It was 11:49pm.

Harry put a movie in an hour ago, and for maybe thirty minutes he and Zayn cuddled and watched it.

Zayn played with his hair, Harry made stupid jokes about things happening in the movie, it was great.

But that ended pretty quick when Harry decided it would be a good idea to look at Zayn and bite his lip.

Now, a good twenty minutes later, Harry was straddling Zayn while Zayn tugged on his curls and their tongues moved together.

Harry pressed himself against Zayn, grinding against him and getting goosebumps at the way Zayn moaned into his mouth.

Zayn's hands slid from Harry's hips to his ass, gripping it firmly.

Harry responded with a quiet whimper, tilting his head back for Zayn to kiss his neck.

Zayn had already left several hickeys, and started working on another.

He suddenly pushed Harry down across the bed, moving with him and settling on top of him.

Harry tangled his fingers in Zayn's hair, biting his lip when Zayn began to kiss up his neck towards his ear.

Zayn stumbled upon Harry's sweet spot, and Harry gasped when he found it.

"Shit, Zayn," He breathed, shuddering and pulling Zayn closer.

Zayn ran his tongue over the spot, making Harry feel waves of heat traveling over and through his body.

When their parted lips met again in a rather desperate way, Harry slid his hand down between their bodies, stroking Zayn through his jeans.

Zayn's face turned red from the sudden new contact, but that didn't stop him from kissing Harry even deeper.

Harry sucked Zayn's lower lip into his mouth, biting it and tugging.

With a groan Zayn pulled away, only to come back with a firm kiss, taking Harry's breath away.

Harry's hands were on Zayn's back now, digging his nails in as the two began to grind against each other.

"Mmm- Zayn," Harry began, breaking their kiss.

"Hm?" Zayn hummed.

"Let's have sex." Harry said, looking up at him.

Zayn blinked, suddenly snapping out of it.

"Um, I-I don't-"

"C'mon." Harry whispered, reaching down to touch him again.

"No, no I- we can't." Zayn stammered, quickly getting off of him.

"Why not?" Harry frowned, sitting up.

"I don't...we're supposed to be taking things slow, remember?" Zayn asked.

Harry pressed his swollen lips together, a blush growing on his cheeks.

"Yeah. You're right. I'm sorry, I guess I just got carried away."

"You got carried away? I'd say I was the one who got carried away. Your neck looks so bad." Zayn said, blushing as well now.

"I don't care. I love it." Harry smiled.

"I want you to mark me up. Shows that I'm yours." He said without thinking.

There was an awkward pause.

"Even though I-I'm not." He added quietly.

Zayn swallowed. "I want you to be." He said quietly, his heart pounding.

"I want to be too." Harry said, looking at him now.

"Well....be." Zayn struggled, feeling a little better when Harry chuckled.

"You can ask me any way you want, I'm going to say yes."

"Wait a minute. Slow. We're supposed to be taking-"

"You told me once that you liked to go fast. I thought it was really hot." Harry interrupted, staring at him.

"What- that was about driving. A relationship is the last place I want to go fast." Zayn said.

"Why? What are you afraid of?"

"Why do I have to be afraid of something? What if I just want to cherish it?" Zayn challenged.

Harry gave him a look, and Zayn sighed.

"I dunno, I'm just...worried that it'll all be over too soon."

"It won't. I promise, Zayn. Didn't you say you trust me?" Harry asked.

"Yes." Zayn said, watching Harry move closer to him.

"It won't. Just trust me and let's do this. I really want to."

Zayn stared at him. "Y-You're talking about the relationship right? Not-"

"Yes, Zayn." Harry chuckled.

Zayn looked over his face.

He really wanted to be with Harry too.

When he was here with Harry it always felt so right.

Things probably would be easier if they were officially together.

Then he'd seem less crazy for wanting to punch Liam in the face.

"Zayn?"

"Sorry." He said, snapping out of it.

"Um, yeah. Let's do it."

"Really?" Harry smiled.

Zayn nodded. "Just know I'm not going to be able to buy you pretty things like Louis." He said softly.

"Zayn," Harry began, touching his cheek. "There's nothing anyone could ever buy me that could compare to you, and your heart. Your voice, your touch, and your eyes. You're all I could ever want. Time with you is all I want."

Zayn blushed worse than ever, which reminded Harry of his mission.

"You're perfect, Zayn. Inside and out and I would consider myself lucky to be able to call you my boyfriend." He continued.

Zayn shyly looked down at the bed, not knowing what to say.

"Can I?" Harry asked.

"Wait, you're asking me?" Zayn realized, looking at him.

"You were taking too long." Harry teased.

"No, I want to ask you." Zayn said.

Harry sat back and folded his arms. "I'm waiting."

"Will you be my boyfr-"

"Yes." Harry said before tackling Zayn down onto the bed and kissing him.

Zayn chuckled, wrapping his arms around Harry and rolling them onto their sides.

Harry smiled at him, their face inches apart.

"Now you have to laugh at my jokes."

"Actually no, now it's okay for me not to." Zayn corrected him.

Harry made a face at him before he stuck his tongue out and licked the tip of Zayn's nose.

"Ew! Why?" Zayn laughed, letting him go and jerking away.

"That's ew? I've licked your tongue before but that's ew?" Harry asked skeptically, chuckling.

"Yes it is. Don't judge me. You're the one licking noses." Zayn said.

"Well give me something else to lick." Harry said softly, smirking some when Zayn looked at him.

"How about a Bible?" Zayn asked, giving him a look.

Harry laughed, pulling Zayn back down beside him. "Let's play that game now."

"What game?" Zayn asked, taking Harry's hand and holding it.

"The one where I learn all about you until the sun comes up. I call it I like. There's also a version called I like when. We'll throw that in too." Harry decided.

"So, tell me what you like." Harry said.

Zayn took a deep breath, exhaling as he began to think.

"I like you."

"Besides me." Harry blushed.

"I like music."

"Me too. What bands do you like?"

Zayn looked at him. "We could be here all night with you asking questions like that."

Harry looked right back at him.

"I'd give up all my time in the world to listen to you, Zayn."

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A/N: I need ^^^ 💔

-Z