This is gonna be a LOOONG chapter 'cuz I luv u all and yall deserve a good chapter xD. Enjoy, there will be drama, fluff, smutt, etc... idrc you'll see

I was resting on my bed for a few hours because I knew it was going to get late, when I'm going out with Nate. I'm so excited for it ngl.

I came back to reality when someone knocked on my door. "Uhm, come in?" I saw Nate's face appearing in the door opening. I smiled, it's just him... What was I worrying about? Lol.

"Can we like, uhm, talk? For just a moment..." Oh, yea, okay...

I nodded and signed to him to sit next to me, but he refused? ...

"What's wrong?"

He stared at the wall and it was obvious he was uncomfortable, I wonder what's happening. Did I do something wrong? Is he going to cancel the date? Omg I'm panicking and stressing so much rn I can't even sit still. I started moving myself back and forth on the bed.

"Liam. Please, sit still." he got annoyed.

"Sorry."

"It's okay.."

"So, uhm, you probably saw me talking to my dad, right?" he began

I nodded.

Yea of course I saw, I stalk you everywhere 'cuz why wouldn't I

"My dad told me uhm... That mom is trying to get back to him. It's not going well with her. I-- I never really told you about my mom... And maybe I should..."

He's so sad, it makes my heart break.

"Okay? Please continue." I didn't know what to say else so yea

It was quiet for a minute before he started talking again.

"My mom is a drug addict, Liam. She always kinda was but it only started getting worse when I was born, so I never really knew her when she was 'clean'. When I was younger, I never really stood still by the fact she used drugs, or the fact that she wasn't a good mother or whatever. Anyways, she wasn't home a lot of times 'cuz she started cheating on my dad. She was so desperate that she started having sex with strangers just for drugs. Can you imagine that? But she wouldn't leave my dad, 'cuz she knew, she knew she wouldn't survive without him. He has the money, the job, he has everything. But my dad gave up at some point and left her."

I feel how I almost started to cry... It's so heavy, I never knew he went through so much...

"What happened to her after that?" I asked.

He took a deep breath before he continued.

"She started living with one of those dealers. I don't know for how long she lived there, or with how many dealers she lived 'cuz a few months already passed. But apparently it's not going well, like I've said. She's texting and annoying my dad again 'cuz she needs money, she needs help, she wants a home, she wants him back 'cuz the dealers can't take care of her."

"What's gonna happen now?"

"I-- I don't know. But I don't think my dad would go back to her. He loves your mom, and, he left her for a reason. My dad is smart enough to know that going back isn't a right choice."

I nodded.

"I feel so sorry for you, Nate. I wish I could help you or sheer you up a bit."

"I know, I know. And don't feel sorry, it's not your fault and honestly it's something between my mom and my dad and they'll figure it out... Atleast I hope."

"Want a hug?"

"Yea. You know I can't say a no to that. You're way too adorable for that."

I stood up and walked to him. We hugged each other for soooo long but it felt so short. "Thanks btw. For being here for me. For loving me. For accepting me. I'm so grateful for that."

"Of course."

"Are we still going on a date?"

"Yeah, duh!!" I laughed.

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Second part of the chapter will start here ( I wanted to split it up at the beginning but I thought it would be nicer if the both parts would be in 1 chapter.)

I looked at the clock that was hanging on my wall. I still have 30min left before I have to be there.

I'm stressing becauseee I'm so so fucking scared to mess every thing up. I love Nate so much and I already messed it up once so...

I sighed. "Liam. Are you ready?"

It's just mom, Liam.

"Yeah, I guess."

Don't be insecure, Liam

Don't stress so much, it will be okay

You will have the best night of your life, Liam

Stop worrying.

Aaaaaa it's so annoying!!

"You're stressed, huh?" she came to me and smiled. "Honey, it will be okay. Really. You look great and I'm sure Nate will like it too. There is really nothing to stress about."

Yeah, maybe she's right

She gave me a hug.

She looked around and stared at me with a serious face. "Okay, but serious now. Do you have everything you need? Are you ready?" I nodded. My mom knows when I'm stressed that I can forget a lot... A bad habit I guess?

We walked down the stairs and I'm still worried tbh... I know my mom says I have to relax etc, but yk... Nate means so much to me that I won't survive it without him, if I lose him because of my stupidity...

Anyways... *Sigh*

It will be okay. "Do you really think this would help Nate?" "Of course, honey. Nate wouldn't go through so much for you if you weren't that important. This will mean so much to him, this date you have."

I smiled. Of course.

My mom started the car and I looked outside thinking about what could happen.

When we got there, my mom held my arm, and I froze 'cuz I was fr confused. "Mhm?"

"Look, Liam, Idk how you think about this but I'm gonna pick you up around 1am. Idc if you wanna go home by yourself, it's just too dangerous and you're having a date, which means you're going to drink... And teenagers like you... Probably will get drunk so for your safety I'll come pick you up."

"But mom-..."

"No. It's for your safety."

I looked down, it's okay, right?

