《Killing Me To Love You | ✓》[ 38 ]
Advertisement
Inaya's POV
I wake up, half expecting everything from last night to be a dream, only to wake up in the arms of the man I've given my heart away to.
Am I asleep? Am I awake? Or somewhere in between?
I stare at him blissfully sleeping. He looks so handsome and peaceful in this state: his even breathing makes him look calm, he has his lips slightly parted, his arms resting on my hip.
If I could freeze this moment, I would in a heartbeat.
I stroke his cheek gently with the tips of my fingers. "God really blessed you with beauty, no wonder so many want you for themselves. Plus, you're definitely out of my league but what can a girl do when you've snatched away my heart already?" I quietly laugh to myself.
All those times I tried to steal an innocent moment between us and prayed that he would soften up towards me finally payed off.
I turn to look at the clock resting on the nightstand beside me, it's only 6 AM. I slowly close my eyes, nuzzling my head in his chest.
Just for a few more moments.
• • •
My body jolts awake from the feeling of falling. I look at the clock, it's 12 PM.
I sit up and place my hand on the side of the bed Dominic was laying on only for it to be empty.
I frown and sigh to myself.
I did warn myself that this may end the second the sun rises. Still, the disappointment stings like a fresh cut.
I touch my head to smooth out my hair only for me to feel my scarf—I burst into laughter. "Oh my God, how is this still on?"
I slide off of the bed to make my way back to my room and back to my regular routine until I walk out of my room and see...
"Rose petals?" There's a trail of rose petals leading me to... my room?
Once I open the door to the room, the whole room is filled with rose bouquets. There's a basket of snacks and a teddy bear holding a note placed on the bed.
I quickly run to the teddy bear to grab the note:
You and I, tonight at 6. Dress for me and me only, amore mìo. It'll only be us tonight and no one else so wear whatever you please (or don't wear anything at all).
Advertisement
- Yours Truly
My whole body heats up at that comment.
I run to the washroom to shower and all I could think about in there was Dominic.
Dominic. Dominic. Dominic.
He has hijacked my mind and there's not a single thing I could do about it.
While I dry my hair, I think about how I really need to bring up the prospect of marriage to Dominic... I can't keep doing what I'm doing.
I may not be a perfect Muslim but at this rate, I might as well leave the religion. I've committed sin after sin and I've asked for forgiveness each and every time but how many times will He forgive me?
I sit on the edge of my bed. "If he doesn't want marriage, I have to break it off because without marriage, we have no future. It isn't only a waste of both of our times but it's also a sin."
It's as if my thoughts suddenly started to clarify, all the fog around it slowly dispersing.
I can think straight and I know certain things for sure: I love Dominic, I want to spend the rest of my life with him. But my love for my Creator is also just as much, if not more, and I want to start clean with my spirituality once again.
I sigh and stare at the note. "How is it that a few words on a piece of paper can send me into hyperdrive?"
• • •
The clock reads 4:30 PM. So I begin to get ready. My nerves are unsteady.
I go to the closet filled with clothes that Angela had filled out for me. I choose out a simple white top that gives off Victorian-era style with the puffy sleeves. I paired it with a pale pink long skirt. My hijab is a dusty rose coloured chiffon that I loosely throw over my shoulder after putting on a hijab cap.
By the time I finish my makeup, it's 5:30. I can't keep my hands still, they keep shaking. I can't sit in one place for too long, I keep pacing back and forth in my room.
The butterflies in my stomach intensifies to the point I felt like I was going to throw up and I hadn't even eaten since lunch a few hours ago.
Quite a bit of time passes by and there's a knock on my door. I open the door expecting it to be Dominic.
Advertisement
"Hey! Oh—hi, Nick!" My big grin soften to a light smile.
"Expecting someone else?" He quirks a brow.
I giggle. "Yes, actually, I'm expecting Dominic."
He looks me bottom to top. "You look beautiful. Going somewhere?"
