To say I felt like home at this place would be an understatement. I felt something I had never felt before. Those warm hands of Carwyn's mother, his dad's warming gaze, Esmee trying to get on my good terms and Carwyn himself. All of it was just perfect and I finally felt at peace. It wasn't something I was ready to let go. The feeling of being wanted and loved was something I felt only with maa. Maa and her presence were enough for me to feel content of my content and all of that flew away once she left but now, now this feels just perfect.

"What are you thinking darling?" the person I admire the most, whispered into my ears. His body providing the warmth I didn't know I needed. Carwyn's hands draped around my waist, rubbing circles on my hips and warm breathing calming my racing mind. "everything" I whispered lowly staring at the ceiling, fully aware of his gaze on my face while we slept on his bed, his childhood room. "Easy there darling" a small frown etched on his face was the first thing I noticed when I turned to look at the most handsome man my eyes have ever laid their eyes on, without any regret. "Nothing too serious baby" I smiled trying to ease the frown from his forehead with my fingers. "pchh" I said when he got the frown back. "Say it again" he replied with a smile. It should be illegal to have such a handsome man alive, holding me in his arms.

"What? Baby?" I asked but soon laughed when he nodded his head, a small smile grazing those luscious lips. I just wanna bite them, kiss them until they swell and admire my art. "baby" I said again. "Let me kiss you" I continued shocking him. "Anytime darling" his voice husky making a shiver run through my veins. What was this feeling again.

Without a second thought, my lips touched his and I felt my body shiver. Wasn't this all too amazing to hold onto and never let it go coz sue me for wanting to be in his arms all the time.

His arms tightened around my bare waist, moving them along my spine, an unvoluntary shiver raking my body, making my mind fill up with fog, it becoming hard to even think straight. His hands brought my body closer to him if it was even possible, earning a moan from both of us. I bit him lip hardly and he groaned. Damn dog! Do it again baby.

Our lips moving perfectly against each other. Just needing each other more than anything. Wanting to be there for each other. Holding ourselves until the end of the night and the start of the day.

"fuck" he said breathlessly once I got my lips away from his, not liking the distance. "indeed" I said making both of us laugh.

I latched my mouth to his neck, his vein pulsing there. My lips covered his skin and sucked like my life had no other motive. "oh fuck" he moaned when I sucked a bit harder, biting his skin and licking the redness that started to show up.

"You are mine Carwyn" I declared. Licking his neck even further, biting his ear lobe. "Just mine, Carwyn Oliver Araztimuno. Mine to touch, mine to suck, mine to stare and mine to love" the silence enveloping the room then filled with his moans when I palmed him. "I love you so much Carywn that it scares me. But I love the rush it flows in me. The happiness it drives me too and the hope my body never was accustomed to. I love you, more than life itself" I said each word slowly, letting him sink in it, dive in it and come back up realizing that I just said that, without a single hesitance in the world.

"And I don't care what scars you have; just know I will always be there to hold you. There will always be Avha Alizeh campbell to hold you and be there for you. My arms will always envelope your muscular body that I love. I love you and everything you come with. You matter to me and so much more" I stopped looking at him with a small smile, my hands softly touching his cheeks, loving the softness it provided me.

"You Avha Alizeh Campbell are the best fucking thing to ever happen to me and I wouldn't want it any other way. I love you more, so so so much that your little smart brain cannot even comprehend. I love your smile, your cute little mole just on your cheek, that sexy body of your and everything of you. I love all of it and some more" he said holding my face delicately in his hands, kissing me again and just like that we held each other in our arms.

Loving how we felt. It was just too perfect. I loved it. Loved Carwyn and the night.

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This is where i have decided to end this story.

my babies and their love for each other, so much that they are gonna live and fight for themselves and the challenges life throws at them.

I know the end is abrupt but i don't know what more to add. but i know this much that this will definitely have bonus chapters.

the only intention to write this book was to show that 'you are strong' but sometimes you need somebody and their words to prove it you, coz you have compressed that voice so much that you can't get it to surface in your life.

let me know how much you liked this book and my babies. imma go cry in the corner coz this has come to an end.

thank you each one of you, for reading, for upvoting and commenting.

the book needs heavy editing, merging of alot of chapters but for now this is the first draft and it's your author signing off.

love,

LT.

YOU MATTER.