Before I knew it, we were standing outside the pack house it was huge, 6 stories high, L shaped and absolutely gorgeous. The top floor was just for the alpha family only, with extra suites, used for any visiting alphas. All suites had 3 bedrooms each all with a king size bed, 2 bedside tables, lamps, plasma tv which is mounted on the wall, a study desk with a new version of the latest apple mac pro laptop, ensuite and a walk-in closet, a separate lounge and kitchen area all fully equipped with all the appropriate furnishings.

Damon’s quarters were separate to Alpha and Luna Blacks. His where on the other side of the wing. The fifth floor is used for the Beta and Gamma families similar to the alpha suites, if they wished to reside there. My parents Leo and Elvia Wall are private people who choose to have their own home, occasionally staying over. I'm not in my rooms under the current circumstances I decided to temporarily move back home.

The third and second floors are solely for pack members. The first floor has a huge library, separate offices for Alpha Black, Luna Black and Damon, another small Kitchen and Lounge area so if anyone wants a coffee they don’t need to go downstairs.

The ground floor holds the kitchen, dining room which holds 500 of our pack members at a time. Our pack the Black Wolf pack has 1500 members we are the largest wolf pack in the world, we have a lounge, movie theatre room, games room which also doubles into a ballroom/party room. We also have a basement down stairs that holds a gym, heated swimming pool and spa. Underneath our basement we have an undercover bunker large enough to hold all our women and children that can’t fight in case we get attacked by rogues. It holds basic food and drink supplies, beds, bedding and clothing.

Outside we have a swimming pool, a tennis court, several training fields and a few outdoor buildings. Our pack was two hours away from any type of civilisation deep in the Canadian forests.

We made our way indoors, the smell of alcohol, sweat, food, vomit and sex assaulted my nostrils. I shiver, anyone would think we just entered a nightclub but no that’s just our pack house. I grab Tania’s hand and we make our way to the party room.

“Over there” Tania yells above the music “there's beer pong” we make our way over and join a few other pack members. A tall red head that goes by the name of Clarissa turns to me “I'm sorry Phoebe nobody should have to go through what you are” sincerity evident in her voice “If it makes you feel any better, we have all decided and refuse to have anything to do with her I don’t think anyone has muttered a single word to her” she adds. I sigh and turn and give Clarissa my full attention. “Don't Clarissa, would you like to feel that way? Loneliness and social isolation are associated with higher risks for health problems such as heart disease, stress, depression and cognitive decline you know they are bad for our wolves. To top it off she is pregnant.” Even though I despised her for carrying his pup, and having what was mine, him I couldn’t let them interfere in my business even though they had my best interest at heart.

”That’s why you are our true Luna” yells Tania “even the people you loathe you still mother them.”

“Beta Phoebe” pipes up Corey as he hands me a shot “even Damon is keeping her locked up in the spare suite next to his parents because he is scared something will happen to her.” Cory was one of our best warriors standing at 6 feet, he is big and bulky, has blonde hair, hazel eyes and sporting a fabulous six pack.

I gasp “They, they are not sharing?” I stammered.

“No. If they were wouldn’t you know, feel something if they were doing the nasty?” added Tessa. She was our head female trainer she was 5’8” has dark brown wavy hair, green eyes, slim build and boy could she fight. She is the one who keeps me on my toes during training. (Being werewolves if our mates cheat, we feel excruciating pain until the deed is finished, painful bruising appears on our stomachs, we sweat and if the cheating carries on for too long the one being cheated on can die)

“No, I have not felt any pain” I reply back. Thank God I think to myself as I sink another shot down, forgetting about the bimbo upstairs. All of a sudden there was a light tap on my shoulder I spun around and hit my face against a bare hard chest. As I try and glance who I smacked my head into I lost my balance and was heading fast towards the ground, the person tried saving me by wrapping their arms around my waist so I wouldn’t fall but I ended up on the hard cold tiled floor with the person on top of me and arms still around my waist. I erupted into fits of laughter as this wasn’t the first time tonight, I had met the ground.

I looked to see who had fell on me and it was Bellamy, Jacobs older cousin, “What seems to be so funny princess?” he asks.

