"You don't see me

In this crowded room

I don't know you

Like I used to

We've gone from sharing the world

To sharing beds with others, it's fine

I'm fine..."

Y/N sang while playing the piano.

Taylor went home two hours ago and Y/N couldn't stay still. She's just so nervous, Scarlett is probably at Brad's right now.

She knows Scarlett will end things with him, but she still can't help her nervousness. Maybe it's because it's only a matter of time before she will know if the actress will be hers or what. And she hopes Scarlett will be hers.

She promised herself that she wouldn't get scared while waiting for the green-eyed beauty, but she couldn't help it. She's been in love with Scarlett for years, and now that she knows the actress feels the same, there's no way she can ever spend every waking day without having to call Scarlett hers.

"I'm lonely for you only

Come hold me

There's nobody with their body

Who unfolds me

I'm lonely for you only

Come hold me

There's nobody with their body

Who unfolds me..."

Y/N's singing her unreleased song, it's the opposite song of In A Heartbeat. And of course, it's still for the green-eyed woman.

"Can I call you?

I'll hold it back this time

I need your voice

If you don't mind

We've gone from talking all night

To your cold and numb surface, it's fine

I'm fine

I'm lonely for you only

Come hold me

There's nobody with their body

Who unfolds me..."

Y/N clenched her jaw, taking a deep breath.

This is actually the first time she's singing this song after she finished writing it. She couldn't help the emotions running through her.

"I'll forever stay lonely

If you only hold me one last time

Come see me one more time

I need you one last time

I'm lonely for you only

Come hold me

There's nobody with their body

Who unfolds me..."

Y/N stopped playing the piano as she finished singing, she feels sad all of a sudden. All of the emotions she was carrying suddenly hit her, it's knocking the air out of her lungs. Her heart feels heavy and it's burning her.

Sadly, she's too familiar with that feeling.

Then it hit her that she was just existing these past few years. She got so familiar with heartache that it was the only thing she was sure about, it came to the point that when she's hurting, that's when she feels alive.

She took a deep breath, wondering if Scarlett did it. She hopes the actress called off the wedding. That's the only thing that can really heal her. She can't see Scarlett with someone else, let alone, marry someone else. She just can't. It will kill her.

It will kill her over and over again.

"I knew it, the song will be sad but beautiful." Someone spoke from behind.

Y/N looked behind her and saw Scarlett, and her heart starts beating so wild. She's feeling all these emotions; she's nervous, happy. She's feeling every emotions and it's overwhelming her.

The singer gulped and stood up, she faced the actress and tried to read her but Scarlett is a good actress, she's good with masking up her emotions. And Y/N sometimes hates that.

"So?" Y/N asked, nervous. She cleared her throat and frowned, "How did it go?" She asked.

"Um," Scarlett cleared her throat. "Well..."

the song that was used here is by .