I wanted to end you.

I was so desperate to hurt you.

I wanted to rip your heart out like you did mine.

I was lost, broken, heartless.

Yet you smile

Yet you got a ring on your finger

Yet life continued for you

While I kept crying, writing pages full of my misery.

While a small part of me still hope you'll return.

I kept wanting you.

Until I got a glimpse of myself and realized you weren't worthy of this pain.

Thanks for your mediocre kind of love, made me realize I deserve more.