“I can't seem to pass up the opportunity of getting up close and personal to my latest love conquest tonight...... the ground.” I replied bursting out again in a new round of laughter. Bellamy joined me his laughter was deep and masculine “Are you always so funny?” he gasped out between fits of laughter. “No, I'm just Phoebe” I laughed out again at my poor attempt of a joke. The others around the ping pong table joined in on my contagious laughter. Bellamy climbs off me and holds his hand out for me to take to help me up but someone crashes into him and down we go again.

“Well, someone likes to be on top of the Beta” giggled Tania.

“Half naked as well, what a fine piece of meat you have between your legs Phoebe” added Tessa.

I smelled his scent before I heard the deep spine-chilling growl coming from the staircase. I felt his eyes roaming over my body that still had Bellamy sprawled out on top of me. My Body wanting and craving his touch. My wolf stirring taking over and tilting my head up, wanting me to go to our mate I fought for control as I laid on the ground.

Bellamy jumps up and tugs me up next to him. Tania and Tessa quickly run to my side. My heart rate accelerates as I hear him walk down the stairs, chill bumps appear on my arms. I flatten out my black dress, feeling nervous and anxious despite the alcohol I had consumed. Closer and closer he gets until finally there he is standing in front of me, it's like I'm seeing him for the very first time. I inhale a sharp breath God he is a fine piece of male specimen absolutely perfect 6’4” dark hair like night, skin light but well-tanned his grey eyes are wild like, like storm clouds, lack of sleep fully evident, his jaw line sharp with a short dark stubble. He looks like crap but oh so yummy. I lick across my dry chapped lips and try to take a step back but I can't seem to move it's like I’m anchored directly to the floor. His eyes again sweep my whole-body as if he was searching for something, my whole body erupting in delightful chills.

A loud bang is what I hear as pack members run screaming out of the pack house terrified not knowing what caused the noise. I couldn’t stop the giggle that crept up and burst free knowing Jacob was behind it especially when I was able to see the white flash of light and a tiny bit of smoke. (Yes, there are a number of different indoor pyrotechnic effects that can be used (fireworks) Jacob used the one named Flash Pot) Not seeming to be bothered with what's happening around us Damon grabs me pulling me into his hard chest dropping his head into the crook of my neck inhaling my scent “Mate, mine” he murmurs pulling me even closer. Lifting his head, he growls at Bellamy “if I catch you with her again, I will kill you especially if I catch you on top of her.” I double over in laughter, tears running down my face I know I shouldn’t but I can’t stop. “Who got her this way” he screams out using his Alpha voice.

“You did my friend” Jacob emerges from the shadows of the back wall heading towards us “I should kill you for what you have done to her, so don’t stand there all high and mighty. Who's it going to be Mr Alpha Boy our true Luna or that bimbo upstairs?” He adds as he lifts his nose in the air sniffing until his gaze lands on Tessa.

Damon let out a warning growl, “Don't get involved Jacob it has nothing to do with you” he answers back while picking me up and carrying me out to the garage muttering “we need to talk.”

He puts me in his red Porsche as I refused to ride in his pickup the one, he carried her in. We drive in complete silence the wild animals roaming the forest could be heard inside the car that’s how quiet it was. Two hours later he pulls over we are in the next town over where the humans reside. We are in front of a huge motel I gasp out as the name hits my eyes ‘Lady Phoebe’ he turns the ignition off. “Your important to me Phoebe you always have been even before I knew you was mine. This is one of the first hotels I invested in, out of grandma's inheritance. Now this is mine along with several others” he explains running his hands down the front of his face “You are the first female I have ever cared for. I still do. It seemed only fitting to name this hotel after you.’

Ella was doing excited laps inside my head. The need to be in her mates' arms really overpowering any other thought.

He jumps out, runs around my side and opens the door. We enter through glass revolving doors and into the foyer which was absolutely breath taking. We make our way to the reception desk where he asks the receptionist for the executive floor. “Sorry sir" replies the receptionist "but that’s unavailable to you its reserved strictly for the owner. If you like I can give you our honeymoon suite.” she adds looking up from her laptop.

“I am the owner Mr Black, now give me the keys or you won't have a job.” replied Damon getting frustrated. She quickly hands Damon some keys while apologising. He grabbed the keys and grabs my hand and takes me to the elevator. Tingles are shooting up my arm from his touch, a fire slowly burning with need throughout my body as my panties start to dampen. Once inside the elevator I let his hand go and jump to the other side, Damon raising his eyebrow silently questioning my action. He takes a whiff of the air and lowly growls “I can smell your arousal my little mate.” he takes a step closer to me, I take a step back, he moves forward, I move back. My back now touching the wall of the elevator. He cages me in with his arms running his nose down the side of my face and resting his face into the curve of my neck inhaling. My wolf is projecting dirty thought of me and Damon to my mind. Just a little taste won't hurt.

