Jayln

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It's my birthday, to be 3000 percent honest. I'm not that excited. It's weird not having my mom but it's not like I can just go stay with her or something.

"Jay" said sharife.

He was shaking me out of my sleep making me stir in my sleep.

"Welcome to McDonald's how may I help you" I said half awake

"Wha-" he said confused. I bursted out laughing.

"I'm up ahah what's up" I turned around facing him.

Even tho I told him I dont want anything. He insisted on me having a party. He invited people he knows and the people from school.

....

It was time for the party and honestly I was lowkey excited or whatever.

"Hey, uh jay I gotta tell you something before we go" sharife said looking nervous

"Ok" I answered confused

"But you have to promise not to get mad" he said holding my hand

"Uh ok" I said knowing damn well I was lying

"So um I have a girlfriend now and um.." he started

"Ok and" I said confused

I was mad cause it's like nigga didnt we- and didnt you- ....ok.

"And its...

I know you fucking lying.

"And how did that happen"i said laced with all the attitude

"Well we've been texting lately and it's like shes the one" he said

Do you hear yourself.

"So ur telling me, your dating someone after you told me you liked me" I asked tryna comprehend.

"When I said I liked you, it was kinda just in the heat of the moment" he explained with no remorse

"So you telling me what we did was nothing" I asked pissed tf off

"I mean...yeah" he shrugged

"I should slap the shit out of you" I asked letting it go

"You said you wouldnt get mad" he whined

" you expected me to be like, "oh jolly sharife have fun even tho you just ate me the other day and told me you want me to be your girlfriend but Hey I support you" I asked looking at him like he was dumb.

"I mean kinda yeah"

"So you told me this on my birthday for what..."

"Cause I'm bringing her as my date" he explained

Lord give me strength.

"What the fuck possessed you to do that"

"Uh she wanted to come so I said why not"

"At this point, just get out my face" i walked out the room.

Nigga what the fuck

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This bitch really pulled up in short as shortz and a crop top. Who the fuck wheres that to a birthday party.

But yknow I had on my red dress, make up slayed, hair done. I couldnt be better

(Visual) or if you wanna change it go head.

I was currently sitting in the backyard talking to Mr.cooper.

"Get ur son" I told him leaning on his shoulder

"Which one" he asked

"Which one do you think " i looked at him.

"What he do" he asked looking at me

"What do you think" I said pointing over to him a mariah cuddled up in a beach chair.

He bursted out laughing.

"Wow" I said moving away from him

"Its not like that, I'm laughing cause she got a fat ass forehead" he covered up

"Mane, I hate it here" I joked.

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The party was going great. We all went inside and started to eat.

"Jay" sharife said standing in front of me with his side kick.

"What" I asked smiling. Even tho I didnt like her I was trying to still be supportive.

"Could you show her the bathroom " he said lightly pushing her towards me.

You came over here for that, when you couldve done it yourself.

"Sure" I smiled pushing her towards the bathroom

"I hate you" I whisper yelled towards sharife once her back was turned.

"She wanted me to get you to ask her" he whisper yelled adding a shrug at the end

"Imma get you" I said turning to walk her to the bathroom

"Right this way"i said in my white lady voice.

I guided her to the downstairs bathroom.

"Here you go" I pointed to the door

"Well you see, I actually wanted to talk to you" she started

"Uhh ok well you can talk to me at school" I said getting ready to walk off

She stopped me

"No just listen" she said grabbing my arm

Why everybody wanna ruin my birthdayuhhh.

"I know you and sharife are close, but whatever yall got going on is gonna have to stop" she said

"And why.."

"Because me and him are together now and I dont need anything stopping me" she said raising her voice a little

"Uhm lower ur voice and stopping what" I squinted my eyes at her

"Nothing, just leave us alone"

I laughed and walked away.

How tf you gone stop me from talking to someone I live with.

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The rest of my birthday was fun. I got a car with money I saved up.

(Just make up the gifts from people cause I dont feel like writing all that)

Sharife hasn't gave me a present yet and to be honest I'm not even tripping. Yeah I'm butthurt but I'm not about to admit to that.

Me and sharife were chilling in his room. Imma need to get a new room if he gone be dating a roach.

"Yo jay come here " he patted the end of the bed

I scooted down.

He vented down in front of me.

My heart started beating fast.

"Since you got an attitude"

Right as I thought he was about to dive in this nigga pulled a box from under his bed.

"Why you breathing so hard" he squinted his eyes

"Huh" I said acting like I didnt hear him.

"U heard me"

"Huh?"

"Just take the box" he pushed it close to me

I took the box. It was small and black.

He proposing already. Damn put it on em make em wanna marry me.

I opened it to see a gold chain with the words J+S.

A bad bitch started tearing up.

"You finna cry" he asked me in disbelief

"Nah, real niggas dont cry. It's just windy" I said wiping my eyes

He laughed

"Let me put it on"

I gave it to him and turned around. He clipped the necklace and tapped my shoulder.

"So what is this for" I said turning towards him

"What I can't just get you a chain" he smiled

"Sharife, you dont get someone a chain like this just because"

"I got it cause you been here for so long, I know what youve5been through so I just wanted to get you something to remind you that I'm always here with you"

"Aweee" I almost started tearing up again. Almost tho.

I hugged him as tight as ever.

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Even tho I dont like the fact that he had a girlfriend and I especially dont like the girlfriend in general, I'm still gonna support his relationship. If she makes him happy then I guess theres nothing I can do about it.

"Goodnight rife" I said cuddling close to him

"Good night jay"

Even if I probably shouldn't be sleeping in the same bed as him and cuddling with him, I'm not gonna stop just yet. I mean it's not like she can do anything about it.

And to Mariah, imma see you when I see you. Period.

All shade all tea

But ANYWHO 7+ comments for an update