《can you love me most ✓》9
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"Oh god, there you are." Willow hops out of her car in front of campus where I'm already waiting for her with coffee and a matcha for me. She texted me that she is so hungover she's not able to stop by at starbucks so I have to do it doday.
"Rough night?" I ask her with a smirk as I hand her the coffee. "Oh you should've joined us, Gianna. Why didn't you go anyway?" "Because I didn't feel well this weekend." She doesn't buy it. Not at all.
But then she eventually lets it slide and decides to go to classes. Keenan looked at me the whole time. As if there were no other people in the room and as if this wasn't a class but the club we met each other.
My insides go crazy every time I see this god damn man. "Alright. Class is dismissed. Have a good day." He suddenly announces. Willow sprinted up, telling me she's about to throw up and was out of the door right after this, but telling me to meet her in the cafeteria before that.
So I slowly packed up my things and made my way down the now empty hall when suddenly a pair of arms grabs me and pulls me into a dark room. It's the room with all of the supplies for biology. The fake skeleton. The body with the fake organs in it. The room kind of scares me.
But suddenly another thing scares me even more. Who grabbed me?
My whole body tensed when the person let go of me, locked the door and turned on the lights. "What the fuck?!" I shout as I turn around and see Keenan. He holds his finger over his lips, wanting me to shut up as he takes a step closer to me. I automatically take one back.
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"What is wrong with you?" I ask him. "I can't fucking stay away from you, Gianna." Is he serious right now. I take another step back and then suddenly feel the coldness of the wall against my back. "It sounded like you had another opinion last Wednesday." I said.
Keenan still keeps his distance a little but again gets a little bit closer. "Listen. I know what what I said sounded like. But that's not what I meant. I don't think you're a slut, Gianna. Not at all..." another step closer.
And then, before I know... he has my face in his hands, tilts my head to look at him and whispers. "I want to know more about you. We had fun this night, didn't we?" We did.
I haven't felt that good in a long time. Not just because of the sexual part. Because he looked at me as if I was the first woman he ever got to see naked. I felt safe and happy that night.
"What do you want to say?" I ask him, almost whispering. He moves his head down even more. "Let me take you out on friday. And we'll discuss it. Alright?"
I don't know why. But I immediately answer him. "Okay." Maybe it's because I'm stupid and naive. And maybe it's because now that I know what it feels like to be touched by this man... I want it to happen again. So, so many times.
And what adds it... the damn clothes he's wearing. Fucking suit trousers and a black turtleneck... so handsome. So addicting.
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I am running on one of our treadmills in our home gym, Eliana right next to me on another one, telling me about how work was today and about the girl she has some issues with. "You know... and then she just wanted to tell me what to do. Not thinking about the fact that my father is her fucking boss and-"
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"I did it again." I interrupt her while looking straight out of the window in front of us. First, the only sounds in the room are our shoes on the treadmill but then Eliana breaks the silence. "Did what again?" She asks.
I let out a bitter laugh at that and then look to her, still running. "Keenan. We talked and he wants to take me out on friday to discuss something. I don't know what to."
Her eyes shoot open as she looks at me and almost stumbles over her feet before slowing the treadmill to a slower pace. "Are you serious? You can't shock me like this while I'm doing a workout you crazy chicken! And you did what?!" She asks.
I kind of start to feel dizzy but shake it off, continuing running. "You heard me, El." "You just cried over what he said about you a few days ago and now you're about to probably make a fuck-deal with him? Is he that good? That man must find the clit blind, else you wouldn't do this, Gigi."
Oh if only you would know. You would be jealous. "I'm not discussing his abilities in bed with you." And then I can't shake it off anymore.
I'm about to break down. The dizziness becomes intenser and before I know it, I also have to stop my treadmill and hold onto something. Eliana is at my side in no time, homding me up. "Hey, hey, hey, hey, Gigi. What's going on?"
"I just don't feel that well." She looks at me, holding me even tighter while laying me on the floor. "Did you eat?" "....no." Lying at this point would be senseless.
"I'm going to get dad." She says but I hold her wrist and look up to her. "Mom and dad are at work." I tell her.
But she still gets up from the floor and runs out of the room. "Jacob!" She shouts over and over again until I hear their steps coming closer. "Oh fuck. What happened?" He asks her while he picks me up bridal style and hurries into my bedroom.
"She just broke down, I don't know.." Jacob carried me into my bed and Eliana put the big blanket over me, kissing my forehead, both of them staying with me for some time.
And then, when they thought I fell asleep, they closed the door behind them. "You know what's going on. Tell me." He says. Eliana doesn't answer for a second. "It's starting again." "What's starting again?" He asks. Again... silence.
"She stops eating again." Then, Jacob suddenly slams his fist against the wall next to my door, what makes me jump a little. "Did she see him? Did he talk to her again?" "No. She said she hasn't seen him for months..." and that's the truth..
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Oh god, Gigi...
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