"I'm..." Before I could say anything, he peaks his head over my shoulder to look inside the room.
"Did Dom do all of this?" He asks in utter shock.
I nod.
"No way! I don't believe this! Maybe I did this in my sleep." He says jokingly.
I laugh. "I'm just as shocked as you."
His smile doesn't reach his eyes though. "Be careful around him. I don't trust him around women. Especially, not around you. He can be a bit of a... beast."
"I think I'll be fine." I thank him for his concern.
"I just came to check up on you but it seems that you're doing fine. I'll be on my way, then." There's a hint of bitterness in his tone.
He leaves before I could say anything else.
That was... odd.
After Nick's sudden arrival and departure, I decided to wait in the living room.
I plop my elbow up on the couch armrest to relax my head on. I close my eyes to try to calm my nerves.
"How do you expect me to not take you back to my bedroom right at this very second?" Dominic's voice jolts my eyes open.
I stand to my feet in a heartbeat. "Dominic."
"You look beautiful." He says with the most charming smile on his face. "I see you chose to wear clothes instead of what I recommended." He smirks.
I'm already melted seconds into this, how will I survive the rest of the night?
"Dominic!" I blush.
His eyes twinkle with tease.
"Shall we?" He reaches out his arm for me to take.
I nod.
He leads me to his signature all-black Rolls Royce. My heart is beating so loud that I swear he could hear it.
While driving to wherever we were going, I was staring at his right hand that was resting on his lap.
I couldn't help but reach out and hold it in mine. He looks down at our hands and looks back at me with a grin on his face. He closes his fingers around mine and brings my hand up to his lips to place a kiss on the back. Then, he keeps my hand close to his chest making my heart flutter once again.
My God, I definitely won't survive the rest of the night.
• • •
He leads me inside a luxurious empty restaurant, where the host shows us to our seat.
Our seat ended up being in front of a big window, which overlooks a lake surrounded by beguiling forestry.
"This is so beautiful, Dominic." I smile while looking at the view.
The waiters already began placing down the food while I spoke. I thanked them for it as they finished placing the last bit down.
"I'm glad you like it." He says with pride.
"How could I not?" I'm astonished. "Wait... how come the place is so empty?" I ask out of curiosity.
He chuckles. "I did say it'll only be you and I tonight."
Oh... he booked the place out for us.
"And when did you plan... everything?" I ask.
"You ask too many unimportant questions." He quirks a brow. "It doesn't take long for a Belcastro to put things together."
I squint my eyes at him to pressure him to answer.
He sighs. "While you were sleeping, I decided to do something nice."
"I'm glad you decided to do something nice for me this once." I tease.
15 minutes in and both of us were laughing and smiling like never before. If I was doubting Dominic stealing my heart before, I can confirm it for sure now that it has been stolen.
Out of the blue, a piano begins playing through the speakers.
Dominic stands up and reaches out his hand towards me. "May I have the pleasure for one dance, amore mìo?"
I must be dreaming. I have to be dreaming. Things in my life don't go well, they rarely ever go well. How long before this moment gets snatched away from me too?
But, nonetheless, I take his hand because I want to cherish this time for as long as I can.
- - -
A/N: they're making my heart go 💓💓💓 and I'm the one writing it. 💀
Next Update: Wednesday, January 1, 2020. (SEE Y'ALL NEXT YEAR!)
