It's been a whole 1 month and since that day Taehyung hasn't talked to me. He doesn't even looks at me and his this kind of behaviour is making me so uneasy. Like he is ignoring me and that too after he literally confessed his feelings to me. I think maybe he didn't wanted to tell me or he himself is not sure about his feelings. I feel like he regrets telling me. Everyday and night I keep thinking that was it really true? Does he really loves me? And only one person can give the answers to these questions but that person doesn't even looks at me now.

I sighed.

I took the remaining clothes from my closet. I put the clothes in my suitcase and closed it. Yes, I'm leaving this house. As my parents got me an apartment which is not too far from my university. So I decided to just move there. And also there's ain't no way that I can really live here now. Specially after whatever happened. I can't stand Taehyung's this kind of behaviour. I feel suffocated living here.

Jisoo didn't wanted me to move out but I convinced her anyway, cause I had to. She don't know anything about me and Taehyung and I also feel kinda bad for not telling her. She's my bestfriend afterall. Maybe I'll tell her sometime later when I become a little mentally stable. Because I'm really going insane these days.

Jimin was happy that I'm getting out of here. And now Taehyung won't bother me anymore but the thing is that I myself can't forget him after knowing that he loves me. If it's true

I didn't told Jimin about all this confession thing. And I think it's better if I don't tell him. Because I think this topic is already closed. Taehyung don't wanna talk to me. And I'm already dating Jimin so...its no big deal now.

I picked my suitcase and got out of my room. I entered the living room and saw Jisoo sitting on the couch. She looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and she reached me and hugged me. I hugged her back and after sometime she pulled away

"Take care okay" she said

"I will" I smiled. And she nodded...

I looked around and he was nowhere. Jisoo noticed my expressions and asked

"What happened?"

I looked at her and thought of asking her about Taehyung. I bit my lip and asked nervously

"Isn't Taehyung home?"

She looked at me and raised her left eyebrow

"You wanted to see him,huh?" She asked teasingly and my eyes widened

"N-no what are you saying, pabo" I said quickly and she just laughed at my reaction. I pressed my lips together and then she said

"Ok ok now...go and take care of yourself and if you need anything just call me okay?, And don't eat too much fast food and learn to cook by yourse-" I cut her off

"Okay okay mom I will " I said and laughed. She furrowed her eyebrows and flicked my forehead.

"Aau" I winced In pain.

"I am telling this for your own good, pabo" she said and I smiled at her.

"Ok now I'll be going" I said and waved her goodbye.

I got out of the taxi and the driver helped me with my suitcase. I took my suitcase and entered inside the building. The building looked really luxurious. I told my dad that a simple apartment would be okay but still he chose to spend this much money on getting an apartment in this building but that's why I love him. He always cares for my comfort.

I smiled and entered the lift and pressed 26th floor. The building is really tall and has almost 30 floors I think. I got out of the lift and reached on the floor where my apartment was. I started looking for my room no. And found it eventually.

I entered inside it and gosh...it was luxurious. I can't believe that I will be living here. It was really spacious and I can see the view of whole city from the window. I literally loved it.

After sometime I finished unpacking my stuff. It was really tiring. I sighed and then decided to take a rest. So I laid on my bed and slowly drifted to sleep.

1 month has passed and I didn't talked to her or more like I can't. I don't know what was really gotten into me. Why did I even said that? When I don't feel anything like that towards her or do I? I don't know. But it was really stupid to say something like this. After that I didn't talked to her because I myself can't figure out why did I said that? I know I like her and I want her all to myself but it's doesn't mean that I love her.

I poured a glass of drink and drank it in one go. I was in the club at this time Because since that day I'm drinking like a crazy. I have never drinked this much in my whole fucking life. This is what she's doing to my mind. I think I'm going insane.

I was about to pour myself another glass when someone held my arm.

"Woah woah bro...how much are you going to drink? You already finished two damn bottles." Jungkook said furrowing his eyebrows.

"Shut up Jungkook" I said and snatched my hand away from his hold and filled another glass and started drinking it. I looked at Jungkook and he was still looking at me with a bit concern on his face. I rolled my eyes and asked looking at him

"What?"

"Taehyung why don't you just go and talk to her? It's been a whole fucking month and everyday you are just drinking like a physco. Just go and tell her if you love her." Jungkook said

" And who told you that I love her?" I asked. I don't love her. It's not possible.

Jungkook chuckled lightly and said

"You can't fool me...I know you love her." He said and I raised one eyebrow at him and asked

"How so?"

"You are really stupid. Do you still can't figure out that you love her. Then let me tell you...Did you ever fought with any guy over a girl whom you just 'like'? No. You didn't but you did for Ryu and that too so many times." He said and I furrowed my eyebrows.

Yeah I really never fought over a girl with any guy ever. I just think that it's not worth it. But I didn't realised that I did this for her.

"Let me tell you another thing too... whenever you came into the clubs or parties you always fucked those random sluts but you don't do it now and you don't want to do it because you want only Ryu to be close to you...am I right?" Jungkook asked raising his eyebrows.

Seriously. But how. How the fuck I didn't realised all of this. I broke so many rules for her but why? Do I really love her?

"You were never too possessive for some girl you just like. But look at you. How you react whenever someone tries to come near her. And all this is not just a 'like' thing...right? You love her bro..you do And Now you know right..that you love her. Now go and tell her that you love her." He said

"But-" he cut me off

"Just don't think too much...go and tell her and even if she's dating Jimin as you said, you can atleast confess your feelings to her right. So that you won't regret it later. After that whatever she says it's on her." He said

I was thinking about all of this. Whatever Jungkook said is true. And I think really love her... Fuck. How I didn't got to know this. That she's the first girl I fell in love with.

But now I won't let her go even if she's dating Jimin. I love her and I would get her at any cost.

I got up from couch and picked my jacket and ran out of the club.

I got into my car and started driving.

I slowly opened my eyes and checked the time on my phone. Hell...I slept for whole 5 hours. Oh no...I also have to make my university project. I hurriedly got out of bed and left my room.

I entered the kitchen and drank a glass of water. I put the glass in the sink and got out of kitchen when I heard the doorbell ring. I looked at the door and furrowed my eyebrows. Who is it at this time. No one knows this address except Jisoo and Jimin. But jisoo must be in the hospital. Or is it Jimin? But why did he came at this time?

I shrugged my thoughts and walked towards the door. I opened the door and my breath hitched seeing the person in front of me.

"Taehyung?"

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