Jayln

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After the little Slam thing I got home seeing my mom and her pest.

I need to stop.

"Hey honey..how was the thing"

"Good, it was fun"

"Was that lil boy there"

"I mean..yea why" I said confused on why she asked.

"When are you going to stop hanging with him"

"When you give me a valid reason to" I said with attitude

"Hey dont talk to your mom like that" javon said

"Who the fuck are you" I said scrunching up my face,"who u is" I continued

"I'm tired of this little attitude you got"

"I wouldn't have one if you would stop trying to make something out of nothing" I said referring to this little family she's trying to force.

"Well if you dont wanna be part of this family,

"Oh you sent me to leave"

"If you wanna leave then go" she said avoiding my question, "we can be a family without you" she said letting her true colors show.

"Wow I see" I said lowkey starting to cry

"You wanna have an attitude so ho have an attitude somewhere else,we dont need you"

"So you wanna throw your daughter out bc I don't wanna be apart of a forced family" I said trying to comprehend

"Uh yeah that's what it looks like" she said lacing her voice with attitude

"So look me in my eyes and tell me you want me to go, and I'll go"

She looked me directly in my eyes.

"Leave" she said with no emotion.

I nodded making my way up to my room grabbing a bag and putting clothes in it. I called sharife hoping I could stay with him. The momment I pressed call tears rolled down my face.

He answered

I cleared my voice

Can I stay with you for a couple days

As hard as I tried my voice cracked anyways

He sounded concerned

Can I just stay with you please..

Uh yeah... can you catch an uber or..

Yeah I'll be there in.

I hung up allowing all the energy I had to hold my crying in disrupt.

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I finished packing my bag making my way downstairs.

I seen Javon sitting on the couch with my mom next to him watching me walk downstairs.

"You need help" he offered

I scrunched up my face.

"Get away from me, cause I swear I'll kill you" I said not caring anymore

"Get out my house" my mom said interfering

I walked out her house slamming the door behind me. My uber was already waiting so all I had to do was get in.

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I was currently in sharifes room crying into his shoulder.

"She dont want me no more" I said into his arm

"Dont say that" he said trying to comfort me. I could tell he dont know how to comfort people.

"You suck at helping ppl" I laughed

He laughed too.

I let go of him going to his bathroom. Looking in the mirror I saw my red eyes. Even tho I have a darker complexion you can still tell I was crying.

...

I took a shower and changed.

Sharife got in after me and now I'm just waiting for sharife to get out so we can watch a movie.

"What you tryna watch" he said coming out in shorts and a white tee.

" imma keep it a stack, I just wanna sleep"

He nodded sitting on the bed. He put his head on my stomach laying down. Iykyk.

"I'm glade we friends, I dont know where I would be without u" I said while playing with his hair.

He hummed in return falling asleep. I heard light snores coming from him.

I fell asleep I little after.

I hope I didnt hype this up too much