《O RE PIYA... (OH MY LOVE / BELOVED)》PART 32
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She makes her way towards the exit out of Maan's room..her eyes have been glued to the floor..and just then..she stopped seeing a pair of shoes and she slowly looks up at the person and moved back with shock.
Maan is equally shocked... He wants her to sleep well and take enough rest as she had a very stressful day but she is awake at this hour.. His heart sank seeing her carrying her belongings and moving out of this room..and in reflex to all what he got to see, he ends up speaking out louder
She gasps... expecting to face his real face that she has been known and adapted to. She gulps and grips on to the airbag strap which is hung on her shoulder.
He curses himself to talk this out loud and almost jerks her with his tone. She accumulates enough courage to talk to him. She bows her head with shame and embarrassment.. instead of a blush and this churns his heart....
She just got silence as a reaction to all what she is saying and this stresses her more..
M ST: Owing an apology to his wife is increasing his burden of his life and he is not able to ask for it and get over it that easily.
G:
All that he heard clearly is one sentence... . Why does she need to ? She is his wife afterall!.He is the one who created this invisible thick wall in between them and he will ensure to break all the barriers between them. Its not quite easy but yes, he will give in all his efforts. He keeps a calm posture now.
M:
Geet was just looking back at him not understanding what he actually meant. .she just smiles within
G: she thinks for a sec. and further talks...
He is already drowning in his guilt that's stopping him to confront her personally and her casual narration about all what she had faced and what she is about to do is simply advancing his guilt to the next level. And for Geet, her fear also gets advanced with each and every second passing by. She almost looses her mind when he pulls down the airbag hanging on her shoulder as well as the suitcase in her hand.
Geet: What are you doing?)
Al though he is burning within, he doesn't show any reaction to her. he just sidelines her things and talk to her. Whereas she is totally confused about what's going on.
Maan:
She glares at him. HE who never ever wanted to even look at her, now insisting to talk to her? what more he has to talk or say when he or she does not owe to this relationship. Also, she finds some strange weirdness in him today that fears her even more.
He could sense all her confusions and he corrects himself....
His talks are not like a command like it has been till date..
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Geet:
He simply looks back at her. Where as she continues without giving into her emotions
G: She pauses and continues..
He was moved to an extent that he rushed to her and grabbed her by shoulder...she gasps as she looks back at him questioningly.
At least on their first night he spoke all that he had to speak, maintaining a distance and without even glancing at her he left her and exited the room for ever...and today..he is holding her in a way he doesn't want to let her go. But to her, it feels violent and puts her into more fear and her body gets rigid.
He loosens himself sensing her reaction and moves a bit away from her...
She is not able to believe nor understand what's going on. How she was expecting him to tell her to get out of his room or stay away from him...
She is no longer prepared to take any more emotional turmoil as she has accepted her fate with open arms.
He didn't expect these phrases from her. It was strong and clear. But he calls it off thinking that She is headstrong in following all what he had set on their wedding night. and he is proved wrong with what he gets to hear further.
She tells it so coldly without any anger, fear or any tears..
Here, he is taking all efforts to lead their life with togetherness and she is talking about the barriers! It was like a sudden force hit him and he lost hold on himself. Even though he was mentally prepared to take any of her reactions but didn't expect her to be so cold.
Maan:
She is really puzzled with his talks today. For her, all that has been told by him is just for the sake of formality. And she would rather take his true bitterness than his fakeness. she asks him casually..
His eyes gets red listening to what all she says...
Geet:
Maan ST: But then, she is right..he was s**t rude to her whenever she came near him or to meet him. And all what she is saying is nothing but a disturbing image of himself which he has imprinted in her mind and soul.
She seems to hold no grudge or emotions anymore and when this happens to a person, he/she will not even believe even when true happiness invades their lives. All this is happening to her is because of him. He has done all wrong with regard to this relationship but he is not pretending or showing off now. He genuinely wants to make up for all what he has done..but how would he make Geet understand all this?
