DYLAN ||

I HATE BEING PREGNANT.

This is annoying and irritating and stupid and gross and I hate it. I hate everything about it.

I don't have any control over what I can eat or how I feel or my stupid emotions, everything sucks.

After our meeting with my family and the magical creatures, I rushed back to my room because I had to throw up... for the thousandth fucking time and then when I was done heaving up my guts, I wanted apple juice and some chicken fried rice, which Raiden made me and guess what... I threw that up too!

Now I'm hungry and irritated AGAIN.

Raiden said I should try to find something positive about being a fucking incubator, but there's literally nothing good about this!

The 3 little fuckers, the booger snatchers, the cubs, the pups or fucking hybrids... ugh.. I'm annoyed and I refuse to find anything positive about them causing me so much discomfort.

FUCK THIS.

Why would anyone choose to do this voluntarily or even more than once?? It's torture and I'm only 4 weeks along!

Miles and Allio said werewolf pregnancies should be 20 weeks, but with multiples, I could only have 11 more weeks to go before I could possibly give birth, which is another fucking terrifying thought.

How the fuck would I give birth?!

How does a man even give birth?

They shouldn't because we shouldn't be able to grow wombs or carry pups, this is a woman thing. Like shewolves pride themselves on being able to carry pups, being able to do something that men can't do, but nope the Moon Goddess decided that men should bare this burden too.

Like fuck you dude!

"No, my idiot human is very, very sorry Moon Goddess.. He didn't mean that. He's just hormonal and feels gross and he's angry at everything... please don't kill us." Maddox pleaded in my honor.

I'm not an idiot, I'm fucking scared..

How am I supposed to give birth? Seriously? It's not like men actually have the parts to do so. I don't have a vagina that the 3 booger snatchers could fall out of and I'm fucking positive that my pups won't be coming out of my dick or my asshole..

OH FUCK.. my asshole..

What if they come out of my asshole?!?!

Is that even a possibility? Shit if men can grow wombs, can we grow like birth canals too? What if the birth canal leads to my asshole?

OH MY GODDESS...

I used to think that was only an exit for shit, now it's become the best way to receive pleasure and I'm a fucking slut for this dominant feline that is my mate, but I didn't even think about the fact that my poor asshole could possibly become the way to push the little fuckers, the literal booger snatchers from my body!

If I thought my mate's ridiculously huge dick ruined my life, what the hell would an entire body do to me? Three bodies??

OH I'M PANICKING.

Fuck.. I'm nauseous again.

Rushing off the bed, I ran to the bathroom and hugged my bestfriend for the millionth time today, collapsing to the floor in front of the toilet, I throw up like 4 times before my tummy finally settles again and I swallow the extra saliva in my mouth.

Throwing up while pregnant hurts, like a lot. I hate this so much.

"Puppy?"

"Babe, I don't feel good." I whined through my tears until he sat behind me and pulled me back against his chest like he did every single time I threw up.

I love that my mate is so caring, but this is all his fault. He's the reason for my stupid pain and all this stupid uncomfortableness.

"I hate you so much." I tell him as I lean my head back against his shoulder and he rubs my tummy, which made it feel so much better almost instantly.

Clearly these pups like their second dad better than me and yes he is the second dad because I'm the first. If I have to go through all the bullshit that comes with pregnancy, than I'm labeling myself the first dad and the most loved one too.

"I know you do pups, but I love you and I'll do my best to pamper you during every yucky moment." He whispered in my ear before kissing the side of my neck.

I love how sweet he is, despite this being all his fault.... and a little of mine. If I wasn't as bad as Sir Slutty, than I probably wouldn't be pregnant right now.

"If we weren't feeling so crappy, I would have totally said Fuck you, but because you're pregnant and everything you feel, I feel, all I'm going to say is I agree with you and you're just as much of a slut as I am." Maddox teased.

I didn't have the energy for him right now, but I made a mental note to come up with some sarcastic comeback as soon as I felt better, which probably wouldn't be until these little fuckers are born.

Oh Goddess... my poor ass.

"Come on puppy, let me put you back to bed." Raiden suggests, I had no energy to fight him on this, so I nod and allow him to pick me up.

The moment I was back in bed, I sank into the soft sheets and covered my face with the comforter before drifting off to sleep.

"Goodnight Dylan."

"Goodnight Maddox."

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|| TWO HOURS LATER ||

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I woke up to the sound of other voices in my room.

Cracking my eyes open, I seen Miles and Allio wheeling in their ultrasound machine and Liam, Taj and Bennett were in the corner of the room talking to Raiden.

"What's going on?" I ask, looking around after rubbing my eyes.

"Try not to stress pups, but I called them because I sensed this weird surge of energy when you were sleeping and now our cubs feel really.... different." Raiden tells me, rushing to sit by my side.

"What do you mean they feel different?" I frown at his explanation. I may not want to be pregnant, but I don't anything to happen to the little fuckers.

They're mine and I love them.

"I don't know love, that's why Miles and Allio are going to do another ultrasound.. are you ok with that?" He asks, grabbing my hand then kissing my fingertips.

I nod without hesitation.

I'm hating life right now, but I would freak the fuck out if anything happened to my little booger snatchers.

Miles and Allio make quick work of setting up the ultrasound machine, putting gloves on and prepping me for yet another moment of sticky goo and the wand thing.

