"I know constantly telling you I'm sorry isn't going to fix everything but I do want you to know that if there is anything you want me to do that'll make you forgive me, I am at your complete will. If you want me to go kill that asshole downstairs in my torture cage, I'll do it right now. You want me to forgive my not so dead wife, I have already sealed that deal the minute she walked into my office. You want me to apologize to your friend Danny on my hands and knees, I'll do it. Please just tell me what I need to do to earn your forgiveness for acting like the gigantic asshole I was for using you as leverage for my enemy when I chose the club over you. You are literally my own flesh and blood, I will literally walk through hell just to get you to let me be in your life like how I should've been for the past 23 years. I wasn't there for you because I didn't even know who you were to me exactly until a few weeks ago, but now I am willing to do anything just to be the father I could have been 23 years ago"

Prez Bear pleads to me while practically making puppy eyes at me while kneeling in front of me as I sat in his office chair across from his desk. Honestly I was shocked to see how a large man as himself could fit down there on the floor in his office but I guess this man was to keen on me forgiving him, he'd be willing to squeeze his big body on the floor in front of me like a child begging his parents or something.

"Darius" I speak out as his head snaps up at me confused.

"My friends name isn't Danny, his name is Darius" I correct him as he nods quickly.

"Yes! Darius, do you want me to apologize to him as I am doing to you now?" He asks nervously as I laughed before shaking my head.

"No, I was just- Nevermind! What I'm actually wanting to tell you besides that, was that I am willing to forgive you but-" before I could finish explaining my answer, I was being pulled into a tight hug.

"Thank you! I promise I'll be the best father that you will ever have and-" just as he was going to continue rambling I stopped him by pulling away with wide eyes.

"Oh! I'm sorry, I sometimes forget that you don't like when people touch you and-"

"It's fine! Just please put me down so I can finish my answer"

"Oh! Yes, sorry princess"

My shocked expression must've made him realize the nickname he had just called me because his eyes widened again nervously.

"I'm sorry! Most biker girls that are the Prez daughter are formerly known as princess because I'm the Prez and the-"

"Barry! Can you please just let me tell you my answer to you our first conversation then you can ramble on all you want?!"

His face instantly turned red after realizing how fast he was speaking without letting me get a word in about the first thing we started to talk about after we got settled into his office so we could finally have the talk he's been dying to have for the past two months.

"Okay, I'm ready for your answer" He says after catching his breath as I sit back down in the chair to face him.

"As I was trying to say earlier, I'm willing to let bygones be bygones but it's going to take some time for me to fully take in the fact that not only are you my biological father but also the man that practically used me as leverage the first time I got here because you said yourself that you would always choose your club over your own flesh and blood. I can't automatically just say oh yeah I forgive you for throwing that in my face just because some paper says you're my father. I need some time to take that all in, but in the mean time I will be okay with just taking our father daughter relationship slowly. I'm not a passionate and loving person, and I definitely don't want anything from you that involves your position in this club. As much as I like this place, I'm not a biker chick. I want to do my own thing and even though I may not have that much experience with anything since I never got the chance to go to college, I want to do something with my life and stop relying on my rich family members. That's all I am willing to say about all this and hopefully if you want our relationship to be mended, you will gladly let me do what I want to do in order for me to get used to all this"

After finishing my whole speech that I've been meaning to get off my chest while I've been here the past 6 weeks.

"Of course I want my daughter to do whatever she wishes. If you don't want to be apart of my club then that's fine with me. You wanna go to college and start working, I'll be glad to cheer you on right by your side. I may not be the father you wish for but I want to be the father you deserve. I missed a big ass part of your life already and I just want to be there for the rest of it, all the way" He responds while slowly reaching for my hands with a soft smile.

I was uncomfortable with touching others due to how I was in the sex club for the past 5 years, but if it was going to make the man I will be calling dad from now on happy then I was fine with letting my barriers down just this once. And when I did let him hold my hands, the grateful look on his face would make any little girls heart melt. Especially after finding out after 23 years without an actual present father figure in their life, their was finally one now.

