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"What time does the baby shower start again?"Alexis asked me as she plopped down on my couch.

"It starts at twelve and it's none major. To be honest, I can't even believe I'm doing this shit this late. I can literally go into labor anytime now. Then this bitch wants to beef with me on social media. Like I'm so over this shit Alexis."I explained while making a tweet."

Bitch you're just a piece of pussy until I drop. You will not be here for long hoe so do not flatter yourself.🤡 Von know wassup, we all do.👀🤭 @asiandabrat

"Shay you hell."Alexis laughed.

"Nah 'cause this bitch think she doing some for real. Bitch woke up and tried the wrong one."

"Shay didn't I tell you to shut the fuck up and stop responding!?"Raven asked me.

"If this bitch stops mentioning me in her tweets then I will. I'm not pussy any bitch that wants smoke can get it."

"You right and you already know I'm ten toes behind you."she said and I chuckled.

Backwards ass.

She be trynna be so positive until some shit pop off.

I watched as Von walked into the house with Muwop, Top, and Duke behind him.

He was holding my food in his hand and I smiled.

I watched as he walked over to me.

Muwop nem spoke before sitting down on my couch.

Ever since Booka died these niggas been laying low.

So they've either been here, at Von's house, or at Raven and Muwop's.

It took them a while to get over his death and it's taking Mariah even longer.

She does her daily activities and shit but she isn't as hype and shit as she used to be.

We check on her numerous times throughout the day just to make sure she's okay.

She's not here with us right now because she's been slowly trying to get back on her grind.

So right now she's at the shop doing nails and making money.

I told her not to worry about coming to the baby shower so that she could go home and get some rest.

Meanwhile we're here at my house chilling and getting ready.

Well I'm getting ready, everybody else is steps ahead of me.

"Baaaby you brought me a drink from Starbucks too, thank you Poppa."I smiled at Von as he walked up to me.

He bent down to kiss my lips and I noticed that he was higher than high as a kite.

I honestly didn't like Von being this high because sometimes he's unresponsive when he's like this.

A part of me wanted to slap his ass because he letting this hoe disrespect me in front of the world then wanna come in here kissing and shit.

He sat down on the other end of the island.

"Shay did you want me to do your edges 'cause I know you said I can't do them good?"Alexis asked me.

"Go ah—"

Raven cut me off, "Nope I got you, gimmie the brush."

Alexis and I laughed.

"Raven you are a fucking hater."

"I mean I can teach but it takes practice boo."she said while doing my edges.

I tuned them out and just mugged Von.

His ass was just sitting there stuck.

It's like he wasn't even here right now.

I was so irritated by not only the whole day already but him also.

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I looked at Shay as she sat in the passenger seat crying and I shook my head.

Her ass was being dramatic as hell right now.

She the one that's been at me all morning and having a attitude.

Now her ass wanna cry 'cause we late because of her.

She had all morning to get ready and her ass wanted to play around with Raven nem.

Now we late.

She wants me to get us there quick but then if I drive how the fuck I wanna drive she gone be complaining.

"I swear I'm not doing this shit no more, on my granny."she dabbed her face with a tissue.

"Mmcht man you need to chill you tweakin' over some lil shit."

"Okay and you need to just shut the fuck up and stop talking to me, real talk."she said and I sighed.

"Yo ass stay on this goofy ass shit and you wonder why a nigga move how he move."

"Yeah whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean."

I pulled up to the venue and parked in the first available parking spot I saw, "Exactly what the fuck I said, you figure it out."

I hopped out of the car and went around to help her get out.

"I don't need your fucking help, leave me alone!"she yelled and I nodded.

It was taking everything in me not to snatch her ass up, she had me fucked up.

I walked to the door of the venue and waited on her slow walking ass.

"So we're not gonna walk in at the same time, fuck are you doing!?"she yelled at me.

"I'm waiting on yo ass, maybe you need to scoot a lil faster."

She started laughing, "You better hope when I get up there that I don't slap yo ugly ass."

Somebody opened the door and I noticed that it was the party planner.

"Hey y'all!! Are y'all ready!?"

"Some like that."Shay said as we walked into the first door and then the second one.

I wrapped my arms around her once everybody started cheering.

"Get off of me, I don't fuck with you right now."she gritted through her teeth while trynna remove my arms from around her.

"Mmcht man chill out."I said in her ear as I kept a smile on my face.

She had one on hers too and once she noticed that I wasn't gone let her go, since they were taking our pictures, she stopped resisting.

I'm pretty sure everybody knew we wasn't on good terms 'cause as soon as we got finished with the picture we separated.

She ain't say shit to me unless she had to and I ain't say shit to her until the moment her water had broke.

Yeah the shit broke during the baby shower.

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"Raerae tell the world I said I'm not a savage anymore and I'm finna die."I said while looking at her.

"Bitch yes you are and you gone take this shit like a g."she said while recording me.

I was laying in the hospital bed about to give birth.

I've been in labor ever since we left my baby shower which was four hours ago.

They've given me the epidural already so right now I'm chilling.

I'm now dilated at seven centimeters and I have to more to go.

My mama kept trynna make them take me to the operating room and have a c-section but I went off on her.

I wasn't finna be getting slices the fuck up so I disregarded and had decided to just do natural birth.

I am feeling pressure right now but no pain and I'm just ready to meet my kiddos.

"You good?"Von asked me as he stood next to me.

I smiled while looking at him.

He bent down and kissed my lips.

"Pretty big nose ass."he said and I chuckled.

"If you would've said that earlier I would've punched you in your shit."

"It's cool ima tear that ass up once them six weeks over."he said and I chuckled again.

"Nah you got a whole other pair of cheeks you need to be worried about."

He laughed and shook his head.

"I'm off that man."

"Whatever Mr. I actually like her, you better tame yo bitch."

"Fuck you gone do? You laying in a hospital bed."

"Me and my babies gone fuck her up once we get out of this bed."

"Don't put my kids in yo shit this ain't got nothing to do with them."

I chuckled while rolling my eyes.

Von went to sit down and I just laid there rubbing my stomach singing to my babies.

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"Go ahead and push when you're ready Ms. Jones!" my doctor said.

"Hold up."I said before taking a breath and pushing for the third time.

Von stood at the end of the bed next the nurses and my mom watching while my dad stood next to me rubbing my arm.

"Oooh I can't no more. Hold up, hold up, hold the fuck up. Shit!"I said and everybody laughed.

"Come on gangster you got this!"my dad said.

"Okay let's go."I said before I started pushing again while screaming and shit.

There was a loud thud and I noticed that it was Von, he passed out.

"Von ar— is Von okay!?"I began panicking but my doctors started yelling at me.

She was trynna tell me that I didn't have time to worry about him and that I had to get these babies out.

I devoted the rest of my time to pushing and getting my babies out.

Von was okay after all, he had just fainted.

My baby boy, Dylan, came out first at 6:46 PM.

Then my baby girl came out right after him at 6:58 PM.

They both weighed about 5.5 pounds.

Both had a head full of hair and looked like their damn daddy.

I wasn't tripping though, I was excited honestly.

My babies are finally here and I don't have to be a bitch to anybody anymore.