I want to rip my heart out

I want to erase all

I just want to be able to breath without wanting you.

You fuck me up so good, I gave you everything I have.

I try to understand you; I always make excuses for the things you said. And what's worse is that I know you, and I knew you wanted me too but you didn't have balls to fight for me.

Guess I was wrong.

I know you love me but it's not enough.

It's never enough because it always feels like you are giving me half of everything, it feels like I have to earn and wait to spend time with you.

You can't be the one for me, there is no way on earth someone that its meant for you is this hard and difficult,

I don't care what the cliches says, this can't be right.

I wanted to believe you but you always run away when things get hard and decide to stop giving your everything because supposedly you don't want to hurt me.

Well you did and now I will not run away from the pain. I will face it and I know I would overcome this.

I know I would get over you.