《Badly Written Poetry From A Fucked Mind》You're the Problem
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(Two poems? Back to back? What am I, mentally stable? Wait that wouldn't make sense considering the topic of this... Anyways, this will be the last poem of the year, wow omg it has been a wild year, this year this book took off and I found out that people actually like the poetry i write and are interested in them. I found out that, not everyone, finds me weird or boring or overtly dramatic and people relate to my experiences, and i think its wonderful that i can write about thibgs and people will understand my point. But anyway, sorry for going on about that, I'm just really grateful for the people that like this book and have read through my little weird and mentally broken life, and I want to say thank you for this wonderful year. I don't care if this sounds like I'm making a mountain out of a molehill I'm still so happy about this and want to say this. So yeah, no tws for this poem and its in a simalr style to my first poem, end this year with how this began[ it is also very long so you have been warned], again thank you all for this lovely year and I'll see you all in 2023!)
Your the problem
You know you are
There is a reason you're fucked up
And it's you
But it can't be you
Right?
How can you be the reason?
How did you do this?
There is so much more happening
So there's no way it's you
But it is
You think to much
Talk to much
You do so much
And it all ends in pain
In tears and sadness
You're the one who does this
But other people make you do this
Other people prompt conversations
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Other people cause your thoughts to run
You do so much for other people
So they must be the reason you're hurt
But they aren't
You can't blame others for your issues
That has been clear for years
So why blame them now?
Why blame yourself?
If you can't push blame onto others then why yourself?
If you can't say others caused this
Then why say you did?
Because you must've
You have to be the issue
For everything
Everyone was happier without you
You know this
Just like you know you caused this
And you know you are the problem
The reason behind your dread
And sorrow
And anger
You can't blame them for being like this
But you can blame them for leading you to this
Right?
There's no way you lead yourself to this
To this pain
To this hurt
How can you do this to yourself?
Because you know nothing else
You've always known how to destroy things
It's why all you relationships fall
You turned that destruction on yourself
But of course
You wouldn't get that
You wouldn't get how you did that
Because you don't see the way you destroy
The way you break everything
Break everyone around you
Because you didn't know
Or did you?
Maybe you did know and ignored it
Just like you ignored the red flags
Ignored your issues
Ignored how you're the problem
Because God
You are just a walking problem
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