G
Her soft voice gets tough with each second passing by. She very well knows what Maan thinks about her and she doesn't want to be a puppet in his hand anymore.
M:
G:
How to tell her that his life is residing within her as she is his better half and even before that she is his Pari. Even to this moment she doesn't want him to be referred to as a bad person. But he has been one. How stupid he had been to completely ignore her in this last one year. He could understand how terrible it could feel. He really doesn't stand a chance any more? At Least she calls him with his name and that gives him some ray of hope.
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Coming to her, All what she has experienced for the last one year is enough to make her feel that she never belonged here and no way holds any hopes as she knows that he loves someone else.
She closes her eyes and speaks......she stops and corrects herself ...
It really hurts him so much with what ever she says especially when she splits and talk..but yes all what she can give him back is all what she got from him...he takes a sigh and tries to explain her again..
He wanted to tell her that he wants to start fresh..but by then, Geet takes a lead.
She is giving in his own words, and its almost stabbing him back. He nods for a no
and walks ahead..
She stops him...by showing her palm..Her eyes have dried up to an extent that there are no more tears left...
He can understand that she is still living in her isolated life of last one year...He is the one who had pushed her into this. She has got completely dissolved in her bitter memories and he must get her out of it. But how? It seems to be too late now. He is realizing how a tough challenge it is. and giving into her current health condition, he cannot force her on anything. Especially forcing her to believe in him would put her into more stress.
she couldn't complete the sentence but he understood it. she is trying to say that she is the only one who was not accepted by him. Its such a shame on his part to make her feel what she is feeling now. She being new to this family had accepted each and every relationship whole-heartedly and she kept her husband almost in her god's place and see all that she has got from him?
Where as for Geet, she recalls how Maan would interact with everyone with his charm and love filled words...but when it came to her, he hated if someone would even take her name. And when this is his mindset as against her, then why does he has to ask her to stay back here? she turns away as her eyes gets moist.
He has made her feel so low and she is absolutely right from her point of view..He behaved so inhuman with her during the couple of times she came to meet him. Now does he even possess the right to even give an explanation?
She recalls all what happened that day. She was waiting for him so that she could bid Good Bye.
And all that followed cannot be forgotten easily.
He has arranged a special day where in he could give in his apologies followed by a promise of a new joyful life..but it seems right time has not yet come for that. He doesn't want to tell a mear sorry as its like throwing a drop of water into a huge ocean.
He is not getting any right set of words that would make up to all what he spoke that day.
He just couldn't take her words...
Maan again nods for a NO helplessly. wish he could take back his harsh words that he used against her and Geet is not even facing him as she fears she would collapse under the burden of her own emotions.
Again Maan holds her Shoulder...putting her into a shock. This has been his common expression from the time he has visited her maternal home in HP...But why? Again it depicts his aggressive self. But when she looks deep into his eyes, it reflects how deep his love is..but his love is for his Pari only and she can no way replace that place.
That was highly spontaneous of her to have answered him. He slowly loosens his hand on her shoulder. What ever she is saying is very true.
YES...It was HIM who was responsible and he never checked with her before taking his decision all alone or valuing her thoughts and opinion about their wedding at that point of time.
He is not able to believe that its his PARI who is talking like this. Ofcourse by now, he knows very well that she is capable of doing so as he has witnessed her dealing with Sasha. Then why She never got to speak even a single word for the last one year? OR she was not allowed to and it seems she cannot hold on to herself anymore. Also, her current health and psychological condition that is taking further toll on her.
After speaking out her heart, she should feel light but she is feeling her burden is increasing every second passing by. Her head spins slightly and she holds on to her head.
Maan could sense she is stressed at this point of time.
He tries to hold her but she stops him again...
M:
G:She is obviously sarcastic...
He realised how strong she is to keep up her self respect and he had been thinking about her to be a gold digger. She pauses for a while and continues...
M:
She is not sure that if her eardrums are clear enough as she can never hear something like this. She smiles sadly...
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