Published on 16th December 2021.

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♡ I don't wanna live forever,

'Cause I know I'll be living in vain

And I don't wanna fit wherever

I just wanna keep calling your name

Until you come back home ♡

– R I S H A B H –

The sound of rain pouring outside hit my ears and I hid my face in the pillow. Well, it was not just a pillow, but more precious than it. The music of rain became louder and was almost successful in waking me up.

Almost.

I slightly opened my eyes and a smooth skin came into my view. Her breasts touched my cheeks as I laid still on her chest. It was bound to happen when I slept over her last night. I threw my leg over her and sticked to her without leaving any space.

She was my safe place and I was never going to leave her alone.

Feeling her fingers between my locks, I smiled and looked up. But strangely, she was asleep, as her fingers massaged my head. How could I even expect her to be awake when we slept late last night? She was tired and I knew it very well. I too was feeling lethargic.

We just completed two months of our wedding yesterday and she prepared a surprise.

Let's say, she was successful in surprising me.

My stomach grumbled and I sighed before withdrawing my hands from her to get up. I quickly called the in-house restaurant and ordered our breakfast. As I lied back on the bed, I felt her arms wrapping around me in a tight grip. Almost half of her body was over me, not that I mind.

I smiled and tugged all her hairs which were over her face behind her ears. My fingers involuntarily slipped in her locks to rub her scalp. With raindrops producing their own music, I found sleep again.

And then...

Dang!

I couldn't even rest for a minute because of Shruti. She crawled over me and hid her face in the crook of my neck. Her breath fell over my skin all through the time, making me shiver in the dark weather.

"Shruti." I called her out while patting her back and she hummed in a low voice. "Get up."

"I can't. I'm tired. Go to sleep and let me do the same." She groaned and I sighed. My fingers slipped through her hairs to caress her scalp and I heard her moaning.

"Shruti." I again called her name and she laid still, "Shruti?" She hummed this time.

"Fine, you won. I'm up!"

"Great." I mumbled. When I felt her lips on my neck, I chuckled and pulled her close. Her breasts poked my chest and I held my breath to control myself. But the things she was doing to me now worsened my self-control. "You're not at all tired, huh?"

She peppered kisses down to my chest and leaned her head up to face me, "A little." She laughed and I smiled seeing her face. I closed my eyes as she leaned down to kiss me. But, she being she kissed my chin and moved her lips down to my jaw.

She's getting naughtier day by day.

Not that I mind.

"Shruti." She hummed while getting off me and I raised my eyebrows. "Where are you-" Words halted in my mouth as I felt her hands roaming around my body, going dangerously close to my crotch. "Wait!"

"Shh..." She kept her index finger over my mouth while her other hand slowly stroked my morning wood. "Only two days are left to go back home. Can we stay inside today? I don't want to go out." She asked and I immediately nodded.

She very well knows how to ask for something.

Her finger which was over my mouth trailed down to my waist and I held my breath. I closed my eyes as I felt her hands stroking my length.

Feeling a warm and wet feeling over my tip, I opened my eyes and saw her bending down, her mouth touching my shaft, effecting me adversely. I pulled her head away from me and sat straight.

"Shruti, you don't need to do this." I spoke and she narrowed her eyes. I mean, I did want her to do this, only if she was comfortable. She harshly pushed me back on the bed and placed a kiss on my lips.

"I want to do it, please." She spoke and I nodded hesitantly. Her head leaned down and the next thing I saw was heaven. With the skills she was working on, I wondered if it was her first time trying.

When it felt too much to take, I detached her from me and pushed her back on the bed. I was about to hover over her but she stopped me by placing her palm over my chest.

"I want to be on top."

"You're sure?"

"Hmm..." She whined and I found myself on the mattress with her straddling on top of me. "Rishi." I hummed and saw a scared look on her face, "Umm... It's my first time doing this. Correct me if I'm wrong anywhere." She talked as if I had plenty of experience in this field.

I nodded and she raised her hips high before positioning herself on top of me. I moaned as her warmth engulfed me fully. It was the first time she was on control, not that I mind.

My gaze went towards her face as a moan escaped her mouth, defining the fine texture of her lips. Her eyes closed and her untangled black locks flew in air, giving a perfect view of what we were doing all through the days.

I fixed all her hairs to a side and saw a faded mark I gave her on neck. The way her breasts bounced as she moved up and down, I felt myself going harder inside her. Her tightness was making it too hard for me control.

I leaned up a little, resting my back on the headboard. I palmed her ass and settled myself properly beneath her. Looking straight into her eyes, I rammed inside her in a strong stroke and saw her cheeks flushing red. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer.

"It's so good." She placed her soft lips on mine and I felt myself falling drunk under her influence. I love it when we do it bare; without any barriers.

I could feel her in all aspects.

She came instantly, making her body tremble. My hands moved lower her back to touch her ass which shook vigorously as she hugged me tightly. I could easily feel her heart beating rapidly against mine.

Just when I was about to come, the doorbell rang, degrading my mood to the worst.

God!

"Someone's out there." She mumbled against my lips, her voice mixing with the sound of rain.

"I know." I groaned.

"Go and check it. I'll have a shower till then." She stood up and left me alone on the bed. Her hips swayed in a sexy manner as she left to the bathroom. Before closing the door, she peeped out to grab my attention and shouted, "I'll be waiting for you."

She's such a temptress.

I groaned while leaving the bed and wore my boxers. I wrapped a towel around me and yelled in pain when I accidently touched my groin.

Hearing the doorbell ringing vigorously, I fisted my palms and stomped towards the door.

Who the hell has deathwish?