Advertisement
- In Serial28 Chapters
The Doll Family
A boy looking for love from an unsuspecting girl. Sounds about normal right? Well how normal does it sound when she finds out he's a killer. And even worse the whole family is made up of killers. Not only that but when they get their hands on her they plan on never letting her go. Will she and her friends escape? Or will she be trapped in their "loving" embrace forever?(Somewhat alive)
8 89 - In Serial24 Chapters
Chasing the Colemans (ON HOLD)
"Congratulations tersoro. Mio piccolo genio." I said in a low whisper, making me sound more husky than usual. (My little genius.)****Kara Coleman was 21 years old when she adopted a little girl, who completely changed her world. On top of that, she was a young genius, making a name for herself before the age of 25. What more could attract a billionaire and ceo like Alessandro De Luca who admires a strong, independent, intelligent woman like herself.How much trouble can two harmless girls give a billionaire? A lifetime.Stay tuned to find out how Alessandro De Luca keeps up with the Colemans.******start date: 16/06/20******#1 in troublemaker - 28/06/20#3 in innocent - 28/06/20#1 in godfather - 03/07/20#3 in piccolo - 09/07/20#2 in genius -19/07/20#1 in single mum -26/07/20#2 in baby - 12/07/20#1 in humor - 03/08/20
8 226 - In Serial22 Chapters
Rejecting the Rejected
Kim Drake was a loner - someone most people didn't even knew existed, or cared to recognize her existence. This included her town's local bad boy, Carter, despite knowing that they were mates. Did she forget to mention she was a werewolf? Life was already had enough as a high schooler, not to mention being a teenage werewolf dealing with rejection from the one person who is supposed to accept and love her above everyone else.
8 306 - In Serial37 Chapters
Fool For You (gxg) | Completed ✔️
Sam, a shy, 16 year old, closeted lesbian who has anxiety issues and abusive parents meets Avery, a soon to be Beta, who wasn't expecting to find her mate in a human girl. But when one act of kindness and tears start to turn things over, Avery realizes that she cannot keep Sam an arm's length away. Their relationship is put to a test with love and trust the only things keeping them at bay. Includes:- girlxgirl romance (duhh) - abuse and self-harm scenes - mature sexual content- werewolf stuff-----I suck at descriptions but give it a try? :)P.S This was written when I was dumb and new to writing so it's gonna be a little eh-----Completed: 5/6/2020
8 107 - In Serial24 Chapters
His Tiger (Jasper Hale Fanfic)
He has been waiting for her. His mate. What he didn't know was that she was a werecat and she is alpha. She has been watching over them. Protecting them. She knows her mate is a vampire in the Cullen coven. He doesn't know she watches over them.She will protect them with her life.NOTE: This takes place during Breaking Dawn.One more thing. I DONT OWN TWILIGHT. EVE IS THE ONLY CHARACTER I OWN.
8 104 - In Serial39 Chapters
ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ɪꜱ-"ᴛʀᴜꜱᴛ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ"Surround me like the air, not every love is fair♡"𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐀𝐈𝐑 " ~ 𝐂𝐫𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐝."Dying is easy, I lived for you- "**********************Love and Hate, two intense feelings, two opposite emotions, two base factors that decide the fate of everything around us, but there is a thin line between love and hate.When hatred turns into love, everything becomes beautiful, the world becomes cheerful, and everything appears to become brighter and happier. However, when love turns into hatred, something much more intense occurs. Every single ray of light turns into complete darkness, each and every happiness in your life seems to be engulfed by a black hole, your body feels like it is trapped in a whirlpool of emotions, and every single breath seems to be so difficult to take, you just want to die, but your autonomic nervous system won't set you free from the storm of emotions.**********************************"Isn't she adorable? You find her beautiful right? Don't you just love when she is all cute and submissive?""Yes-?" She answered in all honesty. "Disgusting.. stay away from her, I don't want you near that two faced leech ."She smirked and pushed her against the wall and took out the 'thing' from pocket."D-Did y-you just leashed me?""You were being a bitch" she leaned and bit her earlobe-"Now you are looking like one-"***********************The feeling when someone you know stabbed you on the back,You want to reverse the time and mourn over the lack...The feeling when you thought your friendship was like Potter, Weasley, and Granger,The lonely feeling when someone you care about became a stranger.They have started, but I will end it.It has begun. The game of death♡**************Cover by- @thecloudedpages***********,****
8 179