This ultrasound wasn't like the last one though, I'm way more in-tuned right now, staring at the screen like the fucking thing would disappear. I needed to see my little fuckers and hear their heartbeats.

I can feel their energies despite them all being so different, it's crazy to feel so many things at once, but I never once felt the surge in energy that Raiden was talking about, so yeah I'm scared now.

Please Goddess, let my pups be ok..

The moment the screen flickered on and the sight of 3 little fuckers with tiny limbs showed up, I let out a huge sigh of relief. I swear a tear rolled down my cheek, ugh I'm so fucking emotional.

Hearing their strong heartbeats made me even happier, I closed my eyes and smiled from the stupid beautiful sounds.

"Wow, they've grown a lot in just one week, they have like little legs and arms." Raiden cooed.

"Oh yes, the little ones growth rates show great signs so far." Miles said, I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Wait, what is that and where did the pups go?" Liam asks, my eyes flew open and shot towards the screen, trying to figure out what he could have been freaking out about.

What the hell did he mean where did my pups go? They're in my fucking womb, on the screen or they should have been....

WHAT THE FUCK.

They were there just a second ago!

My eyes frantically search the screen before I start looking around at everyone else, who's eyes were locked onto the machine. Nobody was saying anything and the silence was growing deafening.

I hate silence.

I hate silence when it comes to my pups health even more.

So I freaked out.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!?!"

Everyone jumped at the volume of my voice just then, Miles dropped the wand thing and Allio fell out of his chair. I rolled my eyes at their foolishness before demanding an answer again.

"If somebody doesn't tell me what's going on right now, I will flip my shit! Are my pups ok?"

"Y-yes Dylan, they're perfectly fine... it's just something I've never seen before in shifter pregnancies." Miles answers, picking up the wand thing and placing it back on my stomach.

"Explain." I growl out.

"I can see one of your pups Dylan, I can hear the other two, but it's like they've just disappeared and only one of them is visible right now."

"How the fuck is that even possible?" Raiden roars, causing Allio to fall out of his chair again.

Allio is a fucking werewolf, man come on.. even his mate Miles, who's a damn human didn't scare as easily as him. Get your shit together dude.

"Well there seems to be two protective barriers here, something my devices can't get through and the third pup has no protective barrier, that's why it's visible.... I'm not sure what's going on inside of your womb there Dylan, but you clearly have 3 very strong little ones."

Raiden and I share a look after hearing Miles explanation.

"This may have been that surge of energy you spoke of." Allio nods towards Raiden.

"But wolves and leopards don't have magic, how can their energy surge or whatever and how can two pups just disappear from sight?" Taj asks.

"And what's the barrier you said was around two of the pups? What does that even mean?" Bennett asks.

"It could be their auras." Liam offers with a shrug.

I look at him before looking back at Raiden, who's mouth was open.

"That make sense." Miles whispers, looking back at the screen. "Their auras are full of energy, if they somehow projected their auras out in the womb, then Raiden and Dylan definitely would have felt that new surge."

OH FUCK.

Raiden said he felt it and I definitely can feel a difference surrounding our pups. Oh shoot, what if they did project their auras? What if they actually did, but how? Technically we're not supposed to be able to project our energies until we shift.

"How can they do that so early? I mean they don't even have a full body yet." I ask rolling my eyes in disbelief.

"Maybe they are stronger than what we thought, maybe they possess the ability to do the abnormal because they are more than one being." Liam suggests with a worried look.

My eyes widen at the realization.

"You said one pup doesn't have a barrier and two of them do?" I ask Miles, who nods.

"Hybrids." I breathe out before looking at Raiden.

"Is it possible?" I whisper only loud enough for Raiden to hear. "There's not much information out there about hybrids babe, we don't know what we're dealing with here." I panicked, but Raiden shushes me.

"It's going to be ok pups, we will figure it out. Maybe Quiweeme, Weheil, Alaric or Eva know something about this... they're magical right?" He asks, I nod.

"So maybe they can help us figure it out, maybe they can get through the barriers our cubs put up and see them for what they are."

I silently nod in agreement.

"If the pups or cubs or hybrids are strong enough to project their auras even in the womb, without the ability to shift yet, what kind of power would they possess growing up?" Liam asks.

"A great deal, I'm guessing." Allio answers.

"But you said the pups have some kind of protective barrier around them?" Bennett asks, Miles nods.

"Yes they do, I can't get through it."

"But our auras aren't used for protection, we can't project them onto others and shield them.. it's used for our leadership, the command of an alpha, not projection and not protection... how can the pups do that?"

"Maybe it's something hybrids can do, son.." Liam tells him. "The unknown when it comes to hybrids is great to those of our time, we might have to learn as we go, but like Raiden said, some of our pack members might be able to help."

"Do you really think they can?" I ask, finally finding my voice.

"Yes son, I do... Eva is younger, she's only 37 so she may not have as much information, but I know for a fact that Quiweeme and Weheil being elves, have been around for hundreds of years and Alaric is 1,550 years old. Between the 4 of them, the history of hybrids could be great."

I silently nod again.

There wasn't much I could think of or say really. What if my pups are hybrids? Maybe not all three because only two of them had the protective barrier, but what if all 3 of them actually are?

What does a hybrid even do? Look like? Act like?

I've never met one and the stories I've heard aren't exactly reassuring.

My poor little fuckers..

If my pups can harness their power in the womb, what could they do when they're born?

I'm panicking again.

This can't be good.

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