Chapter explains Siri's past

WARNING! Rape/incest and abuse implied but not detailed.

Might still trigger some people so I will put in CAPS when the bad stuff starts and ends so you can still read the other parts of her flashback that isn't so bad.

Your POV

I'm all cleaned up and driving in my black Ford Mustang, on my way to the Bangtan house and I'm pretty excited. I get to live with my special boys.

I couldn't help but think about what Ruby said and think about what I've been through in my life... so much bad shit has happened to me... my father... Jackson... but BTS is the light at the end of the tunnel. My heroes.

~FLASHBACKS~ BAD STUFF STARTS ! DON'T READ IF TRIGGERED

...7 year old Siri...

Daddy said I looked like a pretty little princess. He said he would come into my room later and give me a surprise for my 7th birthday! I wonder what it is! Maybe it will be mummy coming down as an Angel? Is that even possible?

...10 year old Siri...

Daddy says I have to be a good little whore this weekend. Like he does almost every weekend. But this time he says he has some friends coming.

I don't know what a whore is but he keeps calling me that. It can't be that bad though because he says I'm a 'good' little whore. If he's saying the word 'good' I must be doing something right, right?

...12 years old Siri...

Daddy has been hurting me a lot lately. When I don't want to be his good little whore or when I don't want a man to touch me he hits me.

I found out from one of dad's friends that being a whore is not a good thing. I don't want to be a whore anymore.

... 14 years old Siri...

Dad says I have to go to see a secret doctor to get something done to me. Something that will make it so I don't have kids in the future because it's not good for his business. He says there are people who want to pay him lots of money to have a night with me.

I now know what they are doing is wrong. I've learnt it in school.

I'm scared of telling my teachers or going to the police. What if they don't believe me? My dad is a successful lawyer and can get away with it. He can pay people to shut their mouths. One of his dirty friends is even in the police force so I can't trust them either.

Dad says no one will love me because I am a whore.

Will I be a whore forever? Will anyone ever love me?

...16 year old Siri...

This man just beat the shit out of me. I wouldn't let him near my ass. He beat me till I was almost unconscious and used me.

But I wasn't unconscious. I felt everything. And it hurt so fucking bad.

Dad left me there in the hotel room. Bleeding and bruised. I think he thought I was dead... He never came back for me.

If I ever wake up from this hell hole dream, I swear I will find my dad and kill him.

I will hunt down all the dirty men who have touched me and any other girl badly.

They deserve to be punished. I will kill them all. I swear it.

BAD STUFF ENDS NOW - CAN READ FROM HERE

... still 16 years old Siri...

A nice old man found me and saved me in that hotel room. He took me in and cared for me. He didn't touch me in the wrong places and was very gentle. I was surprised because he was blind.

Even though he couldn't see me, he knew what I had been through.

He brought me to a place where there are other people like me. People who have no one left and who want justice.

He said he could train me for something good. Channel the anger I have to punish those who deserve it.

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I've been training with Blind Man for 6 months now and I've learnt so much. He said there is someone he wants me to train with and this person will be my partner on missions eventually- when my partner thinks I'm ready.

His name is Jackson Wang and he is 2 years older than me. He's been with the team 3 years longer than me since I recently just joined. He will be training me up to become a great fighter like he is.

For the first time in my life, I got butterflies. He was handsome and so nice. Very chatty and funny. He always tried to make me laugh.

He taught me to live by the words 'honesty' and 'trust'.

... 20 year old Siri...

We were on a mission, on top of a building scoping our target. We were looking through binoculars.

JW: "Hey Siri?" he asked, sitting next to me.

Siri: "Yeah, Jackie?"

"Would you date me?"

"Are you actually asking me out on a date or asking if I would ever date you?"

JW: "Take it how you want. Just answer the question."

"Honesty and trust, right?"

He nodded his head.

Siri: "If you weren't my best friend, then yes I would date you."

"Why does it matter that we're best friends? The best relationships can come from being best friends. We know the ins and outs of each other."

"That's not entirely a good thing Jackie. You fart a lot." I giggled.

He hit my arm, "You do too! I've heard you do it in your sleep!"

Siri: "Well I'm sleeping! How am I supposed to control it?! And at least I don't do it around people then quickly walk away so someone else takes the blame for it!"

JW: "Come on! That was two years ago! You're still not over that? That time I did that to you was pretty fucking funny."

Siri: 'To you it was funny! To me it was embarrassing! I should've smothered you while you were asleep!"

He faked gasped looking shocked, "You wouldn't dare! You love me!"

Siri: "Pssh! As if, you weirdo!"

JW: "Come on!" He said poking my side and giving me a big grin. "Admit it. You love me."

Siri: "In your drea-" Pew~ pew~ pew~ pew~

I was interrupted by the sound of fast gun shots that were aimed towards me and Jackson.

JW: "Siri, we gotta get outta here!"

He quickly took my hand and we ran between buildings using parkour and our training. We got separated as we went different ways to get out.