I whimper with need, Damon now wrapping his arms around my waist bringing me in closer to his body oh lord he feels so good. He raises my head up holding my gaze he brings his lips down on mine. His lips are warm and soft I could taste our shared breath he pushes his tongue against my closed lips pinching me on my backside. I gasp as my lips parted, he slides his tongue in. His tongue tangles with mine while he fights for dominance. I wound my arms up around his neck running my fingers through his hair. The elevator doors slide open signalling the end of my very first kiss.

I followed Damon to the executive room, once inside I can’t stop the gasp that comes out of my mouth when I notice the massive king size bed. We make our way to the couch; he turns facing me “I can't tell you enough Phoebe how sorry I am. But what I told you before was the truth I don’t remember sleeping with her. I won't claim her as mine, even though her and her father wants me to, I refused; not until I know for sure if it's even mine then I still don’t even know what to do, you mean so much more to me. It's you that I want.”

“You won't” I stammer with so much hope.

He shook his head no and started rubbing his hands on my thighs Ella was ecstatic “I've moved her into the suite next door to mum and dad. She’s not allowed to leave it unless she is with me, which isn't very often it's just that Edmund is terrified of anything happening to her. She has no reason to leave anyway her room is well stocked and mum takes care of her laundry.

My mouth hung open in shock. He grabbed my hands placing them on his lap, nervously licking his lips, my eyes trained on his tongue as he slides it across the top of his lip to the bottom. Lips perfectly made especially for kissing. My mind wonders back to the kiss in the elevator, my heart rate accelerates. “Jump mate” Ella exclaims excitedly. He continues “but Phoebe at the moment I think its best if you don’t return to the pack house, your scent is intoxicating all I want to do is grab you and mark you.”

“What, what do you mean?” I ask my voice becoming more confident. All thoughts of jumping his bones vanishing.

“I need to stay away from the both of you." He continued "I'm scared I could mark you as your my mate, but my wolf could take control and mark her cause she is supposed to be carrying our pup. I need to do what's right and at the moment it’s asking you to wait for me, so Edmund can worry about the pup. I don’t care what happens to Sally, it's just Edmund has this possessive attitude for the pup, he is continually fighting me.

I never meant to hurt or humiliate you this way. I know you probably don’t want me now but if there is any type of hope of getting you back, I need to first do the right thing.” He sighs running his fingers through his hair.

Hot burning anger ran through my body “how dare you, how dare you order me around.” I yell shoving him in the chest with my index finger “what gives you the right to order me away from all my family and friends, because your scared you could mark me.”

All traces of alcohol now gone. “What gives you the right to ask me to wait for you? It was you that couldn’t contain your lust and knocked her up why should I be punished; I won't be punished. Screw you Damon, I would rather reject you now then live like I'm the guilty one because that is you, so you don’t have to feel guilty of not marking me in case that baby actually may belong to you so your mark doesn’t kill the pup. GET OUT, get the hell away from me.” I scream as hot salty tears fall down my cheeks Ella whimpering in agreement. “Go play happy families with your whore Damon.” I cry out "I will stay away from you but what I won't do is stay away from my family and my friends and if I do happen to see you with her even if it just is for the pup's sake, you better make sure that you protect her cause I can promise you now Ella will tear her to pieces. While we are on the subject do you also think it's fair to keep her locked up. Think about her health if your so concerned about your pup. If that was me, would you keep me locked up like that?” I yell shoving him out the door slamming it shut behind him and making sure to lock it.

I should have punched him in the face. How dare he. I let out a frustrated growl as I leant against the closed door.

Burning, burning. I'm burning inside oh my god I let out an ear-piercing scream as a hot burning sensation filled my entire body the pain was excruciating it was like my blood had became hot like lava after an explosion of a volcano. I slide down the door so I’m sitting on the floor. I reach up to move a lock of hair that had fallen across my face that’s when I see the flames bursting from my fingertips scorching the floor beside me. What the heck. “Ella what's happening?” I ask as I fall into oblivion. I never heard my wolfs reply.