You want to fix me so bad

Yet you can't handle hearing my stories

You say you love my everything

Yet you can't understand my darkness

You say you'd never hurt me

Yet turn around and do just that

You claim you're only joking

Yet you know why it effects me

You say I had nothing before you

Yet I had it all

I had me

Imperfect but whole

Challenging life in a new freedom

Despite the familiar loneliness

You tell me I'm loved at your home

As if my own didn't even care

You tell me you'd want to die without me

As if I should bear the weight of your life

On top of the already heavy burden

Of my own