My alarm buzzed loudly waking me up from my deep sleep. I sat up and looked at the time. Today is weekend so I don't have to go to university. I got up and entered the bathroom and did my daily routine. I got ready and left the room.

I entered inside the dining room and froze.Taehyung was sitting there looking something on his phone. Soon his eyes landed on me and we looked at each other for some seconds. Then he smirked at me. I gulped and quickly averted my gaze from him. I don't know why I'm always so nervous around him. Jisoo entered in the dining room and looked at me and said

"Good morning Ryu...come have your breakfast"I smiled and sat beside her and Taehyung in front of me. We started eating our breakfast. There was silence for sometime until I spoke

"Uh jisoo...as I'm free today, let's go out for some shopping and fun...what say?" I asked jisoo as I don't wanna stay in this house all day especially when Taehyung is here. She looked at me and said

"Sorry Ryu...but I have to go to hospital today I have a lot of work"she smiled at me apologetically and I just nodded.

"Oh.. it's okay" I said but I was a little disappointed as I wanted to spend some time with her. Then I started eating my breakfast but I felt someone's gaze on me but I ignored it cause I know who is it.

After sometime Jisoo left....It was evening time and i literally spent all day in my room. I was busy doing my assignment when I heard a knock on my door. What does he want now? I thought and got up from bed and opened the door. Taehyung was standing there and I furrowed my eyebrows while looking at him.

"Uh...what?" I asked and he replied

"Let's watch a movie" he said and I got a little shocked. Is he seriously asking me to watch a movie with him? As if I'm gonna do it. Huh.

"Uh...I don't have mood and I am doing my assignment right now"I rejected politely. He just kept looking at me and then spoke

"I was not asking"he said and I looked at him confused.

"But-"I was about to say something but he held my arm and dragged outside the room. What the heck? I really can't understand him, last night he was acting like that and was threatening me to stay away from Jimin. And now he wants to watch a movie with me. Seriously?. Ugh.

I sat on the couch while he was busy searching for a movie on his laptop.

"Any suggestions?"he asked

"Whatever you choose"I said and he nodded while looking at his laptop. He then chose a movie and played it. He was going to sit beside me but stopped

"Wait"he said and then got out of the living room. After sometime he came back with some snacks in both of his hands. He sat beside me and put the snacks on the table then passed me a packet of chips. I was so shocked by his behaviour. Is there something wrong with him?

"You are acting strange today"I asked hesitantly looking at him. He looked and me and raised an eyebrow. He leaned a little closer to my face and my breath hitched.

"Really?...so how do you want me to act then?"he asked and smirked at me. I was just froze in my place.

"N-nothing"I said quietly and his smirk just widened and my body shivered under his gaze. He then backed away from me and started watching the movie. I sighed and sat properly on the couch. I was feeling really weird like this and I don't know why. The movie started and it was a romantic one.

"I didn't knew that you like romantic movies"I said. He chuckled and said

"I usually don't but there are some exceptions tho"he said and I nodded. "Well I played this one for you..I thought you'll like it"

"Oh"I said "But why don't you like romantic movies like they are cute...cute couples and love n all"I said and he chuckled said

"I don't know but I don't believe in love n all"he said and I furrowed my eyebrows

"Why?"I asked and he averted his gaze from screen and looked at me and said

"Cause love makes you weak"he said and I froze. But it's kinda true...right? He smirked at my reaction and then again started looking at the screen.

"What about you?"he asked not looking at me. I gulped and said

"I think....I do"I said looking at his direction. He looked at me and raised an eyebrow and said

"Do you ever loved someone?"he asked and I froze. No words came out of my mouth like they were stuck in my throat. I didn't know how to respond to him about this. But I gulped and managed to form some words

"N-no."I said hesitantly and averted my gaze at the screen while he was still looking at me.

"Do you ever had a boyfriend?"he asked. Ugh why's he asking such questions.

"No...why do you ask?"I said. I'm not gonna tell him about Jimin. He just shrugged

"Just curious"he simply said and I nodded.

"Do you...ever had a... girlfriend?"I asked hesitantly.

"Yeah but it's not like I was in love with.them...those were just flings"he said. I knew it. He doesn't care about others feelings. He also hurted me so many times how can I forget.

"Yeah of course"I said and scoffed while looking at the TV screen.

"But it's not fun anymore...im bored of it but girls usually throw themselves on me so it's not my fault"he said and chuckled. What does he think about himself. He's so full of himself. But it's also right tho like he's so handsome like anyone would like to be his girlfriend.

"But there is one exception actually"he said and looked at me. I furrowed my eyebrows at him and said

"What?"he started to lean closer towards my face and my breath hitched. His face was inches far from mine and then he spoke

"You" my soul shivered after listening to his words. What the hell?

"Every girl is attracted to me except you...you are so distant from me"he said lowly. I was trying to form words to respond but nothing came out of my mouth. He leaned more closer to face that our lips were almost touching.

"And that makes me more curious about you"he whispered against my lips and smirked looking in my eyes. His eyes travelled to my lips and I gulped. He started leaning towards my lips and in next moment he slammed his lips against mine. He kissed me softly yet passionately. It was not forced or desperate like he always used to do but it was more than lust. And that's what I can't figure out. What exactly does he feels about me? Even I myself don't know what I'm feeling. I know I shouldn't do this but still I'm so desperate about him. I lost control and started kissing him back.He got a little shocked and pulled away slowly. He looked into my eyes and it was something different in his eyes but I'm still not sure about it. He again slammed his lips against mine and this time kissed me more roughly. He pushed me down on the sofa and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. He bit my lower lip and I opened my mouth and he slipped his tongue inside my mouth. His tongue roamed all around my mouth while his hand started roaming all around my body.

My body tensed at this action but I didn't showed. I got really uncomfortable as the scene from the club with Jin came in my mind. My breathing got heavier. He pulled away and started kissing and sucking my neck. His hand slipped inside my top and that's when I can't bear it. I got so uncomfortable....I put my hands on his chest and tried to push him but he grabbed my wrists and pinned them down while still kissing and sucking my collarbone.

"T-tae stop please" I tried to stop him but it was too late. He didn't stopped. His lips reached my cleavage and I yelled

"T-tae stopp"his movements stopped and he looked at me confused. Tears started to form in my eyes.

"Ryu..wh-" I harshly pushed him and ran towards my room. My breathing was heavy while that scene from club kept revolving in my mind. I just can't do it. I'm still scared after that incident. Before I could open the door to my room Taehyung grabbed my wrist and turned me around.

"Ryu will you just tell me what the fuck happened" he asked furiously.

"Tae l-leave me I can't talk right now" I said not daring to look at his face.

"First tell me" he ordered but I kept my head low and didn't spoke anything. Tears were streaming down my cheeks.

"Look at me" he demanded but I didn't.

"Look.at.me."he spoke emphasising each word and I got goosebumps by his intimidating voice. I slowly looked at him while tears didn't stopped coming from my eyes. He just stared at me for sometime and then he hugged me tightly. I got little shocked by his action.

"Shhh... don't worry, everything is fine" he said while I cried in his embrace. He kept patting my head to calm me down.

"S-sorry" my voice barely came out as a whisper while I was still sobbing. After sometime he slowly pulled away and I looked at him. He cupped my cheeks at wiped my tears with his thumb. He smiled a little and in his eyes I saw

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