"I hate ruining this special moment with you now but do you mind explaining to me what the hell that patch on the back of your leather jacket means. And if it means the one thing I'm thinking, I swear to god I'm going to kill your adopted brother" Bear suddenly says clenching his jaw as I laughed before hugging him to distract him from hurting Luca.

"Please don't hurt the guy. I know he was a pain in the ass for so many years to me, but I promise to you that he has done nothing but make me the happiest girl I could be these past few months" I explain feeling his tense body calm under my touch.

"I won't kill him due to my little princess wishes but if he does hurt you or let's one tear fall from your eyes, I'll torture his ass and drain every last drop out of his body until I watch his life disappear from his eyes" He mutters while hugging me back as I laughed at how serious he was.

...

"So you're seriously going to be my old lady?" Luca asks for the hundredth time as I roll my eyes.

"Luca, I'm literally moving my stuff into your room. What more do you want me to do, run around naked in the club and shout from the rooftop that I finally let you take your strange biker claim on me?!" I snap as he squints at my words, thinking it over, making me throw my jacket at him with a glare.

"I'm just so happy that you're finally mine. My girl and my old lady. Now that my dreams finally came true, I can die a happy man" He sighs dreamily laying on his bed with a large grin before I slapped his leg.

"You better not be thinking of dying soon, you think me being your girlfriend is good. Wait till you propose then you'll see how great I can be with a nice ring on my finger" I reply smugly thinking of him buying me a ring and actually marrying me.

"So you've been thinking about our future just like me, huh?" He asks now getting up to wrap his arms around my waist as I roll my eyes again.

"Unlike you, I barely just thought of it now. Knowing your possessive ass, you've probably been thinking about our wedding day since high school" I retort with a scoff.

"Actually, I've been thinking about our future since the first time we met" He answers with a sneaky grin before leaning down to kiss my neck gently.

"Luca, your mentality sometimes scares me if we're being honest. You mean to tell me, when we were 8 years old, you thought about us growing up and getting married?" I question with a confused look as he shrugs like it was nothing.

"Every child has a dream at a young age. Mine was to be with you in the future. And now that it's actually coming true, I'm going ring shopping first thing tomorrow morning" He nods, planting a kiss on my cheek before jumping back onto his bed.

Shutting the drawer I was putting my clothes in, I turned to him with a shocked expression. Was this crazy asshole serious right now?! I literally just said I was fine with being his girlfriend less than 24 hours ago and now he's talking about getting married and ring shopping?!

"Luca! Are you like mentally okay?!"

"What? We spent 15 years together, getting a ring and walking down the aisle in a few days shouldn't be such a big deal for us"

"It is if I just said yes to being your girlfriend last night!"

"We both know that would've happened long time ago if we just admitted our feelings earlier. If we get married now, we can have kids already and give Avery some non related siblings she can have around the same age"

"Luca! No! I'm not marrying you in a few days and I most definitely will not be having any children for you and Avery any time soon, so fuck off with all this crazy thought!"

Getting angry at this wild man's quick relationship status between us, I stomped out of his room feeling like I needed a drink and to get out of here before I broke up with his unstable ass.

"Trouble in paradise?" Sharon asks handing me a beer bottle as I nod before switching the beer she gave me to the large tequila bottle she had in front of her.

"It's barely day one of you being an official old lady and you're already stressed? Damn that's faster than our fastest record of being an old lady before going crazy stressed over their old man" Sharon snorts as I shook my head while downing the tequila quickly to calm my rage.

"It's my first day and yet I'm already regretting it" I sigh after drinking one third of the whole bottle.

"Don't worry sweetie, you've got your whole life ahead of you where you'll want to kill him then you want to jump his bones and it'll just be a continuous cycle that most people will find toxic but in our life style, it's the most normal thing we'll ever find in our relationship life in this club" Sharon explains as I let out an exhausted sigh.

"Is the princess of the club feeling down?" A familiar voice asks behind me as I smile at who it was.

"Where's your new bestie? I thought with the way she loves playing dolls with you, she'd never let you out of her sight" I say as Jax chuckles at my words while sitting beside me at the bar counter.

"She's taking a nap with uncle Darius in his room. He was playing hide and seek with her and when he found her sleeping in his closet, he carried her to his bed and ended up falling asleep beside her" He professed as I smile at Avery and Darius cute relationship.

