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~Y/n pov~

Not only was I pissed off, I was upset by Sanemi's attitude towards me. When I was a lower rank Demon Slayer, he'd not only criticize my breathing style and my attacks, he'd also purposely embarrass me in front of everyone.

This rat bastard would even say to me that I won't survive the next demon I came across. But, ahaha!! But! I proved him wrong, so wrong! Now I was a pillar Demon Slayer!

And he was so shocked when the news broke out about me. I was highly respected by Rengoku, Mitsuri, Gyomei, Tanjiro, Shinobu, Giyu, Zenitsu and even Inosuke.

Tanjiro wanted to learn more about my breathing style, and of course I accepted. I was proud to see Tanjiro work so hard to learn my style, I felt important, and loved even. I finally fitted in with no problem until. . . Sanemi had to ruin it.

I just couldn't hold my strong brave mask up any longer with his damn insults, I should've just ignored them and I tried! Honestly! I tried so hard to ignore them and even try to impress Sanemi! Even cook him some food and be nice unlike what he was to me.

But even after all of that. It was for nothing, he still treated me like trash. Like a bad demon that needed to be killed.

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I walked through the garden outside of the house of the Demon Slayer Corps, Mitsuri, Shinobu, Genya and Rengoku were by outside by the porches talking. Seeing the beautiful rocks and water streams, it was warmer nowadays. I liked it much better.

It reminded me of my home. I walked by the roses and knelt by the stream, looking at my reflection in the water as Koi fish swam past, I could've sworn I saw one of them wink at me.

I was just taking in the lovely view, I looked at the stones and wondered if Gyomei could possibly teach me his style, I could blend it with mine. I glanced to the left of the water and saw his reflection.

I wasn't going to stand up, but instead let him pass by with no interaction. It's better to stay quiet and keep to myself, but of course, that doesn't always work.

He stopped right by me and scoffed as he looked down at me.

"You're a horrible teacher to Kamado, y'know!" He scolded.

I ignored him and let my hands trace through the water, one of the fish swam under my fingers and let me touch it's scales. It was so strange-

"Hey! Are you even listening to me?!"

"No, I am not. I don't understand the language of negativity." I replied calmly.

"Ha! And I thought Kamado was the weakest Demon Slayer here!" I stood and looked at him straight in the face.

"Listen, Sanemi! I don't know what your damn problem is with me! But I want no part of it! I tried and tried so damn hard to make you like me or hell even tolerate me being here or being seen by you! I am sick and tired of your meaningless insults and bad attitude towards me!"

"Oh, shut up! All you do is whine and whine like a child!"

"Oh yeah?! So do you! And knock it off with this big tough guy act!"

"You have no idea what I've been through!!!" He shouted.

"Tch, please!" I scoffed.

"You don't!! You're the little innocent girl who was never abused by her father! Who never had her own mother become a demon and had to be killed after she slaughtered half of my siblings!'' he yelled.

I clenched my fists and felt my tears beginning to grow, I didn't want to expose my past life but I had no choice! It was like word vomit and I couldn't hold it back any longer, my words nor my tears.

"I KNOW WHAT IT'S FUCKING LIKE TO LOSE EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER LOVED AND BE HURT BY THE ONES CLOSEST TO YOU!! MY MOTHER HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO BE SLAUGHTERED AND DEVOURED BY DEMONS FOR OUR SAFETY!! MY SIBLINGS BECAME DEMONS AND I HAD TO KILL THEM BECAUSE THOSE DEMONS BETRAYED US ANYWAY!!! MY FATHER SOLD ME TO RANDOM MEN FOR MONEY AND BOOZE FOR HIS OWN BENEFIT!!! I FINALLY ESCAPED AND CAME HERE!!!'' I screamed, my eyes shut now and my hands shaking with rage as I tried not to choke.

"I finally thought I had found a home that finally accepted me. . . One where no one will hit me, no one will insult me, no one will ever r-reject me and use me for their own evil pleasure. . . Until you, Sanemi, you. . ." I walked straight up to him, tears on the brink of falling as I stared at him.

"You are just like my ." I growled.

I turned around and ran away, letting my tears fall. I couldn't cry in front of Sanemi.

