*Warning, past sexual assault mentioned*

Jackson's POV

It's been a month now since Aiden ran away. We've been searching for him and can't find Aiden anywhere. My father was furious when he got away, that he killed the two, who were on border patrol that night, for letting him get away.

My father was already supposed to step down and let my brother become Alpha. But he's been so angry, and even colder than he was before, that he hasn't done it yet. He keeps coming up with excuses, and quite frankly, I really don't care! The bastard's not making me Alpha, so I don't give a fuck what those two do!

All I know is I can't stop thinking about Aiden. He's MINE and I want him back. I didn't realize how much he meant to me until he was gone. I didn't realize how much I wanted him, until he ran away.

I know he's not dead even though everyone keeps saying he is. They keep saying he would never survive that fall, especially in his condition.

My father said he got him good, he couldn't believe he was even able to walk out of this place.

I've been going out trying to look for him myself every night. I can't sleep knowing he's out there somewhere. I need to find him and make him mine. I need to make sure he'll never leave again!

I miss the way he trembles and submits to me. I miss watching the tears stain his face while I make him choke on my dick. The way he looks so weak and fragile while I have my way with him. Watching those lips wrap around my cock as I move it in and out of his mouth.

Thinking about this made my dick hard as I'm laying here in bed.

I close my eyes, then reach into my pants and pull out my painfully hard cock. I start stroking it as I imagine choking Aiden with it.

I stroke it faster as I imagine grabbing the back of his head as I ram my cock down his sweet warm tight throat. Feeling the tight confinements of his throat squeeze my cock as he chokes on it.

I see the tears rolling down his face. Hearing his gagging sounds as his saliva drips down his chin from gagging on me. Feeling his spit run down my cock, and drip off my balls as I ram my cock in and out of his mouth. Holding onto the back of his head while I fuck his pretty little mouth.

Forcing him to take my full length down his throat. Feeling my cock pulse as I come down his throat and choke him even more.

Watching in satisfaction as he crumples to the floor after I'm done using him. Seeing the mess I made of him and wanting to do it all over again!

I grunt as I finally cum all over my hand, and stomach.

I let out a breath and growl in frustration. My hand was just nowhere near as good as his mouth was!

I can't help but wonder if his mouth was that good, how good that tight little hole of his would be. I feel myself getting hard all over again, just thinking about destroying that tight little hole of his.

"Where are you Aiden?" I said, looking down at the mess I made on my stomach and hand, when it should have been his mouth.

As much as I want to jack off again thinking about destroying that little hole of his, I know I don't have time...

...

After my shower I headed down to my father's office since he said he needed to see everyone in his office this morning.

I get in his office and see my father already sitting behind his desk with his betta Frank and my brother Matthew. My father growls at me as I Enter the room.

"Glad you could finally make it!" He said, and I rolled my eyes and took a seat.

I hate my father for wanting Matthew to become the next Alpha. I know he's older than me, so the title rightfully goes to him, but he's a pussy! He's weak and shows too much compassion for people. An alpha needs to be strong and ruthless. Not a pussy like he is! Not kind and gentle, that just makes you look weak! It allows everyone to run all over you, and do whatever in the hell they want!

I would make a better Alpha than him and my father knows it! I have what it takes to be an Alpha, not this pathetic and weak brother of mine!

My father starts talking and I start to tune him out. But I quickly begin listening when I hear why we're here.

"I called this meeting because I've had someone looking into the disappearance of Aiden... And our tracker has located him."

I perk up instantly at this and lean forward in my chair.

"Where is he?" I asked a little louder than I intended to.

My father stares at me for a brief moment, then looks away and continues talking.

"Like I was saying, we had trackers looking for Aiden and they tracked him to the Midnight Moon Pack."

"We need to go get him!" I yelled, as I instantly shot out of my seat.

My father growled loudly at me, and I ignored the glare my brother was giving me.

"Sit your ass back down and shut your mouth!" My father yelled.

My jaw clenched at his words. 'Fucking asshole!' I thought to myself as I sat down and forced myself to be quiet.

"I have some people coming here tomorrow to discuss a plan to go get him back. I'm going to call the Alpha, if he refuses to hand him over then we will take him! Be prepared to go to war, I doubt that asshole will hand Aiden over. I want training increased, I want to see these men actually fighting, instead of looking like morons out there on the training field!

This meeting is over, everyone out!" My father said, as I stood I saw my brother, looking down into his lap. The fucking fool probably feel sorry for Aiden. I almost wouldn't doubt it if he didn't help him escape!

Shit like this makes me wonder how my father still wants him to be Alpha?

As I walk toward my room, I feel the best I felt in weeks, since he went missing.

'I can't believe we found him!' I thought, heading back upstairs to my room to change. I Want to go to the training field. The blow off some steam. The way my father talked to me pissed me off. And the fact that he's still willing to let my pathetic brother be Alpha angers me even more.

Unfortunately, when I walked into my room, I found Sheila sprawled out naked on my bed... What the hell is she doing here? I told her several times that I don't want anything to do with her anymore. I've thrown her out of my room several times already, and told her not to come back! But the stupid she-wolf keeps coming back! And this time the tramp managed to get into my room.

As soon as she sees me she instantly gets up on all fours, and starts crawling across the bed toward me. Purring and asking me to take her.

I rolled my eyes and growled at her.

"What the hell are you doing here Sheila?" I said angrily.

"We haven't been together in a while and I missed you baby." she said, and I wanted to gag.

"Get out now!" I roared, as I pointed towards the door.

She whimpered then whined,

"But you used to love it when I would surprise you like this!... Come on baby let me make you feel good. I'll take your mind off of whatever has been bothering you lately." She said, whining then purring by the end.

That was it, I was done with this little charade! I stormed over to her, and grabbed her up by the throat, lifting her into the air, before slamming her against the wall as she shrieked.

"I will not tell you again sheila!" I growled out.

"You were a good fuck and a bed warmer, but I don't want you anymore. Do not ever let me catch you in my room again or I will rip your throat out!" I said, then opened the door and threw her naked ass in the hallway. Leaving her lying on the floor crying.

I definitely need to change and head to the training field as soon as possible, before I rip someone's head off!

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