"So, you will be staying here," I give Damon a blanket, he hums and takes it from me, I let out a small gasp when his long fingers touched the top of my knuckles.

When he got the blanket I put a piece of me string blackish brownish hair behind my ear, "I'll be in bed if you need me, Um Nev will be back later tonight, so don't kill my roommate," he snickers with a smirks, "have a Goodnight Damon," I smile up at me, "you to angelo," (angel) when I feel a blush creep up my neck but I turn before Damon could see it.

I clear my throat before walking to my room. Me and Nevaeh have the same room but sometimes she sleeps in the guest room.

I sigh and take off my leather jacket and throw it on my bed, I go to the bathroom and take off my clothes, I hop in the shower when I got the water right. I wash my hair, shaved my legs, stomach, and what needed to be shaved.

I get out and wrap my hair in a towel and wrap my body in the towel and walk out of the shower, when I was getting dressed my door opens, "Jesus Christ!" I cover up myself when I see Damon, a smirk appears on his lip when he sees my naked body. His makes eye contact with me and his eyes drops to the grown, "sorry I knocked, and you did not answer," he turns around looking at the door.

I put my lace underwear on and my oversize surf on, "you can turn around," I cross my arms over my chest, Damon turns around slowly, "what did you want to ask me?" I take my towel off of my head and go over to my grey vanity, I set in my chair and look up at Damon in the mirror, "um, where is the bathroom," he then his lips to where I can see his tiny dimple on his right cheek.

I miss that dimple.

I lower my eyes down and grab my brush and start brushing my hair, "down at the end of the hall to your left," I bite the inside of my cheek, "thanks," he muttered and walked out of the room. I sigh and close my eyes.

When I got finished my Dutch braids I put on some grey sweatpants and walk out of my room into the living room. I have some plants in the two windows that are behind the couch, the TV is in front of the couch, and I have some flowers on the TV stand. This apartment is nice, and I loved it since I moved in here with Nev.

The walls are greyish white, and the floors are moonlight black. It is comfy here. It is not all big and shiny like the houses I lived or been in my life.

We have a tiny island in the kitchen where we set all of the food at to eat.

I been here for four years, and I love it here, but without the screaming in the streets, but we don't talk about it.

I might have not thrown a knife at one of the people screaming.

But I did not kill him, but I did puncher his kidney.

It is just people just make me so mad. It seems like they want me to throw a knife at them.

I go to the cabinet and take out my pills, I take my depression medication, and anxiety medication, I also take vitamins low blood pressure.

It is so, so, so much fun.

I take all of my meds and set down at the bar and get on my phone. I look over to the couch and see Damon sleeping, I take a minute to get a good look at him. His face is relaxed like it was when I was with him, both his arms are under his neck. He does not look uptight like he was later this night.

He looks like a baby when he sleeps.

I can hear his shallow breathing; I can see the way his lip lifts up in his sleep.

I snap out of my thoughts when I hear the door slams shut, Damon jerks but does not wake up, I get off of the chair and see Nev, "can you keep it down. I swear the ground shakes when you slam the fucking door," she laughs and put her purse on the bar, "so who is that?" She points at the man on the couch, "he is now the new leader of the Italian Mafia, and my ex-boyfriend," I muter the last part, "wait did you say your ex-boyfriend?" She almost looks like she is about to have an orgasm.

"Yes," I roll my eyes, "oh my God," she silently claps her hands, "he's so hot, Alaska. Why did you even break up with him," I freeze at her question, "It's a long story," I thin my lips, she sighs, "you can tell me later if you feel like it," Nev has always been there for me. And that is one reason she is my best friend.

She looks around like she is trying to find someone, "where is the blonde, big tit girl," I almost burst out laughing at the nickname, "her name is Bella and she is my best friend, we are like sisters. She came with her husband and daughter, and they left to get a motel about an hour ago," I look at the time on the clock.

23:23

Shit it is almost 11:30.

"I got to go to bed I have a long day tomorrow," I down the rest of my water before putting it in the sink, "I'll be in there shortly," I nod walking into our room.

I have a queen size bed with led light's going around the bed, my bed sheets are black, and my pillowcases are dark grey.

You can see how much I love the color grey.

The next morning, I get ready and walk out of my room, I can see Nev still in her bed. When I made it out to the living room, I see Damon, he is wearing black jeans (not skinny) with a white top, he had boots on and his hair is messy but in a good way, "you want to stair longer or..." he drawls out, I roll my eye, "schiebe es dir in den," (shove it up your ass) I mutter in German, "Du weißt, dass ich Deutsch sprechen kann, Engel," (you know I can speak German, angel,) he says back in German.

Cocky ass motherfucker.

I give him the deadliest glare I have ever given anyone, "you know if you keep on staring at me, it makes me want to rip off your clothes and fuck you against this wall, so hard you will be begging for me to stop," oh God. I feel my underwear get damp; a blush goes to my cheek to hard my cheeks feel like there on fire. Damon comes closer to me, I back up till my back hits the bar, "and I know you will love it, because you did when we fucked, just how you liked it," his deep Italian voice comes out raspy.

I swear a whimper came out of my mouth, "you know if you are going to fuck on the bar, just let me know and I will get my camera," Nev's voice makes Damon back up, he gives her a harsh glare, "who pissed in your cereal," she puts her hands on her hips giving Damon a dirty look.

Damon just rolled his eyes and walked away, "that's what I thought," she yells at him. He walks out of the front door slamming it behind him.

I turn my glance at Nev, who is giving me a 'give me all of my deeds' look, "no, nothing happened, and if there was, I won't tell you, and lastly if we did fuck, you wouldn't be videotaping it," I give her a weird look, "you always ruin the fun," she scoffs. I roll my eyes, "whatever bitch." then she says, "Hure," (whore) my mouth opens, and I throw my show at her. she ducks missing it, "love you to, Alaska.

I roll my eyes.

Rude.

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