I remember the day

I started hating you.

You were someone

who I once hold dear,

only for you to inflict fear

You always pointed out my flaws,

grinning stupidly as if you want

some kind of applause.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you

how could you forget me so easily?

you only came to me,

for your awful convenience.

Never did I judge you,

nor hate you,

until you made me

wanna kill you.

———

Never had I once wished

for your death,

but never had you wished

for my happiness.

but even so

I love you,

I love you,

I love you

I love you like how

murderers love killing.

loving you is painful,

yet so thrilling.

oh why, oh why

am I willing,

to die for you.

- why is hate so similar to love?

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A/n: this is the second part of my poetry series 'Someone I Know'! personally, I think this was a tiny bit better than the firstt part, but the reason I wanted to post this quickly was because I wanted to post the third part as soon as possibleee heuehue.