"Seriously McDonalds"

"Thought you said food is food, plus you know if I'm bringing you out, it's something classy." he said going through the drive tru. He made our orders and he parked in the parking lot to eat.

"So how was the four weeks without me?" he asked while eating his fries.

"Ahhh....fine" i replied staring at him.

"Sure about that shawty?"

"Yes why?"

"Nothing, just observing something that's all"

"Observing what?" i asked and he laughed.

I looked at him observing me while eating, before putting back his attention to his food. Now he had me thinking was he watching me or does he know I am so turned on right now I can't even eat. I was staring alot, I was focus more on him then anything else. What am I supposed to do? I have Kyle pretty much a kid, stupid as ever and knows nothing about woeing a female and then there is Damani, this hot head, sweet mouthed, sexy indiviual who I didn't like a few months ago. But who knows me better and why do i have to choose.

I continued staring and nibbled on the one fry i had in my mouth for minutes. I wanted him to touch me, I wanted him to devour me like he was doing his chicken, I wanted him to taste every part of me and enjoyed it as he enjoyed his meal. My clit was jumping at this point. And out of no where I saw him smiling, I watched him and smiled to myself, God he was hot.

"Do u know i can feel your stares?"

"Wh....What?"

"I'm not staring"

"Yes you are" he said turning his attention to me and rested his hands on my inner thighs and my heart skipped a beat.

"You look beautiful, missed seeing your face"

"Th.....Thank you"

"Jay are you nervous?"

"No" i chuckled and took a deep breath.

"Sure?" he said coming up to my lips about inches away.

"Mhumm" i responsed and he pulled away.

"Ok lets get you home" he said and started the car.

Was he serious? why the fuck didn't he kiss me? I screamed to myself. I knew he knows I wanted him too. Fucking hate him right now.

I sat, ate and pretended as if i didn't notice her staring at me and drooling. I know she was horny as hell because i was smelling how wet she was. I don't know what she's thinking about but i knew it was me and it seems like it was something good. Was she really that turned on around me? I can bet she had a miserable four weeks, it doesn't seem like she had sex since we did. I couldn't help but smile at the thought that it was me who she was longing for and nobody else not even that school bwoy. I touched her leg and she jumped a little, she was nervous. I can bet there was a cold feeling running down her spine and butterflies in her stomach; which means she needed me. And as much as i wanted to kiss her sexy lips right now and fuck her to bed she was on punishment, she only gets me when she choose me. I told her once before I was hers, and she was mine and if she doesn't own that statment she doesn't get the goods.

After I informed her that i was going to take her home I could see the disappointment in her eyes. I wanted to laugh so badly but by the looks on her face she was already hurting. Was it because I didn't want to have sex with her? or Was it because i did not kiss her? or Maybe it was more than sex? Did she think I didn't want her? I really hope not because I do, I been wanting her from the day she pulled that gun out and aimed it to my head. I pulled up at her house and stopped.

"Home...safe and sound" I said as i put the car in park, she turned looking at me disappointed.

"Are you ok?" I asked her.

"Yes. Thanks for dinner and the ride home." she said and existed the car. I watched her as she made her way to the door and before she entered she turned to look back at the car before she went inside. I chuckled by her reaction but as soon as she was inside i sped home to cool off.

Does he hate me for the incident? Doesn't he like me anymore? Did i just fuck up the first relationship I could have had with someone I actually like? I was overthinking why was i overthinking. What happened to being fearless? Goddammit Damani makes me weak.

"Hi" I was bought back to attention by the voice of Courtney. It has been a month or two since I've seen her.

"I'm really not in the mood" I said and walked passed her.

"Julianna I'm sorry about everything" she cried out and I stopped.

"Knw what, I don't want to fight or argue so yea apology accepted" and i continued on my way up the stairs.

"I'm not pregnant anymore" she cried out again this time with tears in her eyes and I stopped in my tracks again.

"I would ask you if you wanted to talk Courtney but I have my own shit dealing with. Sorry for your loss but i have to go." I responsed and ran up the stairs to my room.

Closing the doors behind me, I throw my bag on the chair and stripped out of my clothes and into bed, I grabbed my vibrator. I placed the vibrator on my clit and it sent shock waves up my spine, closing my eyes I started to think about the night Damani and I first did it soon the fragrant of Versace Eros came into the room like an intoxciating alcohol in the air. I smiled at the idea that he was right here beside me, that he was the one touching me. I used my other hand to rub the entrance of my vagina as the vibrator works it magic. It reminded me of the time Damani ate my pussy which made me body got heated even more. I thought about him using his tongue to fuck me and soon that wave was running through my entire body causing me to arch my back and grabbed my breast. I stopped breathing for a second as exploded in pleasure, and I released the deep breath that I was holding it. Oh my God. I thought and sank my head into the pillow.

"Julianna" I heard my name from the door before it swang opened.

"Daddy" I screamed grabbing my pillow and he stepped back and closed the door, And I could hear him yelling sorry and jesuse. I lay there in my cum and embrassement before i heard a ding, cheking my phone to see a message from Kyle again.