem of my dress, "Can I take his off?"

"Yes please." I swallow deeply, biting my lip. James takes his sweet time undressing me, leaving my skin revealed to the open. My breasts are exposed to his green eyes and he wastes no time in bringing my nipple to his mouth, sucking with his tongue, "Oh god...." I shut my eyes, feeling myself dripping against my panties . ......

"So warm." He touches my skin. "You feel warm.....home...like home." He hugs my body will he sucks my nipple until it swells and I melt and tremble. Shockwaves of desire emit from both of us , he recaptures my lips and our mouths move in sync and we moan into each other.

"What happened here.....?" His fingers map a scar on my hand.

"Stab wound." I smile weakly, remembering how painful it actually felt. Now I feel nothing at all.

He looks at me, sadness in his eyes, "You'll get your justice, I promise you this. I'll do everything to grant you that closure." He kissed my belly.

I held myself back from telling him about the pregnancy. I was terrified that he'd leave , that he'd reject me once he discovers that I gave Enos a son. That I'm no longer the girl he once knew. I will have him for this night, just this one time I'm going to be selfish. I will give myself to him like how it used to be and keep this secret until tomorrow morning.

I've been dreaming of the day he would be with me this intimately. Replayed the nights I surrendered myself to him in my head to make myself cum with my fingers with images of him making love to me before my eyes. I can't possibly let him know right now, I'd lose him and I know it. Two years, things will never go back to normal, we can't just start over like nothing happen and I know that clearly.

Hayes changes everything.

And I can't possibly expect James to accept me and my son because Hayes isn't his. And he hates Enos, I can't expect him to love the son of a man he despises. As much as I love him, I don't see a world were we can exist without my child. And I can't separate Hayes from Enos, it would kill him.

So I'll be selfish, tonight, and pretend I can kiss James and it's forever. That I can sleep with him and it'd be for hence forth till the day we die. Because Tonight already feels like an eternity before I knew he would never come back and I'd never see him again.

"Make Love to me." I urge him. "I want you to love me with your mouth, and with your touch and with your whole heart as you get inside me."

James' eyes were tender, my words triggering his true intentions of having me one with him. "I want you so badly that it's killing me." I confess unwavering.

"Betty....you could ask me of anything and I'd deliver." He drags his tongue from my neck to my chest to my stomach, until his lips kiss my thigh and I shivered. "You have no idea how much I love you."

My heart ached within my chest from his words. They're all I've wanted to hear.

"Then show me just how much you do...." I implore. Like a prey ready to be hooked on a spear.

I prompt myself to use my hands to open his shirt, taking it off his body and he watches my movements. I let my hand slide down as I knead his growing member through his pants. He takes a deep breath, shutting his eyes. "Betty....." I love it when he says my name.

"I love you James..." I whisper it closer to his ears and his eyes open. He uses one hand to dig into my short hair as he brings our faces closer. He stares at me with a heated glare as his lips brush mine lightly. "How deep is your love?" The vulnerability in his eyes made my heart ache more than it already did. "Tell me Elisabeth, how deep is your love for me?"

His hand remains buried in my hair as I kiss him with all my being and passion. Hoping he'd feel the depth of my love from the taste of my tongue. He kisses me back with a deeper passion and I shudder.

James kisses my lips until they go numb and I hum in satisfaction.

He unbuckles his pants and discards everything else on the floor. I stare at his body, capturing the image of how perfect he is in my head and storing it some place safe.

"You're so beautiful." He grabs my waist and joins our naked bodies as the heat roars flames between us. Goosebumps flow on my skin from the intense connection and I feel the electricity while he captures my swollen lips again.

James grabs me harder, his hand on my back and the other on my waist as he lays me down again. I use my free hands to take off my panties and I'm allowed to feel the skin of groin on my wetness. It energizes me. The ability to have him so attached body and soul.

A moan ripples from my throat when he moves slightly against me, and I sense his bulge growing bigger and bigger. We kiss each other deeply, moving our tongues against each other and tasting every corner of our mouths. I kiss him harder and he takes the control. Waging war against my will and I turn to mush as he takes me.