I ran right past Rengoku and the three others, they reached out to me but I shrugged off their hands and ran off. I wasn't crying because of my past, I was crying because now everyone knows just how weak I am.

I never told anyone, but now they know. And Sanemi being Sanemi, he'll fucking tell everyone for his own sick pleasure.

If I was still going to have a problem here. . . I'll fucking leave.

I don't care. Tanjiro knows enough of my technique, he'll be fine. I found my tatami room and entered, shutting the door behind me as I walked to my bed.

I wiped my tears with my kimono and found a bag, I opened the drawers in my small nightstand before ripping out the clothes and stuffing them inside of the bag, I got up and found my hairbrush, hairpin, and my sword with my shoes.

The farther away I'm from Sanemi, the better I'll be.

But it didn't hurt because of my words, it hurt because of my feelings. Over the years that I've been here, my dumb emotions got me to grow feelings for my bully.

Why? I don't know. . . I don't know. Maybe because he reminded me of a close friend I lost to Muzan. . . His stubborn attitude, his scars, his hair, even his voice.

But I couldn't take it. Not anymore.

Screw my feelings, I'll get used to the heartbreak, I always did whenever he'd throw insults at me. I wiped my tears once again and grabbed my bag, sword and stood up, I turned around and saw Sanemi standing by my door.

I froze but I quickly shook it off and was about to walk past him, until he blocked my way with his arm.

"Move." I said.

"No, not until-"

"Not until I kick your ass? Okay, sure, I don't care anymore." I said as I tossed my bag aside.

I placed my sword by my bag and raised my arms in a fighting stance.

"C'mon, Sanemi, let's get this fight over with so I can finally leave happy."

"The hell do you mean leave?"

"I'm leaving this place forever, and you'll never see me again, just how you want it. Now come on, stop getting distracted and fight me." I said.

He shut the door as he stepped inside.

"I'm not going to fight you."

"Fine. I'll be leaving now-"

"No!"

"The fuck do you mean no?! I'm doing what you've always wanted!"

"I don't want you to leave!"

"Why the hell not?! I'm honestly tired of your horrible insults! Don't you know how they make me feel! They make me feel stupid, worthless and weak! But I bet that's what you were after! Maybe you wanted me to finally break down in front of you. Well, here I am! Leaving, broken down, and tired! You happy!?" I shouted.

Sanemi only looked at me, his hands balled in fists as he watched me.

"Listen. . . Idiot. . . I've been. . . Mean to you because. . . Because. . ."

I crossed my arms and rolled my eyes as he took his sweet time. I was losing daylight here and I didn't want to travel during the night today.

"Because what?!!" I yelled.

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!!" He shouted back.

A pink blush flooded his face as he looked at me. I stepped back from being too shocked by his words. He. . . He loves me? But. . . He never showed any sign of having. . .

He hesitantly stepped forward and looked at me.

"I. . . I treated you so crappy because I couldn't come to terms with my own feelings, I hated that I even grew feelings for you. It made me mad, because if I ever even dated you, I was always afraid of losing you, to demons or anything else."

I let my hands fall to my sides as closed my eyes and let my head slightly fall. I heard his steps come closer and stop in front of me.

"I. . . I hated seeing you with Kamado, you two looked so happy and it made me jealous. I knew you wouldn't like me with my scars and my tone." He said.

I just shook my head, I felt his hand lift my face, I looked at him and saw his eyes. His white hair and his scars.

"And when I saw you cry for the first time in my life. . . I felt so horrible, shitty and a total bastard. Y/n. . . I'm so. . . sorry. . ." He said.

I held his wrist and pulled it away from my face. I saw pure heartbreak in his eyes, until I snatched the collar of his uniform and kissed him roughly.

He stumbled slightly but my strength held him upwards, I backed off and still held his wrist and his collar as he looked at me with a perplexed gaze.

"You just-"

"And you better not tell anyone, you rat." I said before bringing him to my futon bed, he knelt and still watched me like he was still shocked by my actions.

"Now. . . What?" He asked as he glanced at me.

I rolled my eyes once more and grabbed his shirt before pulling him to me, kissing his lips and bringing him on top of me.