Siri: "Jackson! Where are you?" I whisper shouted into the earpiece we have.

JW: "I'm right behind you. Keep going! I'll meet you at the car!"

I ran to our getaway car and started it up. As I was reversing, gunshots hit the car.

I started moving the car forward and then I saw Jackson running next to it and quickly hopped in through the open window.

JW: "Drive! Drive!"

I stepped on the gas and we zoomed out.

There were men on motorbikes following and shooting at us. Jackson got a gun from the glove compartment and started shooting at them with his body half out the window. I also got a gun and shot at them when I could.

After some wild shooting and chasing, it seemed like there were no more coming after us and I stopped the car in an empty parking lot.

Jackson and I got out of the car and checked we were both ok. Luckily we were. I got out my phone to call Blind Man and our team to tell them what happened. We think we were tricked or ambushed.

As I was talking on the phone, gunshots rang out again and I all of a sudden felt Jackson holding me and we dropped to the ground. The car with people shooting at us drove away but not before I took note of their licence plate.

I heard some gasping and looked at Jackson.

He was shot.

My biggest fear came to life.

Siri: "Jackie!" I sat up and pulled him to my lap and I went to put pressure on his wound. He groaned in pain and blood started coming out of his mouth.

"Jackson! Stay with me!" I started tearing up as my left hand held his face up to me, while my right was on his wound. His eyes started closing.

I got my phone and told whoever was listening that Jackson was down and to come quick using our location from the phone.

JW: "S-siri..." he went to grab my hand that held his face.

Siri: "Jackson, you can't leave me! You're my partner in crime! My best friend! I can't do anything without you!"

JW: "Honesty... and trust.... Remember...."

I was full on crying now.

JW: "Four years... I've... loved you... will... always..."

His eyes started closing and his hand dropped from mine. I was rocking his body tightly in my arms.

Siri: "No, no, no! Jackson! I've loved you too! Do you hear me?! I've loved you this whole time too!"

... 22 years old Siri...

I found out my father is a human trafficker and is still abusing little girls. That sick, disgusting man! I was his guinea pig and now he's gone and made a business out of it!

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I found him and I'm going to kill him tonight.

I got into my father's warehouse, hiding on top of a large container where no one could see me. I watched as he spoke to his men but then a group of guys entered.

What do we have here? Who are these 4 men? Are they working with my father?

They shot and stabbed their way through my fathers men.

They are taking my father down?

A pale blonde with feline-like features shot the men down with ease. Another blonde about his height used his hands and a gun. He moved so fluidly, as if he was dancing. Then I saw a younger looking guy with doe-eyes. He looked almost too innocent to be in this line of work. But I watched as he stabbed and slayed through my fathers men like they were meat.

They were all so amazing and hot as fuck.

Something outside caught my eye through the window and since I was up high I could see what was happening.

Three guys unlocked a huge container. Inside it were malnourished and barely clothed young girls. They were helping them...

One with broad shoulders helped carry a girl out. One with red hair and a wide sunny smile held two young girl's hands, leading them to safety, and another one with a boxy smile had his hand out to help another young girl.

They were angels.

I heard a gunshot hit the container I was on and I turned back to watch my fathers men get taken down.

All that was left now was my father. I watched as the two blonde haired guys started tying up my father to a chair.

In front of my father stood the tallest man with a deep voice. I assume he is the leader.

They said some words and I could hear my father shout 'Bangtan'. I've heard of them before but they are a pretty low level mafia group.

I then saw the blonde with feline-like features shoot both of my fathers kneecaps, making him scream in pain.

That is fucking sexy.

Next, the other blonde who could move like he was dancing, stabbed my fathers hands to the chair. More screams coming from my father.

It was like music to my ears.

My heart was racing as I waited to see what the young doe-eyed one would do as he stood in front of my father.

His left hand held my father's head steady and with a beautiful sharp knife in his right hand, he slowly sliced across my father's neck. Blood gushed out onto the doe-eyed guy, some on his handsome face.

That one is by far my favourite.

The way he sliced my fathers neck slowly while his doe-eyes glared at him with hatred.

I fell in love, right then and there.

I think I fell in love with all seven of them. They are all my heroes.

I wondered for a moment if they could love a psychotic whore like me?

If they found out I was the daughter of that disgusting man they just tortured and killed, could they love me?

No, I don't think so. No one can love a whore. My father always used to say that.

The only person who could ever love me is gone.

If any of them looked at me with the same hate-filled eyes they gave my father, I think I would die.

Which is why I will vow to make it so they never look at me in that way. I want them to want me. I want to be a part of them.

I have to look into this Bangtan group and I will protect them at all costs. It may take some time, but I will help them succeed in whatever they need and get them to greatness. That's when I'll maybe make myself known.

If I find out anyone has a hit on any of these handsome angels, I will kill them.

No one will hurt my Bangtan boys.

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A/N: like the little twist? 😋

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