A soft sigh escapes me when his lips capture that spot below my temple, and I open my legs wider. I want him to enter me but he takes his time and I can't help but want to cry. "James please ..... It's been so long and I can't take it."

"When I'm done with you, I reckon you won't be able to walk." He smirks at me and my cheeks flush instantly. I suck in my breath as I feel my walls suddenly being stretched as James enters his erection into my dripping sex. My juices instantly drench his crotch and he groans as we both begin to tremble against each other.

He didn't move, the intensity of the heat and pleasure becoming overwhelming that I almost couldn't breath.

"Fuck it, I love you." He says it again.

I cover my face with my hands as I feel my vagina burning, my core heeving because it felt so good having him inside me and stretching me out.

My back arches the second he starts thrusting into me and I moan loudly. "J-James..slowly..." I lose my words and whimper when he moves inside me. He holds my waist down and pounds in and out of me at a consistent pace. Bringing pleasure and heaven to me as he stares at me with lust filled in his eyes. I see the sweat start to from on his hot skin, his muscles flexing and jaw tightening as he takes my body in the ways he needed to. "You feel so good." He adores and then grabs my nipples, pinching them and sending me into overdrive. His lips fall on my collarbone , claiming my sweet spot and sucking hard on it that I almost screamed from the deliciousness of having his skillful dick deep inside me, moving and sending nerves all over my body, and then his tongue attacking my sensitive neck while his fingers arouse my nipples making me more and more wet.

He worships, sinking deeper into me and thrusting faster.

My hands drop onto the bed as I slowly slip into a pleasure filled subspace. Only aware of the sweetness and trill that James gave me. It was so good, I could practical taste the pleasure on the tip of my tongue and my mouth watered. "James... Please...more."

"What was that?".... He moved his hips in a way that had him going impossibly deeper.

I spiralled out of control as I felt myself emitting waves of heated pleasure and entering a trance or deja Vu to the first time James and I had sex. But this was so much sweater because he was loving me as he moved in me.

I direct my hips to sync with his thrust and seek out more and more. He groans against his teeth as I quicken my pace, challenging his heavy pounds..."You're trying to kill me..."

James pulls my hands above my head and traps me that I don't get a chance to move an inch nor challenge him. And then he slams into me harder and harder than before until I feel the tears form in my eyes. I tremble repeatedly as the nerves vibrate all over my body, making my legs shake and stomach quiver.

It was too much....I feared I couldn't take it but I wanted more at the same time. "Please...."

I moan to the brink of insanity. The sounds of our groins moving wetly against each other fill the room creating the most erotic atmosphere as our sweaty bodies move over each other.

"Betty ....fuck."

"More..." My entire body drowns in unfamiliar waves of ecstasy and greed for his pleasure as he slams into me that I feel my walls stretching wider, amplifying the goodness.

"You're mine." He growls as I dig my nails on his hand that held my hands down as his words make me shiver. "Mine alone."

"James..." I cry when he hits that g spot , and then he keeps directing his thrusts to that area over and over again and my tears fall as I lose myself completely.

"Ahhh... I can't." I fear for my sanity because his dick is doing me too good and I can't bare it.

"Tell me you are mine?" He fastens his pace.

I belonged to him, body and soul but I couldn't even say it because I was so overwhelmed.

"Betty."

"Y-yours." I stutter and he stops moving.

That made me want to die. "James please.. don't stop , please."

"Then don't stutter."

It felt like a punishment. He accelerated his movements, intensifying the pleasure waves and my walls lick more and more and my entire body shakes. My stomach tightens and I feel the pressure building up.

My vision Blurs and I start to see the way move as fucks me so good. Pounding more harder with every thrust. "I'm y-yours.... James..Aahhh....Ngghh...I'm all yours." And I lose it, my body vibrated as my orgasm creeps in.

"And I am yours Betty." He whispers in my ears while taking the both of us to our climax.

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