I opened the door and saw the hotel staff with a trolley filled with food. Okay, I take my words back. It was my fault. I pulled the trolley inside and closed the door, not before thanking him for the order.

Quickly stripping all my clothes, I rushed to the bathroom and found Shruti under the shower as she shampooed her hairs.

✨

I closed my eyes as I felt her fingers working wonderfully on my scalp. I moaned in pleasure and heard her chuckling behind me. I laid between her legs as she massaged my head.

"Rishi."

"Hmm..."

"I need to tell you something." She said and I turned my head back to face her. She immediately made me look away from her and spoke, "Don't look at me, please. I won't be able to say it."

"Okay, go on."

"Don't laugh at me."

"I won't, as long as it isn't funny."

"It's not. I..... Don't judge me."

"I won't. Are you going to speak?"

"Yes. I... I...." I sighed and pressed her calves with my hands. "I used to follow you in school."

Follow?

"I don't remember being on social media in those days." I spoke and she hummed, "Then?"

"I mean to say, I liked you back in school." She said and I hummed. It took me a few seconds to understand what she meant.

Back in schooldays?

I turned back to face her but she again pushed me around. "What are you-"

"Please. I told you it isn't funny. I admit that I used to admire you in schooldays, but I never did anything wrong. I never stalked you, I promise."

She used to like me?

Years ago?

Wait! Did I hear it wrong?

I don't want to feel butterflies in my stomach if it's all a lie of my ears.

I immediately stood up and sat opposite to her. She gulped as I spoke, "You're not joking, right?" I mean, did she know me back in those days? It isn't possible. She never told me about it.

"Why would I joke?" She said and I nodded, searching for answers in her eyes. "I'll go to sleep. It's late." She perfectly dodged the most heated topic away and pulled the covers over her.

"Hey! You can't leave me hanging." I too slipped inside the sheets and hugged her from back.

"What more do you want to know?"

Atleast she was up for talk.

"Umm... So... How and when did it happen? I mean, when did you realise that you like me."

"Do we really need to talk about it?"

"Yes, ofcourse."

"It's awkward. I was too young then."

Awkward?

"Okay, listen to me." I turned her around and made her face me, "There's nothing to hype about. You're my wife and we both love each other. It's okay to share anything with me." She nodded and rested her head on my chest, making it almost impossible for me to see her. If it was going to help her, I had no problem.

"You were giving a speech and-"

"You consider giving speech as hot?" I asked and she dug the nail of her index finger in my stomach, "Ow!"

"Shut up! I was just thirteen then. Why would I have such a thought? Moreover, it wasn't until I saw you bearing the torch on sports day."

Sports day?

I can't even think someone could have eyes on me, let alone admire me.

"By any chance, does anyone else know about it?"

"Hmm... Aditi and Parth." They were her best friends. It was normal for them to know it. "They just came to know. She says it was too obvious. Was it?"

Obvious?

How come I never saw it?

"Either you were too successful in masking yourself or I'm a fool." I spoke and she chuckled.

I remember she used to be quiet during our initial days of marriage. I thought that she was homesick, but reason was something else. No wonder she blushed a lot when we had our first kiss! And the series continued as we got closer.

"Why did you never tell me about it?" I asked and she turned her head up to look straight into my eyes.

"Do you think things would've been different if I confessed it to you?" She asked and I nodded without any hesitance. "So, we could've been something? We could've been together a lot earlier?" Hearing the meaning of her words, I sighed and shook my head in no.

Honestly, relationships were not something I was interested in. I had seen my colleagues having girlfriends but I couldn't dare to shift my focus from studies. It was the most important and crucial part of my life.

Talking about now, things have surely changed. I carry the same passion towards my work. In addition, I have a lifepartner, my wife, whom I love dearly. I can't imagine a life without both of them.

"I know. It's okay." She mumbled and cuddled me tightly.

"So, I can run on the conclusion that you had a crush on me, almost a decade ago to our wedding." I asked and she smiled. I sighed in wonder and pressed my lips on her temple.

It still feels like a dream.

What would've happened if I never married her? I don't even want to think about it.

My hands slithered down to her buttcheeks to squeeze them. A soft moan emitted her mouth which led me drown into her aura more and more.

I pulled her upwards and pressed my lips on her soft ones. I slipped my tongue in her mouth, tasting the tangy taste of oranges she had a few minutes ago. The temperature of her skin rose erratically and I found her melting more under my touch.

When we were short of breath, she detached herself from me and rested her forehead against mine. "Shall we continue?" I asked and earned a slap on my chest. She pushed me more into the mattress, if it was possible, and rolled beside me, turning her back to me.

"Go to sleep. I'm tired." She scoffed.

What has happened to her?

"Kya hua?" (What happened?)

"You only think about..."

"About?"

"You know."

"What?"

"Sex, sex and sex! Am I clear or should I speak louder?" She raised her voice and I chuckled. "What's there to laugh about? Is this the only thing left in our life?"

"No, I mean yes. It's crucial but not the only part of our life. Moreover, it's our honeymoon. What more do you expect?" I said and she hummed, "Do you think we should start celibacy?"

"Yes. Wait! No..."

I chuckled and pulled her closer. Although I couldn't see her face, guessing her expression wasn't a big task for me. "I can't wait to see tomorrow's sun with you. Good night." She turned back to me and hid her face in my neck. Her body loosened against mine and I sighed.

"Good night."

She used to have a soft spot for me from a long time, since the time I could never imagine. I don't know how I'm going to stop these jitters inside me!

Just when I thought that I can't love her more,

She made me fall for her,

Harder and stronger.