"Make love to me, Sanemi, and only then. . . Maybe I'll forget and forgive all those insults you made to me." I said.

I undid his shirt and kissed his shoulders, making him shudder and sigh in my ear as I let my hands trace his scars. He was going to say something but I stopped him when I kissed his lips.

He didn't know what to do, he tried holding my sides but I flipped him over.

"You're so slow, and I thought you were talented." I smirked, finally teasing him back. I straddled him before undoing my kimono.

I slipped it off my shoulders and smirked when I saw his red face. His eyes directly stared at my breasts as I fully removed my clothing, I slipped off my undergarments and started to undo his pants as I leaned down and let my breasts press against his chest. I kissed his scars and slid down his pants.

"Sanemi~" I smirked as I kissed his jaw, "Are you shy now? What happened to the tough demon slayer act?~"

"I-I-I don't even know what to do- Hey! Don't call me shy!!"

"Oh~ But Sanemi~ All I see is a little boy cowering away from a woman's touch~ prove to me that you're still the same old stubborn and tough man you are~"

He growled and pushed me backwards onto my back, I yelped and giggled at his expression as he started to kiss my neck.

"Fine! You pushed me to my limit!" He said as he spread my legs.

He sat between them before delving his fingers inside of my wet folds. I shuddered feeling his fingers scissor inside of me as he used his other hand to stroke his own cock.

"Ha! You're tight around my fingers!-"

"Shh!!" I hissed, he pushed me down and kissed my lips.

His tip rubbing against my folds as he tried to enter me, I giggled and said he'll have to try harder. Which made him mad and fully penetrate my cunt, I moaned out his name which made him immediately cum inside of me.

We both froze up, I looked at him and down at where we connected at before back up at him.

"Did you just-"

"No! . . . No! I didn't! I'm not a m-minute man!'' he said.

". . . You are one huge liar, Sanemi- Ahh!~" I grunted when he thrusted.

"I'm. Not. A. Liar!" He said with each thrust he did.

His calloused hands grazed the skin of my neck and throat before softly tracing my nipples and groping my breasts as he kept thrusting. I bit my lip feeling his dick drill deep inside of me, I held his hand and kissed his scars on his arm, he blushed madly and cummed again.

Every time he would cum without me being satisfied, he'd get angry and try to make me cum. Which wasn't as easy as he thought. Women do have more complicated orgasm rules then men.

He lifted my leg and hugged it as he started to move his hips faster, pounding himself into me as I rested on my side. I looked at him with my heart racing and my face blushing, I bit my lip and gasped when I started to circle my clit.

He saw me and moved my hand away before he tried to do what I just did, but he didn't know what I was circling. I took his hand and showed him with the clitoris was, he scoffed and kept going.

"I knew that!" He lied, he gulped as he continued to sweat and thrust himself inside of me.

I clenched around him so tightly he even winced, his voice came out as a growl at me as he kept fucking me senseless.

"Y-You better make me finish, Sanemi! Or else I will not forgive you!~" I groaned, I reached down and held his hip to make him go faster.

He snarled and bit my leg, for sure leaving a mark for later. I moaned even more as I drooled over the pleasure, he kept going but cummed again!

He gave up and dropped my leg as he held himself up on his arms, shaking as he growled to himself.

"You didn't-"

"Nope."

"Are you sure you didn't-"

"Nope. I didn't cum." I sighed as I wiped my sweat from my brow.

He snarled again before flipping me on my stomach, I gasped as he held my hips and shoved his cock inside again. I could only moan in my pillow as he continued to thrust deeper inside of me, his balls slapping against my skin as I yelped with pain and pleasure, his teeth biting into my shoulder as he growled like an animal.

"Sanemi! Sanemi! Agh!~ Fuck!~ Yes!~ Sanemi- S-Sanemi!~" I gasped, my hips were angled up as my unbridled pleasure began to shake my body.

My core growing tight until I finally hit my climax, I screamed into the pillow as I cummed on his cock. He cummed again inside of me and fell on my back.

His breath shallow and so hot in my ear as he tried to move, but I let him stay.

". . . Minute man." I smirked.

". . . ."

"He- WagH! Sanemi, wait we just- AH~!"

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