If I'm Happy or sad

I wasn't asked,

Given the choice

I wouldn't be nothing

Not nonchalant

I really hate that

If I had the chance

To do what I want

'No' is the place from where i would start

You would really hate that

I would run with the wolves

And not give into the pulls

of the world i would

be free from myself

I would not be my past

And I would be

Beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful like you

Kissed by the gods

Catered-to

By the lords

I would choose every step

With trust and not be the last

To be picked

About my heart?

It would be so vast

Adored to the tooth

Won't be left

In pieces

For you to amass

And I would be

Beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful like you

I don't know if i am happy

Whether or not I'm sad

I don't know what i want

And the world, from me

I don't know who I am

And quite frankly

I really hate that