There are certain ideas of what I believe to be true but not everyone agrees.

Sometimes people surprised me by doing the opposite of what I predicted... I know, I know life is unpredictable and illogical, however I just learn that.

I had to go through all those times that something went "wrong" and rewrite it with "quite", because it was not quite there yet.

Maybe it was the right time but not quite the place..

Or it was the right place but not quite the right time..

Or maybe the time and the place were right but my mind and heart was not quite there yet.

Or something else entirely.

Nevertheless, I quit, because a wise warrior knows when to surrender. So, I do, I surrender: I'm heartless, soulless and mind broken; I'm tired, and death seems ideal.

I am not quite there to keep living.