I nodded and she let me go.

"Have fun"

I waved at her and walked through the door, I could already hear the music..

(A/N: If you're confused rn... That's okay, lemme clear some things up I guess? So y'all know Liam has a date rn, but I don't think I ever mentioned which place etc (if I did then I'm sorry lol)... So... Liam is going to someone's house where there's a party and ye Idk its going to be there.)

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I'm so freaking nervous that I'm shaking over my whole body. I need to fucking chill, fr man.

I'm honestly not used to dates, but that's okay I guess... Atleast, as long I don't mess up things it'll be fine :D

I looked around, there were so many people dancing, or talking, it was so busy here. I don't even bother people by being here... The blue lights were giving such a cool relax vibe, it helped me calm down a bit, but the music was loud and heavy, I mean, it wasn't calm at all but I think that's logic? Anyway... WHERE THE CHIPS IS NATE

Urgh

Its like our first date and he's already late... Or worse, he isn't even coming... I don't know, maybe I fr messed it up. Who will say, urgh.

If God exists... Then He'll probably hate me 'cuz I'm gay asf...

I leaned towards the wall and closed my eyes for a sec. The words in my head were dancing on the music, it's giving me a headache.

"Liam?" I hear a voice. It sounded so far away but also so close. "Hey, you okay?" it sounded closer now. I tried to open my eyes a bit and I immediatly saw the beautiful light grey eyes I was used to see. Oh god, they're so beautiful. But, omg, his smile, it was even prettier than everything else.

"I- I'm glad you're he-..." I couldn't finish my sentence, 'cuz Nate placed his lips on mine so I just stood there, totally confused and surprised. I can't really tell which feeling was right 'cuz I've got so many feelings at the same time.

My heartbeat was going faster and I kissed him back. His soft lips were sooo good... I can't stop kissing them. "You're adorable." He said after kissing me for a whole 5min. I hugged him. "I- I love you... Nate..."

He smiled. That smile, that simple smile, said enough, said everything I wanted to know.

"Wanna drink something?" he asked. I nodded and he walked away, probably towards the kitchen. When he came back with 2 cups, he looked really happy. Deep inside i'm so happy becauseee I was so nervous and stressed and worried and ughh... But, it's so great, everything is going like it should.

I drank everything in a few sec and I already felt the alcohol going to my head and it made me a bit dizzy, but it's fine.

Who cares if I get wasted.

My hero is here to save me.

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I, I don't know. I think I'm already here for an hour... Maybe longer... I honestly don't know it anymore. Oh god... I had tooo many drinkssss urghhh.

I was cringe smiling at Nate and I know I'll regret this tomorrow... "Heh-... Na-nate.. uh-.. heh- Why are you so.. p-pwetty..." He smirked. "I don't know, you tell me."

"Oh god I'm.. I'm so wasted Nate..."

"I know. And that's your fault."

"No its not."

"It is."

"Na-nate...youre a m-meanie..heh-"

"Oh am I? What ya gonna do 'bout it?" he came closer and even though everything around me looked dizzy, I still could see his stupid ass smile that makes my heart skip a beat.

"Oh..Heh- You r-really want to know..uh--."

He pushed his finger in my mouth and I started sucking it. Idk why, but I thought it would be logic somehow.

"You like that huh?"

"Yes...Yes stepbro..-"

"Come.. Let's go find a room."

I tried to walk, but it didn't rlly go how I wanted lol. But lucky enough Nate was there to help me. -

"You're so adorable when you're drunk, I mean. You were that already before but being drunk makes you lots more cute idk. I'm not telling you to get more drunk but ye i-."

I smiled.

My mom is gonna be madddd SLAYYY

Nate carefully put me on the bed and stared at me for a sec while I was randomly looking at things...

"You want this, right?"

"Mhm-hm."

"Okay. Well, if you want to stop, lemme know okay."

Nate is such a sweetie tbh

He came above me and started kissing my neck.

He took my shirt off and kissed my chest and went lower and lower... Those kisses felt so soft and warm, I felt so good. Like really good.

He took of the rest of my clothes too and started giving kisses on my leg. Sometimes he also bit me, but it was carefully, like playfull bites idk. Anyway it felt so good I started moaning a bit.

"Do you like this? Do you want me to continue?" he asked

"Yeah... please."

While kissing my mouth he put his hand around my dick and started softly squeeze it.

"O- oh nate... It's so good."

He bit in my lip and looked at me. I saw the desire in his eyes. I knew he wanted it.

(A/N y'all gonna hate me now... But I had to put this in this chapter..)

He started grinding his dick against mine and I was moaning so load because it was never as good as it is now.. Oh godddd... If mom knew this-

When Nate wanted to suck my dick, I heared a door... We both immediatly looked who was there and I froze...

Oh no

Why.. why are you here...

I started crying.

Sounds pathetic right? It's the alcohol that's at his limit I guess. I couldn't handle everything anymore. Everything went so great, like fr, but, this had to happen again I guess.

Max. You're such a dick.