"She's making every man in this place her personal bitch" I snickered as he nods along while taking turns with me from drinking the tequila bottle.

"Come on guys, it's barely 12 in the afternoon. You guys are gonna get a tummy ache" Sharon scolds us while trying to reach for the bottle as we laugh before drinking the rest of it in big gulps.

"We're not eating ice cream, mom" Jax snorts back with a sluggish laugh as I leaned against his shoulder laughing like a child on a sugar rush.

"Great! Now you two are tipsy at noon on a Saturday" She groans at us before walking to the back of the bar.

"Come on sexy lady, let's dance!" Jax exclaims after noticing the music playing on the club speakers.

Who the hell dances in the middle of a bar at 12 in the afternoon, especially to a random song they've never heard before? Tipsy Jax and myself, that's who.

"This song hits me right at home" Jax exaggerates while holding his hand again his chest as I roll my eyes.

He pulled me against him as the sound of an upbeat country song began to play through the speakers. I just went along with whatever Jax was doing because right now, he was showing how much of a lightweight he actually was compared to me.

This was funnier than anything I've ever seen. While I let Jax lean against me to dance, he ended up being an emotional person that just started telling me his deep feelings and emotions. His head now leaning against my chest, he slowly rocked us back and forth while telling me a story about his first true love and how he only sleeps around with the club girls as a way to let go of the other girl he's been stuck on for so many years.

Darius sleepy figure walked down the stairs shocked to find me and Jax embracing each other in the middle of the club while slow dancing to an upbeat song. He laughed at us before taking a picture on his phone to send to me how crazy we looked.

"Okay Prince Charming, let's get your lightweight ass to bed" Iron says grabbing Jax off me as he mumbles to me about needing his special blanket.

"There's always been something about you that brings out every weakness in a man" Darius jokes before I nudged his arm while sitting next to him in the booth we've always sat at since we started hanging out here.

"Where's your ball and chain?" I ask changing the subject as Sharon brought us our usual order of food and drinks we love to have in the club.

"Helping her uncle with a mission your uncle put them on" He answers while grabbing the ketchup for his burger and fries plate.

"Damn, with the way you say it, it almost seems like you're dating a spy" I snort while taking a sip of my cup of sweet ice tea in front of me.

"As much as I hate the jobs they do here, I can't be the guy that takes her away from something she grew up to love doing. She looks up to her uncle and she's always excited to do any job they ask her to do. She's a crazy little biker chick but she's my crazy little biker chick" Darius declares as I cringe at how romantic his words were.

"Jesus Christ, if I thought drinking with Jax was so cringey. Your lovey dovey words just made me throw up a bit in my mouth" I promoted with a gag before he nudged my arm while rolling his eyes.

"Don't act like your old man is any better" He retorts back as I play around with my salad awkwardly at the mention of Luca.

"Woah, what's going on with the long face? Did you guys get into another argument or something?" Darius probes on while turning to me with a serious look.

"When have we ever not argued about something?" I remark with a dry laugh as he continued staring at me with his serious gaze when it came to me avoiding a question.

"Did he hurt you?" He ask as I laugh seriously before shaking my head.

"No, it's not him. It's mostly about how I feel, which I'm starting to think like every time I speak about how I feel about our relationship, just ends up with both us fighting" I reply making Darius eye me suspiciously.

"Your feelings are your own, if Luca doesn't understand how you feel then he needs to man up and realize that a relationship takes two people. He can't just say one thing and expect you to bend to his every will and command. If you feel a certain way about something in your relationship, then there is nothing wrong about you speaking on it" Darius reassures me as I smile at how he's always taken my side without even hearing the other persons.

"I really am grateful for you rescuing me in that alley 5 years ago" I say hugging his side as he laughs before pulling me into his arms with a tight hug.

"I know you really wanna tell me you love me but you suck at words, so I'll just take whatever I can get out of your non emotional self" He claims while kissing my forehead as I smile at the best male friend a girl can have.

"Excuse me! Can I have my old lady back now?!" A voice snaps making me groan at the realization of who it was now standing in front of our booth with a scowl on his handsome face.

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