jayln

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"Jayln, would you like to answer the question" the teacher asked me waking me up from my sleep.

You knew I was sleep so why you ask me.

"No ma'am " I said nonchalantly.

Last night was rough. Sharfie slept over at Mariahs and I was left in bed by myself. I never realized how hard it was to not sleep by him till hes not there.

"Aye yo you good" some random guy came up to me said

He was cute tho

"Uh yeah I'm good " I smiled

(Imagine however you want)

"What's your name" he asked licking his lips.

Almost blushed right then.

"Jay, and you" I asked smiling

"Justin, but people call me red" he said

Who tf names someone after a- nvm.

"You pretty ma" he said showing his grills

I mean I knew that, but it sounds better when you say it.

"Thank you, you not too bad " I said geeking on the inside

"Come to my party afterschool"

"Ight, text me the address " I said exchanging my phone with his.

After that we just talked a little and that was that or wtvr.

.....

"SHARFIE" I yelled from the front door

"Fuck is you yelling in my house for" Mr.cooper asked

"Sit yo old ass down" I said walking upstairs

"Imma get you" he yelled back at me

When I walked into sharifes room I saw him on the phone with Mariah. He had left early for a doctor's appointment.

"Hey jay" he said not turning around

"Wsp" I said dryly. I went into the drawer I had and searched for something cute. Even if the party dontstart till 8 and I really wont be there til 12, I still wanna have my stuff ready.

"What you doing" sharife asked turning towards me

"Something" I said pulling out a cute light blue dress and a Jean jacket.(if you dont like it then go ahead and change it)

"Whatchu changing into that for" he asked with a slight attitude

"Sharife dont look at her psy attention to me" I heard mariah from the phone.

"Imma call you later"he said then I heard the facetime ending sound.

He got up grabbing the clothes out my hand.

"What is you doing" I said tryna grab them back but he pulled them away

"Where is you going" he asked with a mug

"Are my dad? No so stop questioning me" I said with an attitude

"Ight then I guess you not getting yo clothes back " he said sitting down getting on his phone.

I crossed my arms

"Omg sharife I'm going to a party i was invited to" i said irritated

"Who's party is it" he asked

Nigga you want the area code too, damn.

"I dont know nigga now give me a shit back " I lied

"Here, crybaby ass little girl" he said with a full on attitude

I snatched my clothes back putting them in the bathroom with the rest of my stuff

....

12 am rolled around pretty quick. Within that time me and Mr.cooper discussed the "rules" about parties. Me and sharife havent talked since our argument. To be honest I wasnt that bothered, he not about to ruin my night with a fine ass nigga.

"Hey jay" Mari said coming up to me with a red cup in her hand

"Hey" I said smiling

"You want some " she said slurring.

Rule number 1: no drinking. I'm not breaking no rules, it's nice enough I'm staying with them. The least I could do is follow simple rules.

"Suit yourself " she said walking away unbalanced.

"Glad you could make it" I heard over my shoulder

I turned around with a jerk seeing the nigga from class.

"Oh hey justin"i smiled

"Hey jay, you want a drink " he said with a weird smile on his face.

I brushed it off following him to the kitchen.

"Uh I dont drink, do you have water or juice " I asked

"Uh yeah" he said pouring some punch into my cup.

I felt someone staring at me so I looked around hoping to find them. In the corner with Mariah I spotted Sharife staring directly at me. Chills ran down my spine as I turned back around.

"Here you go" he said as soon as I was facing him

"Thanks" I said taking the drink and spilling it.

It had a weird tangy taste but I thought nothing of it. Maybe it's just a new flavor.

...

After a good 3p minutes of talking and sipping I started to feel tired.

"Hey, I think imma call an uber and go home" I told Justin

"Are you tired, it's ok just come to "

"No it's ok I'll just uber home"i yawned

"No it's ok" he said grabbing my hand quickly and dragging me upstairs.

sharife.

I seen jay get up with a random nigga . She looked hella tired and she kept pointing towards the exit. I was worried as fuck but Mariah just wont leave me alone.

"Sharife, are you even listening to me" she said snapping in my face

"My bad what did you say" I said not taking my eyes off of the stairs.

"So I was hoping you could pay to get my nails done" she said

"Uh... imma be right back " I said after a good couple minutes of jay not coming back.

I started walking up the stairs listening in. Some was moaning but one caught my attention. Screaming..

Jayln

...

He wouldnt stop touching me. Even tho I wasnt in the right mindset i knew this wasnt right.

"Shhh imma take care of you" he said proceeding to u buckle his belt.

I screamed help but he put his hand over my mouth. I wouldve got up and left but my legs no longer functioned correctly.

"Imma make you feel good" he said trying to remove my jeans.

All i could hear was muffled screams coming from my mouth

"Shut up" he said slapping me.

I no longer had the energy and just cried. It was like no matter what happened something always went wrong.

As soon as he was about to insert himself the door came busted open and he was thrown off me. I couldnt move and see what was happening but it sounded really brutal.

"Jay" I heard a familiar voice.

I trailed my eyes over to see sharife looking down at me in sorrow.

He quickly put my underwear and jeans on and picked me up.

I didnt know what to say or think. I was so traumatized and tired.

There was already an uber outside. He put me in it and then got in after.

...

Once we had got home sharife had bathed me. I hadn't spoke since we got home and honestly I didnt want to. I'm not gonna be mute or anything, I just need some time to comprehend.

"Jay" sharife said from behind me. We were in his bed trying to sleep. Except my eyes where wide open and I was left in my thoughts.

"I'm sorry" he said sounding really sad

I took all the strength in me just to answer

"Why" I asked simply

"I should been there sooner" he said sounding sincere

"Its not your fault, it wouldnt of happened if I wouldve stayed home" I said starting to cry more

"Nah it wouldnt have happened if I didnt have Mariah "

"What does she have to do with this" I asked turning towards him

"She kept asking me questions then I would lose site of you, and have to find you all over again" he explained

"I'm sorry" he replied ending the conversation.

He hugged me closely putting his hand around my waist. After a while of crying I feel asleep.

God why me..? I asked