A couple of months went like this. Myself, Prakash & Roshan got placed in a wellknown MNC. However, I did not miss to hear her voice everyday and also the tantrums of trying to see her.

I was offered to move to US for a couple of weeks on a project which I couldn't deny as it is the first opportunity that I got immediately after joining a Job.

However, I was so upset that I would miss hearing her soulful voice for some days which i got addicted. But i had a couple of songs recorded in her voice which gave me a kind of relief that she would be in my hands all the time I chuckled thinking how she turned me into a love sick teenager.

With those thoughts I managed to start to U.S. with her voice.

April 20, 2016,

Every single day I got more and more addicted to her voice and also i started having urge to find her and let her know my feelings for her. Not even a single minute I forget to think about my invisible angel. I completed my project with so much excitement.

I returned from U.S. after couple of weeks just to find her out as i don't want to prolong this hide and seek game.

As soon as I entered my house, I hugged my Mom & Dad and shared my journey experience for a while and I returned to my room. But I again straight away went to balcony and found that the school was dark without any lights. I felt the school was having its off. So I did not think too much. I went to refresh and due to Jet lag I slept as soon as possible.

Next day I woke up and immediately went to balcony. But I couldn't find anyone in the neighbouring music school. I was missing her voice so badly. I wanted to check. But I didn't know whom to check with.

With these thoughts, I finished my morning chores and went down to the living room where my mom & dad were chit chatting.

'Vaa da Kanna.. enna nalla thoonginiya. Jet lag laam pocha' my mom asked me

'Hmm. Nalla Thoonginen ma' I replied.

Then hesitantly asked about the neighbouring house as I couldn't stay idle without knowing about her.

'Amma..Athu..pakathu music school enna closedah ve irukku?..leave vittu irukaangala? I asked her.

'Athuva.. avanga pona vaaram vacaate panitu poitanga da'. She replied to me.

I was shocked to the core. I felt as if my whole world is spinning around me. I had tears which I blinked to stop falling from my eyes. I immediately changed my face expression and casually asked her

'Enna ma.. vacate pannitangala..Enna thideernu?

'Athu onnu illa da... Antha house sale pannitanga. Antha music teacherum avanga husbandum abroadla irukara avanga ponnoda settle aaga poraangalam...So avanga school vacate pannitaanga' my dad told me.

'Nee yen da ivlo kekara?' my mom raised in a doubt.

'Athu..Athu.. onnu illa ma.. Daily ore paatu sathama irukkum. nethu vanthathulenthu ore silentah irunthuchu. athu thaan keten. Athu mattum illama..students avangaloda class disturb aagum la?' I managed to say.

'Avanga ellam chinna pasanga illa da.. Ellarum college pora students thaan. avanga music pudichu irukarthu naala, Inga vanthu practice pannaga. Intha place illana vera engayavathu avanga arrange pannuvanga' she told me.

I left to my room saying that I got some work. Immediately I entered my room, I cried my heart out. I felt void. He felt my part of mine has gone. I couldn't accept the fact that I cannot see her.

'Neeya vantha..paatu paadi ennaiye maathune..aparam enna vitu poita..Ippo ipdi enna azhavekara illa?'

I buried my face. I was constantly listening to her voice which I recorded for the entire night. I didn't know when I slept.

I tried to find many ways to find her out. But to my luck all doors were closed for my tries. I lost my love, my soul. But she would be etched in my heart forever. If I had met her in my life atleast for once that would have been my best day in my life. I would have told her how much I loved her. How much she impacted my life. Definitely no other girl could capture the place in my heart as it always belongs to her.

Sadhana stared at his diary with glassy eyes without blinking it. She turned to the next page to see if anything else was written. But that was the last line written by arjun. She had tears falling from her eyes continuously.

'He had been in love with someone. Naan evlo periya thappu panna paathen..without knowing his heart, I thought of confessing my feelings to him' she told to herself between her sobs.

'That is the reason he is trying to be distant from me? Appo why did he cared for me earlier? why did he show concern for me?'

'Appo ithana naala avar just enna oru friendah thaan nenichitu irukaaru..Naan thaan avarku en mela feelings irukkunu thappa nenachitena? Then why did he tell me that he didn't have any first love? Oh..God..why is everything happening to me alone'.Appo..When I sang he remembered his girl?

Multiple thoughts were overlapping like a giant waves in her mind.

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