i currently have writers block :(

i didn't want to leave you guys waiting three months again so i decided to write a little something while my brain thinks of how to finish chapter 24 so please enjoy a very special chapter that is in Seojun's point of view since i have seen people asking for a chapter from his perspective.

enjoy

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"Why did you tell that Wonbin guy you and Yeeun are dating?"

I stopped walking and glanced over at Suho. Back at the cafe, we ran into an old friend of Yeeun and he seemed to be a horrible person. Then Mr. Lee Suho thought it would be a good idea to go ahead and provoke that idiot.

Suho looked at me with that blank expression, which brings out an anger in me, "I don't know," he admitted, "I just said that without thinking."

I was surprised at his words. Usually Suho would respond with a snarky remark because he loves using Yeeun as a way to piss me off, but this time he clearly wasn't using his head.

"Well don't do that again," I warned him calmly. But before I could walk away, Suho went back to his old ways, "do you have a problem with that?" he said.

I let out a small laugh and shook my head. His attitude was unbelievable. Does Suho really think Yeeun is going to fall for him just because he says the most unexpected things and interrupts my conversations with her? Does he think he's Prince Charming?

"Why would I have a problem with that?" I asked in an irritated tone, "you're trying too hard to impress Yeeun. Why don't you tone your flirting down a bit?" I suggested with a hint of displeasure in my voice.

Suho turned his entire body towards me, "you two aren't even together anymore," he argued, "why does it bother you that I want to be closer with her?"

Because you don't deserve her.

Yeeun is too pure for someone like Lee Suho. He only thinks of himself and carries himself in a smug manner. I can tell he only wants to be with her because her and I are friends. She meant nothing to him until I met her.

"What are you trying to do?" I got in his face as I couldn't hold back all the anger that was slowly building up inside of me, "are you trying to piss me off?"

Suho could only stare at me, "you still like her, don't you?" he asked, "then why did you end things if you still feel this way towards her?"

I laughed at him, "Yeeun is my friend," defending my anger, "I care about my friends and I don't want her coming back crying to me because you broke her heart," my voice started nearly shouting as I listed a possibility of what could happen if they both do end up becoming close.

My mind thought back to the time Yeeun arrived to school all dolled up. That was the day she went on a date with Suho. She looked happy. If a girl makes herself pretty when hanging out with a guy, then she clearly likes him.

"But," I stopped my rant, "if Yeeun does have feelings for you," nodding my head before I could continue, "I'll allow it. Whatever makes my friends happy makes me happy."

Suho's head tilted in confusion, keeping silent for a few seconds until he opened his mouth, "why does she need permission from you? Yeeun can make her own decisions. You don't contr-"

"Why should she be with someone who's only using her to piss me off?" I cut him off.

Suho's mouth nearly dropped and his face was slowly turning red, "I would never use Yeeun. Do you really think I care about what you think?" his eyes widened in disbelief, "however you feel means nothing to me."

I could only stare at him as I wanted to hear all the words come out of his mouth before arguing back, "so stop getting in my way," he muttered to me before walking away.

Instead of insulting him, I chose to stay silent and let the conversation end. My fists squeezed themselves as Suho disappeared from my vision. I released a sigh as the anger in my body drained itself away.

"That little punk," I whispered to myself.

Something about Suho just randomly throwing himself towards Yeeun is suspicious. There's no reason for him to be continuously coming in between us and attempt to turn her against me. I wonder what he could be telling her whenever I'm not around.

"Are you sure you don't like her?" I had to hold myself back from throwing something at my sister as she asked me the same question for the fifth time.

The first thing I did when I got home was turn to my sister for some advice. As a girl, I thought she would give me some insight on Suho and Yeeun's friendship, but unfortunately she keeps turning the conversation back to me.

Gowoon chuckled, "because if you get this angry whenever Suho comes to her then there's a chance that you like her," she shrugged as I gave her another glare.

"I don't care who she dates," I clarified, "I just don't want her with Suho," my jaw turning tense as his name slipped out of mouth.

Gowoon sighed, seeming fed up with whatever I say, "then tell her to stay away from him," she said as if it was the most genius thing ever, "you two are close, right?"

I nodded and Gowoon smiled at my quick response, "so tell her to stay away but give her reasons why so she doesn't think you're jealous of them or whatever," she looked away before saying quickly, "even though you are jealous with the thought of those two dating."

"I don't like her!" I shouted. My head started pounding because of how loud I raised my voice, but you couldn't blame me for my reaction. It's annoying to have to repeatedly correct someone.

"Whatever you say," she snickered as she got up from the couch she was laying on, "you clearly like her but keep denying it."

I threw my head back and sighed in defeat. There was no point in arguing any longer with her, it's not worth wasting my time on someone who won't even listen to my concerns properly.

Gowoon left the living room and there I was sitting alone. I thought I was being a good friend by sharing my opinion on why Suho would be a horrible fit for Yeeun, but apparently it looked like I was jealous.

"however you feel means nothing to me." I hope Yeeun only sees Suho as a friend. It would be a horrible choice for her to choose someone who is only approaching her to make someone else angry.

Although Suho says otherwise, I know he doesn't mean well.