"Fuck I'm so hard for you"

Shit

There was a long silence as Yoongi just stared into my soul

"NO WAIT I MEANT-"

Suddenly he burst into laughter which made you laugh a little too, now you two were laughing as if it's your last. It relaxed both of you

"Yeah I get what you meant" He chuckled, while staring into your eyes

Your cheeks turned red at the sight, I mean i didn't say what you blabbered out was false, let's just pretend you have a dique

"How... Did that happen?" You asked, still overwhelmed by the shocking news he just told you minutes ago.

He looked down before looking up, in your eyes again, "Cancer" He smiled, trying to hide the fact his eyes were slowly filling with tears. You realized something that day

The saddest sound is when you hear the crack in the person's voice when they're about to cry.

Before tears could escape his eyes you suddenly hugged him. He was shocked, but you're more shocked however you didn't care as your first priority for now was taking care of him. Seeing him hurt made you hurt as well and not being able to comfort him the biggest nightmare you don't want to have

"Shh it will be alright I'm here" You whispered in his ears as you felt him hugging you back

Little did you know, those words were enough to break him. You felt something wet on your shoulder. It was him, Yoongi, he was crying. You gently patted his back like you do to calm down a baby

It was your first time seeing him cry and you have to admit it was the most heartbreaking thing you've ever witnessed in your life

You felt tears in your eyes as well. When Yoongi cries, the whole world cries

You kept on patting until he calm down while whispering comforting words.

When he broke the hug after calming down, you noticed his puffy eyes and red nose. While he tries to breathe normally

"Yoons you need anything? Water? Should I bring you water-" As you're about to get up, he grabbed your wrist, making you sit back to your position.

"You. All i need is you now. So please don't go" He said, not letting you move an inch

ACT FOOL

ACT FOOL

ACT FOOL

SHIT YOU CAN'T. YOU'RE ALREADY A FOOL

"Ok" That's all you could say for now because we all know how your brain glitches when trying to form a simple english sentence

He was now holding your hand, you noticed he likes holding hands alot so you let him. Besides why would anyone not want to hold his hands?

"I was twelve", he began, you listened carefully

" I knew that she wasn't well, i got sick of her being in bed all the time but i never thought..." He sighed, while tightening grip on your hands. "She loved me but i never appreciated that"

"I hate you, of course the last thing I had to say before she passed away" He laughed sarcastically while wiping his tears that again started to form in his eyes

"Yoons" You called, now he was looking at you

"I know where you're coming from, we all lost someone at some point and it must've hurted so bad but please don't blame yourself. You were an immature child back then Yoons, you had no idea what's going on and you just wanted her to be healthy again. I know she still loves you, from heaven. The fact she raised such a gentleman like you? She must've been really beautiful inside as well. Stop blaming yourself for it, it wasn't your fault, it was never your fault" You whispered the last word,

"Not only that, everyone loves you Yoons no matter what you did in your past. Leave it, it's all past now. You have so many people who loves you. Your Mom, Your Dad, Joon, Jin, hobi, Jimin, Taehyung, Kook. Everyone loves you for who you are! Can't you see how I'm crazily in love with you? Being with you still feels like a dream to me! You make me feel things no one has ever made me feel! No matter how much I try i can never get you out of my mind. You're the reason for my smile you stupid clueless man! "

You finished but before you could realized your clumsy ass just confessed to him

"What did you just say...?" His eyes widened as his mouth kept going bigger and bigger. You could fit two hamburgers in there

AHAHFUCKAHA

You have two options now :

1) Jump off a cliff

2) And Jump off a cliff

You chose the 3rd one and got up to make a run to jump off a cliff. It's better to die than hear him say no.

You cried as you ran, "Dear God forgive me for every sin I'm coming" But you never made it to the end. You're snatched by two masculine hands around your waist

"Leave me i want to die" You cried. He slowly turned you to face him. Slowly wiping tears that were flowing down your cheeks

" Look at me" And you did, he gently cupped your cheeks and, "I love you too idiot" He said as he rubbed his nose with yours

His touch made you weak so bad

"Why?" Yeah the stupid question

"Why not?" He smiled, now squatting a little to match your height

"You really wanna know?" You nodded

He stepped backwards before shouting towards the sea

"Kim Y/n I'm in love with you! As much as you are in love me with even though I know your brother might kill us after this but I'm ready to do anything! You came in my life unexpectedly and now I want you to stay permanently!"

"The reason why I'm in love with you.. I don't know either Kim Y/n. You have a really deep affect on me! I try to find excuses just to meet you, hear your voice. But the only thing I know is, I Don't want to be like those couples who gets bored of each other and then breakup. You were not my first love but i want you to be my last" Suddenly he turned towards you, holding your hands, staring into your eyes.

"Be my girlfriend Y/n" He said, heart beating fast as yours.

You nodded continuously before hugging his big body. He did the same while hiding his face on the crook of your neck

* * *

The car ride back to home might be silent but not awkward. Even though you two didn't talk that much but sometimes silence is the new romance

When you arrived back to your place. He got out of the car just to help you. You smiled.

"It was fun" You said

"I'm glad" He smiled back

"So.. Drive safe? " You said

He nodded. But neither of you moved from your place. Suddenly Yoongi came towards you, slowly. Your heartbeat started to beat faster than Agust D rap

"Y/n remember when you said you'd let me do anything if I'll be able to sing?" He moved two strands behind your ear which was going inside your eyes. He gently caressed your cheek, while staring at you lovingly

You nodded, not being able to maintain an eye contact.

"So, may I kiss you? " He asked innocently

Yoongi God dammit

IT'S HAPPENING

'ALRIGHT Y/N JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES AND IT WILL BE ALRIGHT' You told yourself while attempting to shut your eyes

As you felt him close enough, your breathe got stucked midway your wind pipe. It was as if he knocked wind outta your wind pipe

But you never felt it on your lips. You opened your eyes to see if he ran away

Breaking news : Handsome boy witnessed the scary beast from up close

But no, instead he went for your forehead

Forget the butterflies, you're feeling the entire zoo in your tummy.

When he pressed his lips on your forehead you closed your eyes for a second to feel it because some things are meant not to see but feel

"YAHH! KIM Y/N!!"

Both you and Yoongi startled to see,

Taehyung

Your brother

Fuck.